xxxxx.. hello...
You know... very long time I thought am I need write this
letter to you or no... And even now I don't know am I right
that I am writing to you... or no... Because I don't know
what do you feel when you are receiving my letters!!! Maybe
it is unpleasant for you and... make you tired... I don't
know!!! But... I want... I need write you this letter!!!
xxxx... and with this letter I just want to tell you
that... I want to tell you that I miss you... I miss you so
much!!! And it is impossible describe with a words all what
I am feeling!!! xxxxx... I want to cry all time... And...
I am sorry that I am telling to you this because I don't
want make you sad with my letter!!! I am sorry...
Darling... but I am sincerely don't understand what
happened!!! I don't know what I did wrong that... that you
are so easy forgot about me... I don't know... and this
situation is terrible torments me...
You know... yesterday after work I decided don't go home
and a little walk by the street... It is winter and...
yesterday we have a real winter frost

)) But I didn't feel
it... I walked slowly and snow was falling on me... in the
central park was a children who made a snowmen

) and
loving couple played snowballs

)) They were laughing...
fell in the snow, hugging and kissing... For some minutes I
like numb and stared at them And you know... in this
persons I saw you and me... I imagined that it is you and I
playing snowballs... It is you hugging me... It is your
kissing me!!! And... in some minutes I woke up and realized
that it was only a dream!!! And... tears was on my face...
It some seconds tears turned to ice and... I decided go
home...
When I came home... I climbed onto the bed... hugged a
pillow and cried all night...
I don't know why I am telling to you all this things...
Really!!!
And... xxxxx... Please, write this letter and... remember
me Remember what did you write to me... remember what I
wrote to you... Remember about did we dream... And if after
this memoirs you will have a overwhelming desire to write
me... Write!!! Because I looking forward fro your letter!!!
I am coming to the company every day... And every day I hope
that i will have any news from you!!! And... Manfred I will
come to the company till I receive any news from you....
xxxxxx... I love you... I love you!!! I LOVE YOU!!! And I
am ready repeat this word hundreds or thousands of times!!!
I love you, xxxx.. I love you...
Yours...
Only yours Katerin....
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