Whole day on feet my Honey!!! Very very Tired! Very want goto bed! But
first i need write long letter about our meet! I go and have pay my
trip! With 20th july i am not work! I want visit you! To get the Full
travel package and other papers I have spent much more money than I
expected. But people were ready to help me make all short time till
21th july only if I will pay them. I paid more than 500 dollars , I
paid in municipal committee, in the ministry Health! To give me an
income statement from the employer not to declare currency at customs!
I did not expect all this, but up to the last moment I was sure that I
still can make everything. I expected that I can get a vacation
payment. But I have received only a part. We get other part a vacation
payment in three weeks. Besides, I have been compelled to buy new door
for my apartment. But I cannot leave my apartment with broken door.
And of course I have been compelled to pay much for it. I feel so
guilty. I was sure that nothing can prevent our meeting. But I must
pay remaining sum. It is 491 usd. And I must pay funds before July
20th, morning. Otherwise I will lose my nested funds and our jewelry
will be sold out simply in vain. I know that I should not ask you, and
I am very ashamed to do it. And maybe I really simply had to tell you
that I can't meet with you because I could not provide my travel
completely. But I cannot simply refuse our meeting because then all my
diligence, forces, nerves, means will be spent in vain. I understand
that it is big sum to lend me. You are not obliged to help me. And
1400 $ i have spend on full servise package also I restored a door in
an apartment before departure. It all are huge funds for me. But I
want you to know that I have given everything not for the sake of
myself, but for the sake of us, for the sake of you and me. And I was
happy all this time. If you want to meet me, to help me to make our
meeting, please, transfer funds to the help tomorrow morning amount
491$. I will give you my flight number information, as soon as i have
it in my hand. The dollar exchange rate has fallen in our country and
it is the cheapest tickets of an economic class, is cheaper a way to
arrive to you I is not present. It was the best variant for me. They
have told that I can pay a part of money now, and the other part
later. it is possible, but I will be limited by term. And if I will
not pay the full cost of the ticket within of this term, I will lose
already nested money. I have agreed because it is the only chance for
me, because I must give to anti-emigration committee a data about my
payment. By this moment I had only the concrete sum of money which I
had after all my expenses. I paid 770 USD. But it was not enough for
them. In a panic, all what and I could do - I pawned my gold earrings
and rings In a pawnshop and I got 178 USD. That is all I could do. I
know that probably I simply must tell that I can't come to you because
I haven't the remaining sum. I know that I promised to do all by self,
and I was sure that I can. I did not want to ask you. But after I did
everything I did, I cannot simply tell that I will not come to you. I
have passed through so many difficulties, and I have overcome the most
difficult. But all the same I have disgusting feeling that I could not
fulfill the promise. I am always ready to do all what is possible,- to
fulfill my promises, but at the same time I understand that any person
could get in such a situation. I do not know if you want to help me or
already not. But i think you have told that I should let you know if
there is anything you can do to help me. I believe you even though I
am afraid to ask. But I have no other exit. I need you Honey. If you
can help me I will tell you what I have found out. Here we have
remittance system. And I have addressed to the most convenient bank. I
have been told that they use the systems "WesternUnion" and
"MoneyGram". They have told that it is the American systems. And there
I can receive your help very fast and I will be absolutely safety. You
should transfer them into any office(bank) here in Kazan for my full
name - Anna Vidyakina. My date you have! near for me is a office:
W.U. Brunch.
Akibank.
Bondarenko 3.
Kazan, 420094. Russia. Amount: 491$ dollars.
There I have been told, that to get the money, we must tell to
employee of bank(agent) your full name, your full address, exact sum
which I should receive and some confidential numbers - Reference
Number. You will get this number in your office if you will send your
help. Only with presence of all this information I can get your help.
Also hey have told that funds it is possible to send online through a
site WesternUnion.com And I will give you back all your funds at the
earliest opportunity probably in 3 weeks. I think about you Honey all
the time! I think about a meaning of funds, and I'm very sad if these
papers can prevent people to meet each other. In most cases the funds
play a main role in the life but it's not right! I do not know what
answer I will get from you Honey. I very much am afraid that you will
not help me. But I want to tell, that I really need you, and I simply
can't endure the thought that I did almost everything, but I will not
meet you. I have given all my forces, but together we are stronger.
Are you with me? Write to me soon! With love, Your Anna.