Thanks for the message xxxxx and to be honest with you, In many ways you and I are a mirror reflection of each other. What echoes between us is a near exact matching likeness of manner, attitude and beliefs, yet we are very different. Each of us reflects to the other as a carnival mirror might reproduce an image. What is emulated back is fully recognizable, yet the likeness is changed and does not match our own self-view. That is the beauty of being close friends. We can see one another clearly and are each able to give one another a different perspective of our self.
As we are far in distance, I want you to know exactly how I feel about you. There is much hope you do, but to make sure I am writing you this letter. You are dear to me in a manner I can not put fully into words, but will try by making a list of how you matter to me:
You care enough to tell me the truth even when I am hiding from it.
Will you be there for me, regardless of day or night, where I am or what the circumstances is ?
With you as my friend I know will never go hungry nor lack a place to sleep (nor will you!).
There's a saying that goes something like “friendship isn't a big thing; it's a million little things”. That's why even after writing my list I feel it is sorely inadequate. There is so much more. Much of what I know about the friendship we share is beyond my ability to express, yet I know the truth of it at the soul level. I know it best when we can just sit silently and enjoy time together. My life is so much richer because you are my friend and I will live this life always with gratitude for your presence.
xxxx i am sending this message because i like you as my soul companion and stay bless bye
christyluv200: hello
1:07:53
xxxxxxx: Hi! I´m here! Just sent you an E-mail to christyluv@live.com
1:08:12
christyluv200: yea i have just receive it and will check it
1:08:20
christyluv200: nice meeting you here
1:09:08
xxxxxxx: nice to meet you too! I also like your voice. Your English is very good.
1:09:19
christyluv200: thanks for that
1:09:33
christyluv200: did you have any good sleep yesterday while on bed?
1:10:41
xxxxxxx: Yes, I slept very well. I rose up at 11:00 AM and after breakfast I shortly checked my mails, but only very quick, cos I had to go to work then.
1:11:22
christyluv200: ok and was work ok today?
1:12:27
xxxxxxx: good, thx. A lot to do, but it was good this way. Tomorrow and the day after I have to work at night from 21:15 till 5.15 in the morning.
1:13:19
christyluv200: ohh then i think you always get stress from your job
1:13:30
christyluv200: but hope you are ok with it?
1:14:02
xxxxxxx: My job is ok. I also have enough free time.
1:14:28
christyluv200: ok thank God for that and is it the time that you always comes online?
1:15:46
xxxxxxx: It´s different, cos it depends on my working time. I have a shiftsystem and there my days are planned fix for the whole year, but I have very different workingtimes.
1:16:15
christyluv200: ok
1:16:24
christyluv200: are you at home now or at work?
1:17:15
xxxxxxx: At home. In my work I don´t have an Internetacess, cos we are a big factory and have high security-levels there.
1:17:36
christyluv200: ok
1:17:51
christyluv200: so did you think of anything to ask about me on what we talk about yesterday?
1:19:39
xxxxxxx: Don´tunderstand your question, sorry. My English is not so good like yours.
1:20:13
christyluv200: well i mean is there anything you want to ask about me ?
1:20:28
christyluv200: or did i say something to you yesterday that you think it some how baffles your mind?
1:22:02
xxxxxxx: I understand all, you told me yesterday. I am very interested about your childhood and your family.
1:23:01
christyluv200: ok thanks for that and what plans do you have for the future and which kind of woman do you want to spend the life with?
1:26:05
xxxxxxx: I´m searching for a sensitive, romantic woman, who take me as I am with all my mistakes and also good sides. also it´s good, when she has a personally relationship with good. I think, this is the best foundation for a partnership.
1:27:07
christyluv200: ok that is nice and how are you going to decide if that woman is the one for you and how many woman are you giving a try to?
1:28:23
xxxxxxx: I have a very good feeling in me, to recognice, if she is the right one, or not. But this only will happen, when I have met her. Over the Internet it is not possible.
1:29:25
christyluv200: ok and how will it be possible for us since many miles lies between us?
1:31:07
xxxxxxx: I think, maybe it is possible to find a time and place, where we can meet together.
IM 1:58:36. 26. Okt 2012
1:32:16
christyluv200: ok that is a good think to think of but are you a kind of people who like making friends easily
1:34:12
xxxxxxx: I be very careful by choosing my friends.
1:34:38
christyluv200: ok
1:34:56
christyluv200: at home do you like watching tv and also listening to radio?
1:36:29
xxxxxxx: the last time I watched TV was on July last year. Radio I only hear, when I´m driving with my car. Maybe I told you, that I make music by myself and so I spend a lot of time for that. Mostly I listen to some CD´s with music I love.
1:37:38
christyluv200: ok that is nice i think and can you tell me your purpose of which you are online?
1:39:14
xxxxxxx: don´t understand exactly, sorry again.
1:40:30
christyluv200: do you know why you are online?
1:40:35
christyluv200: or on net?
1:40:49
xxxxxxx: Of course.
1:41:00
xxxxxxx: Why you ask?
1:41:21
christyluv200: because i have my reason so i believe you also do that is why i want to know
1:41:44
christyluv200: can your briefly tell me why you are on net?
1:44:43
xxxxxxx: Yes. As I said before, I checked my Mails in details and wrote to some friends of mine. Also I checked out a few appointments and listen to some music. I also visited some sites that belongs to music, like this: xxxxxxxxxxx
christyluv200: ok good
1:46:33
xxxxxxx: You have to know, that I play a digital Piano at home and this is one of xxxx and so I always want to get all the actual informations of their products.
1:47:22
christyluv200: ok that is good of you and have you come out with any music of your own so far?
1:49:16
xxxxxxx: No, I dont´t have enough time for composation, but I wrote a few little songs. Not much, but nice. Mostly I cover songs. If you want I can send you 2 songs, which I recorded 2 years ago with my brother. He is a good singer and I played all the instruments on this recording.
1:50:24
christyluv200: well i think we can have time for that later
1:50:41
christyluv200: so are you planing to come out with your own album ?
1:54:09
xxxxxxx: Maybe in the future. I planned a few projects. The one is, to make a concert with the songs of John Denver (i learned to play guitar with his songs) and the other project is a Gospelproject. For this, I planned a preparingtime of one year, cos I will make it with a choir of 25-30 persons and a whole band with piano, guitar, drums bass and maybe a little orchestra. Also I want, that all actors on this project are christians and believe me, it´s not so easy to fulfill all this required things.
1:55:21
christyluv200: hmm i see
1:55:49
christyluv200: do you have cam?
1:56:18
xxxxxxx: Yes.
1:56:40
christyluv200: ok can we see each other just for a minute
1:57:01
xxxxxxx: Ok!
1:57:47
christyluv200: can you see me
1:58:00
xxxxxxx: Yes I can see you!
1:58:08
christyluv200: ok good and can i also see you?
1:58:36
xxxxxxx: A moment please, I have to activate my cam for you!
IM 2:21:01. 26. Okt 2012
1:58:43
christyluv200: ok
1:59:37
xxxxxxx: Do you see me now?
1:59:49
christyluv200: yes
1:59:53
christyluv200: you look nice
1:59:54
christyluv200: hmmm
2:00:03
christyluv200: are you home alone?
2:00:44
xxxxxxx: thank you. Yes I´m alone.
2:00:58
xxxxxxx: I cannot see you.
2:01:16
christyluv200: yes i have off my cam
2:01:34
christyluv200: i only want you to see me so i want to see you also so you can now off the cam
2:01:50
christyluv200: but tell me do you like what you saw in the cam as i open mine?
2:02:02
xxxxxxx: Yessssssssssssssssss, very much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
2:02:17
xxxxxxx: ... and I wanna see it again.
2:02:30
christyluv200: hmm
2:02:43
christyluv200: so tell me how many ladies are you talking to on yahoo??
2:03:51
xxxxxxx: Only one, but in between I know, that she is a scammer and so I will not longer have contact with her.
2:04:16
christyluv200: where is she from and where did you meet her?
2:05:52
xxxxxxx: She is from Malaysia and she wrote to me at the site
www.prime-time.at It is an Austrian datingsite but very expensive, so I only had a test account for one week and during this time she wrote to me.
2:06:31
christyluv200: hmm
2:07:03
christyluv200: so why don't you delete her and appear online to me then to still have her in your contact?
2:09:17
xxxxxxx: The reason is, that I haven´t say it to her, that I don´t wanna have contact any longer. It was a few days ago, that I recognice, who she really is. I will delete her soon from my contacts.
2:10:29
christyluv200: ok
2:10:54
christyluv200: do you understand the meaning of relationship?
2:11:06
xxxxxxx: Yes, of course.
2:11:47
christyluv200: hmm and can you tell me what the meaning is?
2:14:09
xxxxxxx: I can tell you, what I understand above this. For me, it is important, that I can trust my partner to 100% and always to be honest too. I try to live that, what the Bible says about relationship, and this are many things.
2:14:49
christyluv200: what are some of the things?
2:21:01
xxxxxxx: To give the partner respect and all the love, that I can offer. Also to be with the partner also in hard and good times. Our Lord showed us with his life, how to treat the other persons and also the bible told us, how to live in a marriage. For me is the most precious thing, to have relationship with a girl. The only thing, that stands above all, is the Lord himself. He should be the foundation of the relationship and the "3rd man on board in the boat".
IM 2:50:05. 26. Okt 2012
2:22:03
christyluv200: and are you ready to do your will as a man to love your woman as the bible says?
2:23:11
xxxxxxx: Yes, I will try to do my best.
2:23:38
christyluv200: hmm
2:23:56
christyluv200: why did you say you will try instend of saying yes i will
2:25:55
xxxxxxx: Of course I will. But nobody is perfect and also I know the sides on me, who are not so good. But believe me, I will do it as good as I can.
2:26:51
christyluv200: ok that is nice of you and what makes you happy at home?
2:29:22
xxxxxxx: I live in a very beautiful country and in a house with a fantastic few to the mountains. also I have a lot of good friends here and with my music I play in 2 bands.
2:30:33
christyluv200: ok so that perfectly tells me your music makes you happ all the time right?
2:32:38
xxxxxxx: Yes, cos I make music since the age of 7 and it always is a great thing for me, when I can share my music with someone else or to play songs for my partner.
2:33:50
christyluv200: hmm that is nice since i also like listening to music most of the time and what makes mne happy when at home is to watch Tom and Jerry cartoon
2:34:47
xxxxxxx: I like Tom and Jerry too. What is the title-music for this cartoon in your country?
2:35:21
christyluv200: sorry i don't understand it
2:35:39
christyluv200: do you mean the title of the cartoon or the songs here?
2:37:32
xxxxxxx: I mean the Music that is played in the intro of the cartoon (on the beginning). Look here, then you will know, what I mean:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AtX2OVhdmQ8 2:39:57
christyluv200: my link is a bit slow so i found it difficult to have the page load
2:43:35
xxxxxxx: just sent it to you per Mail.
2:43:57
christyluv200: ok will have it check
2:44:48
christyluv200: i have aquestion for you
2:45:14
xxxxxxx: what question do you have?
2:46:11
christyluv200: are you talking to me because you like me and so doing you want to know me better for future notices or you are only talking to me to have fun or to make your day ok?
2:50:05
xxxxxxx: It is a great honor for me to talk with you and if I only would talk to you to have fun, then I would not spend so much time for this.
IM 3:12:03. 26. Okt 2012
2:52:16
christyluv200: ok thank God for that but do you know what tomorrow is?
2:53:02
christyluv200: it is a holiday here and it is the day mark for the Muslems for their fastival
2:53:07
christyluv200: is it the same there?
2:55:18
xxxxxxx: We also have a holiday, but in our country it is cos on this day after the 2. worldwar the last foreign soldier left Austria and we became a neutral state.
2:56:03
christyluv200: ok i see
2:56:16
christyluv200: so what will you be doing tomorrow?
2:57:36
xxxxxxx: not much. I want to change my tires on my car and at 18:00 I have practice with a singer at home and at 21:00 I will go to work.
2:58:08
christyluv200: ok
2:58:29
christyluv200: how many hours do you expect to sleep?
2:58:46
xxxxxxx: 8 - 9 hours
2:59:29
christyluv200: ok i see
2:59:47
christyluv200: i have watch the video which you sent to me
2:59:55
xxxxxxx: OK
3:00:16
christyluv200: that is one of my favioute
3:00:44
xxxxxxx: I also can play this song on the piano.
3:01:10
christyluv200: ohh then you are very perfect in playing piano
3:02:07
christyluv200: do you like traveling ?
3:02:16
xxxxxxx: yes, sometimes
3:02:35
christyluv200: hmm and where have you traveled to in your life?
3:03:39
xxxxxxx: Finnland, England, Mallorca, Italy, Hungarya, Jugoslawia, Ireland and Germany.
3:04:40
christyluv200: ok that is nice and where in the world have you been that you think is the nice and wish to be there again and for what purpose did you travel for?
3:05:14
xxxxxxx: Ireland
3:05:28
christyluv200: hmm and why did you went to that country?
3:08:47
xxxxxxx: It´s a little bit embarrassing for me to say that. I made marriagetrip to this country. Maybe I told you ,that I was married for 6 years and about 3 1/2 years ago, the marriage brokes. But Ireland is such a beautiful country. Very quiet and you find so much vegetation-zones there. also a lot of old castles and abbeys and I like the irish music very much.
3:09:49
christyluv200: ok that is nice
3:10:06
christyluv200: so how many marriage have you get into?
3:10:40
xxxxxxx: 1
3:11:00
christyluv200: ok and was it the woman from Ireland?
3:11:34
xxxxxxx: No, she was from my country, but we decided, to go to ireland for holidays
3:12:03
christyluv200: ok that is matrimony for you
IM 3:19:27. 26. Okt 2012
3:12:08
christyluv200: or honey moon
3:13:00
xxxxxxx: honeymoon
3:14:01
christyluv200: ok that was great i think but sorry for the bad experienced in your past married
3:14:08
christyluv200: hope it won't happen again
3:15:24
xxxxxxx: Thank you, Christina. I´m over it and I also hope, that it will never happen again. Is it ok for you, when we finish here? My eyes are very heavy and I have problems to concentrate.
3:15:54
christyluv200: ohh no problem
3:16:15
christyluv200: we can both go to sleep since it is night over every where so we talk tomorrow
3:16:51
christyluv200: but before you go,i will like to say good dreams to you and have a sound ful sleep
3:18:33
xxxxxxx: I also wish you a good sleeps and sweet dreams. Take care of yourself and God bless you. I will be glad, when we hear again. Bye!
3:19:04
christyluv200: bye
3:19:09
christyluv200:
3:19:27
xxxxxxx: kisses and hughs!