Hello my dearest xxxxxxxx !!!!! I am very happy to receive your answer!!
                           Happy New Year!!
How are you today? I hope you have a very nice mood and feel very well)) In fact I don't know what to start with..
I am here firstly for such purposes, but I will try to tell you more about myself, but it is not easy!
I really like you and want to have direct contact with you, maybe it is destiny? Do you believe in destiny??


My darling, so you know already that my name is Ludmila, shortly my friends call me like "Luda". I am 34 years old.
I am here because I want to find my happiness, to find my love, it is easy to say but not simple to find. I live in Ukraine in the city 
Zaporozhye. Maybe you heard about it earlier?? If you want I can tell you about my city more, if you would like. In 
general, I like this city, some nice places =) I live with my mother together in the apartment. I don't have father, he 
went to another woman. It was very long and not pleasant story. One day my mother knew that my father betrays with 
another 
woman,(it was good friend of my mother). After this she tried to talk with him and decide this situation, she loved him 
very much. But he stopped with her, said that he loves that woman Ira and went to her. After that time my parents don't 
communicate any more. Only in occasions when I am with them. I communicate with my father, but not often. I see his fault and it 
is not pleasant to realize. What about me, I had also relations with one man, we got married, all was like in the fairy-tale, we 
had very good relations, my mother was happy that all was good, that she can have a lot of joy for me. 
But later all changed. He started to drink a lot, he all the time walked with his friends, he didn't give any attention 
to our family!! I tried to talk with him, to explain him my thoughts, but he even didn't want to hear me at all! 
He started even beat me, it is very shame for me to tell you this..i didn't think that he can do this. I couldn't stand 
this more and we decided to divorce with him. For a long  time i waited the divorce with him, and only in a year we divorced. 
In general I am alone already 3 years. I don't think about my past, i don't want to think about it at all. I want to find my 
real love, to start new life, to find the man, who is kind, tender and caring for his woman. I need just man's warmth, I want 
just simple woman's happiness..I hope I don't ask too much??? I so much want to love and give all my tenderness!! I am 
understanding woman, I don't ask too much, I can understand all. I like life..so I am open, loyal and kind.  I don't have children, 
but I want to create happy, friendly and united family. I have a cousin, her name is Anna and she has very lovely child Anton)) 
I adore him very much!! I like playing with him and we all call him like "Antoshka" very nice name))))) He is very cute boy, I 
give him all my warmth and  care, I like giving some small presents for him.
What about my job, I work like medical nurse in the hospital. I like my work very much. This is very interesting to take care of people, 
and give them all my kindness and caress. In fact, I wanted to become a doctor from my childhood yet!! When i was a small child, and we 
went to the village with my parents, I all the time found earthworms, took the blade or knife and started to cut them, i thought that i 
safe them, i did the operations on them this way))))) then I took the thread and needle and started to sew them))) I liked very much to 
run for my friends with a lot of earthworms in my hands)))))) they run away from me, and then we laughed a lot))) When my mother told 
me about me in childhood, we all the time laugh)) She said that I have a talent to be a medical nurse))) but of course i don't do any 
operations now, I only stab injections, take care of the people after operations and so on.  I like this, I like to help people. 
Sometimes i need to hear problems of the person and support him. Of course it is not so easy , but I try to do my best. I like 
my job and I am happy about who I am. 


So, that's a little about my life story, and I hope that you are interested in me! I will be very happy to know about you and your 
life more, to feel how you are living there,  what do you miss sometimes... You know,  I'm very optimistic and kind person, and I 
want to share my kindness with you. You know, I am fed up of being alone, and I want to find my beloved man, to give him all my 
love and tenderness. I want to feel his touches and kisses, his support and caring. If i will know that we feel the same to each 
other, and that we are born to be together, I will do everything to my beloved man, I understand that we both deserve our happiness!! 
I value his wishes and desires! It is very important for me what he wants and what he thinks. I feel very lonely now..I want to find 
my destiny, my sweetheart!! So, my honey xxxxxxx , maybe you can help me with this??

So I think for now this is all, I hope that you are interested in me! I also want to know your life, what you miss sometimes, what 
you want from your life and what you need? I am very interested in all what touches you!! So pleasant to receive your letter in back) 
and I hope you will have nice day!!

Warmly Ludmila.

    My sunshine xxxxxxxx! I have now some more free minutes to write
you now! I hope you received my previous letter
about why i couldn't write you earlier? My nice, i have so law 
mood now and i even don't know what to do.. i am so upset
about those two people..and their families, i hope you understand 
what i feel now..? Also we have now a lot of work! And i
don't know where to find so much time for this after all this 
my sunshine! Ok, all this doesn't matter at all for now, the
most important is now YOU, because i feel very sorry now that 
i even couldn't prevent you about such situation. 
In any way you are my biggest Support!


Sorry but now i have so law mood after all passing and even 
don't know what to write you yet...I will write you tomorrow 

more, ok , my sweety ??

Your Ludmila

How is my dearest xxxxxxx ? How was your work day???

Thank you very much for your response!! I am so happy that you are interesting in me!! 
I saw a letter from you a bright smile appeared on my face)) It's absolutely amazing! 
Darling, how are you today? How is your mood? I am interesting in
every detail from your daily life. I want to know as much as possible about you.   You 
know, it is honor for me to have a correspondence with you. I find you a very wise, kind 
and interesting person. Also, I think that we have much in common. This makes me very 
happy and I believe if we try we will probably develop our relationship into a higher level. 
I want this much, and what about you? 


My darling,  how was your day today? How did you start it? I started my day today with the cup 
of tea ( usually i drink coffee). 
You know, I thought all the day about our meeting and i think this is not occasional. I think 
that this means a lot! For me this means a lot! I thought how much i want to tell you more about 
me yet, that I want to know you more and more, each detail of your daily life, all about you, 
what touches you!! My darling xxxxxxx , you know, I adore playing the piano) This is my pleasure! 
I can do it  during much time, this brings me a lot of joy!! I would be very glad to play the piano 
for you my sweety!! One day I hope this will happen!! You know, I learn to play different melodies, 
i think this is so romantic! Sometimes i adore to play  for a long time when nobody is near of me 
and just think about life..about sense of this life..about everything in the world... I think that 
every person sometimes wants to be alone for a moment, just to be calm and thinking... 

By the way, what interests do you have?? What things do you like doing?? I like a lot of things! I 
adore to watch movies!!
You know, I like romantic  movies very much, full of romantic moments, tender kisses and touches. I 
saw one of them yesterday, they were drinking champagne and talking about love and feelings)) Honey, I imagine us, 
doing the same.I want us sitting on the sofa, looking into each others eyes and keeping magical silence))) 
Do you want it, honey? I feel that today I am very romantic and philosophic))
I hope it is ok for you??))))


My darling xxxxxxx , you know, I forgot to tell you about what i adore doing very much!!!! You know, 
as every woman I like flowers!! I like them very much!! This is my weakness!! My mother has a small garden 
in front of our apartment, and she grows there different sorts of roses. I adore roses most of all!! 
Different! They are so nice flowers! Really, i like to make photos with them!!! I like to smell flowers, 
to see on them! This small joy brings me so much happiness!! My darling, maybe you have noticed already 
that I like flowers)))) I think that they make the woman more beautiful, isn't it?? How do you think of this? )))

Honey, I want to be happy, to love and to be loved by the only man, my man, my beloved. I want to please and 
comfort my only one. I think that I deserve it. 
xxxxxxx , maybe, you are looking for me and I am for you. What do you think about it, darling? 

My sweety, I see that I again wrote you soo much!!! Sorry me please, but i want so much to tell you!!! You are 
very interesting for me!!!

Good night, my darling!! I will miss you!!!

Your Ludmila.