Hi my dearest and sweetest XXXXX!
How are you today? How is your mood and your health? How did you sleep
last night? Did you managed to relax and rest a bit? I would be happy
to know that you are safe and sound. It is very important for me. You
know, even being so far away from each other I feel your presence here
as you have already became a part of my life. Thank you for sharing
everything with me, thank you for your honesty and frankness. My dear,
let me tell you that having you in my life it makes my days brighter .
You can easily make me smile, and you can easy make my mood great.
You know, dear, I do not have a nick name, but most of my friends call
me Nata. Thanks a lot for sending me so nice poem. I like it so very
much. Yes, I will be happy to try everything with you. Why not? How
was your weekend? What did you so on it? Was it nice for you ?
My sweetheart, somehow in this great big world, we found each other. I
do not know much about you, but sometimes the thought of that just
amazes me. I mean, who else could be so right for me as you? Who could
understand my thoughts and feelings, and accept them the way you do?
Who could share the same values, the same dreams and emotions, to do
the kinds of things that you and I do? In this whole wide world, who
could possibly make me laugh as hard and feel as needed as you can? I
do not know how we found each other, but I do know that you are the
only one for me. And just hoping we will be together... somehow makes
everything feels right with the world. I truly hope that you feel the
same as I do....Do you, dear?
I want you to know that last night was real nightmare for me and I
slept not well. The reason of it, that my mind was occupied with many
thoughts and it didn't let me to sleep well. I really don’t know if I
should discuss this topic with you or not. I was thinking about it a
lot. I don't like to complain . It is not my style. I consider myself
as a strong person, but in the same time I am sensitive and sometimes
I feel myself too weak, as every woman. I thoughts that I could cope
with all the difficulties by myself, that is why I was silent and
didn't share it with you before. But now I feel that I want to talk to
you about it. Perhaps, you will find the right words to tell me, which
will make me calm. After reading my letter, I am sure that you will
understand why I worry so much, as these events can influence us and
our relations. The day before yesterday, there was a trouble at my
work. You know that I work in the Beauty Salon. It is on the ground
floor in the apartment house. The sewerage system is very old and it
was totally destroyed. As the salon is on the ground floor, it was
damaged by water most of all. Can you imagine this view, dear???
Everything was destroyed. Everything is dirty and full of water. The
smell is terrible. When I saw this view, the tears appeared on my
eyes. I think that I should not continue this story, as you can
understand everything without any words. The capital repairs of the
salon will take about three months. The owner of the salon promised us
that she will try to fix everything as soon as possible. So, as you
understand that I will be unemployment during this time. What makes me
too sad and even despair. Now I am in a terrible situation. My dear,
though my salary is not big I managed to save some money for our
correspondence, because my desire to get to know you better was
stronger than anything else. Today when I came to the office of the
translation firm to write to you, I decided to check my prepayment for
the translation service and found that it has already finished. I
could not belive my ears. It means that I can loose you because of my
inability to pay for the translations. I am just in total despair. I
understand that it is just my problem. I need you and I want to be
with you! What can I do, dear? I really don't know what to do, but now
I am sure that " Misfortunes never come singly ".
Sending you the sweetest kisses and strongest hugs. Your Natalia .