Good Evening Dear,
Thank you so much for your nice emails to me yet again and sorry i am only just writing back to you..My weekend was very hectic with my work as i had to work over time and also keep eyes on all the workers at the construction field as well as my equipments which i shipped down here for sale..How has your week started off so far?Hope you are having a great day and work week.....Your emails always give me a reason to smile and keep me happy ..Its nice to have someone to communicate with and we can understand each other quite easy like we've known each other a long time ago...I am looking forward to connecting with you in person some day soon as well as talking over the phone as I believe that’s when we will be able to take our friendship to another level and can believe in each other as I know that the words we write in emails could be mere words only..I believe we can tell a lot from looking at someone in the eye while talking to them..I believe Chemistry is key in having a successful relationship… It will be nice to say those 3 words to each other in person better than just writing them in email whereas you might not mean it.Im glad you are ready for a commited relationship..I would be happy to meet a woman I can spend a life time together but I believe its all about timing.Everyone has that special person out there for them but its just for them to keep on searching and never give up on love.Im still hopeful and maybe ive met her maybe not but we still have to carry on and give love our best shot..Who knows luck could both be on our side this time..
Do you know what it is like to look up into the velvet night sky, and yet not see the stars? Do you know what it is like to see the song birds sing their sweet music, and yet not hear their sound? Do you know what it is like to feel your heart inside you, and yet not feel it beat? Do you know what it is like to be in a crowd of people smiling, laughing, sharing their love together, and yet be all alone with no one around? Do you know what it is like when the light of your life has been extinguished, and you are left in absolute and complete darkness, frightened and alone? Do you know what it is like when the one you love so deeply and dearly is so far away? Your heart cries out their name and yet there is no reply.
All you want to do is hold them in your arms, and you cannot. All you desire to do is to kiss their sweet lips, and you cannot. You long to hear their soft sweet voice as they whisper words of love to you, and you cannot. You just want them near, and they are not. Their absence brings with it frustration and sadness. You curse God that you cannot be with the one you love, and yet you thank him completely for bringing that person into your life, all the while knowing that no amount of dreams and hopes and prayers, can, at once, change the situation - the situation that is in the hands of the God that you curse.
So, what do you do in such times? How do you keep your wits about you? How do you maintain some semblance of normal life, when all you can do is think about is the person that you are so in love with and that you would do or give anything just to be with? You feel lost somewhere between the cruel reality of life, and the dream-like fairytale that you wish to live in, and the only salvation is to be found in the arms of your beloved and that cannot happen. Friends cannot comfort your soul. Thoughts only make the pain in your heart worse. What do you do? You think about them - oh my God, how you think about them endlessly! You pray to God for the strength to see it through this situation, knowing that someday you will be with that person forever. But is that enough? No. Not always. Until you are in their arms, nothing really help.
Sorry if I may sound like a poet or a weirdo to you..I am only trying to pour out my feelings to you..I do hope to spend some more quality time with you in person and look into your eyes and communicate these words to you to show you im not joking or playing mind games but ready to start a future with that special woman..
My Project here is almost finished just having a few set back with the shipping officers here as my goods are all packed up in the container now ready to be shipped out but they wont release it for shippment yet until they clarify some issues which I thought had been clarified already and this is going to delay my goods from going out of this country and might also delay me here for some time but that’s what im having to deal with at this time..
I hope all goes well soon..
I wish you a lovely day and I look forward to read from you again
Hugs