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How are you, xxx?
Today is somehow odd. On the one hand, everything is ordinary – my morning started from a hot cup of tea and a chocolate candy, from a hot bath, from a problem of each woman – what to wear? On the other hand, everything is different – today there was some special feeling of excitement. Sometimes it happens to me and this feeling warms me up because I know that something pleasant is supposed to happen that day. Today this “something pleasant is supposed to happen” occurred to be your letter. Thanks for my great mood! And, if all your letters have such an influence on me, I want to get them more often. What do you think about this? to be honest, one of the reasons why i liked your letter so much is that you have found time to write me, at least, a short note even though you were tired after work. i know perfectly well what it is when you have a busy day and when you dont want anything but just to go to bed and see some magic dreams till morning that is why for me it is so pleasant that you overcame this state and wrote to me a bit. you do have lots of hobbies and I have many questions to you about that:) it's very hard to live without attention your passion to motorbikes. that is what has ever excited me a lot though i can't explain where it is coming from as nobody has ever giving a ride to me. It just seems to be very sexual to press your body to the driver who you really like and to entrust him your life. Oh, Gosh, how many times i imagined to feel the heart's beating when the speed is growing in a second, to forget about the wind that is blowing so strong that you seem to follow, to enjoy the unity of my man, bike and me... did i imagine everything in a right way or is everything absolutely different? Tell me like a person who knows about it.  Also i see that you are a football fan, will you take me with you to watch match? Also i was smiling when you wrote that you like jogging, but are you practising it when it's not really good weather? because i like that as well but usually i am jogging when it's warm weather. Sports has never been at the last stage for me. I’m almost sure that being a student you were playing at a football team or, like all boys, you were fond of martial art. Better tell me yourself and don’t make me only suggest all the time.  For real, I am truly want to know because that is what I know about a bit as my dad is a sportsman. In his youth he was athlete and now he is working at our local gym. He looks younger of his real age and, being sincere, he is an example for me! Here they often say that women choose their men or boy-friends according to the image of their fathers and I can’t say that it’s absolutely false. xxx, I know some people who think that women must take care of themselves and always look nice but for man the only what has meaning is his character. But it’s the same as to say that the most important in a woman is her beauty and it’s not important for her to be wise and intelligent. It’s nonsense! What do you think about it? Sorry, I had to prevent you at once that my curiosity knows no measures, especially now then I almost know nothing about you! Meanwhile, even without warnings it was hard to miss it out of attention. I know. but it doesn't mean at all that i will stop my curiosity about you:) i have already understood that you had some experiences that you would like to avoid if there is such a chance and i think there are no people who can say that everything is perfect and everyone is ideal. It's more important that we me here and we will get our chance to start everything from a new page. Did i understand you in a right way and that is what you would also like? May I ask you if your last relationship finished long ago? Why are you not together any more? It seems to be important to be discussed as I know from my own experience that previous relationships changed me somehow. I split up with my boyfriend about a half of a year ago. It would have happened sooner or later because we were too different. He didn’t have any aims and he didn’t want to achieve anything in this life. I couldn’t be with a guy whose only interest was TV programs. He was the same when we had just met but I believed that I would have enough of strength and influence on him to change his style of life. I had a complete success with this. But the problem was that I didn’t forget that I am a woman. And sometimes I want to be weak next to a strong man, sometimes I don’t want him to be led by me, I want to be led by my man. I have no desire to rub from my memory that I am Woman. I don’t have an intention to say something bad but I got a feeling that men in my town and maybe, even in my country, lost the skill to appreciate femininity. I am here not by mistake… xxx, I don’t want to lose hope that somewhere there are still those men who want a woman in their life and not a man in a skirt. And being totally honest, I want to meet only one man who will be the Man not by sexual difference from a woman but by his way of life. And what are you waiting for from a woman?
Do you know what else I want you to tell me about? Where do you live and where did you spend your childhood? For example, I was born and grew up at the same place – in Kupyansk. I guess, these were my parents who cultivated a light feeling of patriotism in my personality that’s why this town is the dearest and the most adorable place in the whole world for me. Exactly here I tasted my first breathe, I did my first step, I said the first word, I tried my first chocolate candy, I went to school for the first time, I met my first friend, I’ve been kissed for the first time, I experienced my first disappointment, I earned my first salary and many more other events happened for the first time here. And why is your land so dear to you? will you tell me? I wonder what influence the place where you were brought up had on you. I won’t “decorate” the truth and will admit that besides such strong love to Kupyansk, sometimes I have an impression that I overgrew this place. Do you remember a feeling in your childhood when everything seemed to be so huge, immense, and unbounded? So, well, now another feeling appeared that my small town became tiny and defenseless at all as if someone let down a screen that I always wanted to look through. And I also want you to share with me that place where you are living. you seem to love Berlin and thanks for the pictures of it - it seems to be really beautiful and it's possible to fell in love not only with people but with places also. i think, Berlin would be able to win my heart:) xxx, I have no doubts that it's not the same as at the photos, but I am sure that it's not worse in reality than in photos you shared with me:) it would be nice to see it one day. who knows, maybe you will become a reason for me to do this. Do you think it is possible?
So, are you not tired of all my questions yet? I have many more of them. And I hope for a chance to ask all of them. Let’s go on with that next time! My mood would definitely change for better if you write me sooner. I’m curious to look into your life not only through your letters but through your photos as well.
I wish you keep your smile for the whole day!
Yana 

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Hello, xxx!
I like that you replied and i am happy that today i came to the internet cafe and there is such a present waiting for me - your mail. And you sound quite interesting. to be interesting to each other, we must have the same preferences about some questions. And we do already! We both have the same passion to travelling... actually, not the same, but similar as for you travelling is a part of your work and your life and for me travelling is a part of my dream:) but still we both are interested in that. And even though for both of us travelling is something what we look at in different ways now, but what can change. I'm so sure because business meetings are probably not the same than a trip with a pleasant company , with just one person who is able to replace so many people because this person is someone you like. It differs because you shouldn't plan a new meeting on your work, you shouldn't look for the right words in your mind to attract new sponsors to your company or about anything what is connected with your job. But how much it changes when you are enjoying all your time with someone who you are relaxing with and who is the one came from a dream.. But it is not the only what is possible to enjoy together. As for some household tasks, we could share all of them together because i think, it could make us closer and it would be a lot of fun to do everything together. i remember when i was a little girl, my favorite activity wasn't to play with dolls or other kids but the most I liked when I helped mum to cook or bake something delicious, when we together with her were cleaning our home, I adored to help my dad to fix something and sure, there was no my help, but i liked to think that a lot depended on my help:) And also the reason why i want us to help each other with everything because even now each Sunday is "Clean Sunday" in our family because altogether we wash - it takes the most of the time because we need to heat a lot of water but it doesn't matter now what the process is, we all together clean - mum is responsible for kitchen, me - for bathroom and dad - for room, the next week we change and i clean the room, dad has kitchen and so on. as for shopping for groceries it's also something what we are doing together but recently we all either were working or busy with something else and didn't have a chance to do it together but maybe this weekend because telling you about this, i started missing such moments:) thanks for reminding me. And also thanks for a long list of the music and movies you like - most of them i know but as for Harry Porter - definitely i have heard about it and i know that it's famous all over the world but you will be shocked as i haven't watched even one part of it. well, maybe it will be a good chance to watch all its parts together with you! What do you think about this. And also, xxx, i really want to ask you about something - i read your letter and i like it much because you have reason - it is giving me much more information about you, but i also wrote you a letter and I asked you some questions which i was expecting to get the answers for. to be true, now your letter sounds interesting and informative but i got an impression that you didn't open my letter at all as anything of what i've been curious about you didn't answer. i hope next time you will be also attentive to my words because sincere curiosity is the only chance for us to get to know each other. do you agree?
in any case, thanks a lot for the photo you sent - you look very serious but i like it and i will be waiting for some more pictures:)
Take care,
Yana 

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Hello, xxx. 
thanks a lot both for your letter and for your photos. it's interesting and exciting what i see and read. but to be honest, today i have some not good feeling. i understand that we can tell each other what we want, what we feel at this moment, what we are worried or excited about. But to be true, today i got sad to get your letter even though i am learning something new about your life because I have an impression that you wrote it not to me. you are talking to me in a way as if you write me for the first time and as if you have no idea about who i am. i don't know , maybe I got this feeling because i didn't feel that you were attentive to what i told you before, to what i asked you about and to what i wanted you to feel getting my reply. it's really interesting to learn that you have such a big family and that all of you are living in Berlin because it gives you more chances to meet more often. As for my family, I live with my mum and dad and i am the only child in the family. When someone hears this, usually everyone repeats the same phrase that it means that i am a naughty and selfish child. Maybe it matches some but it doesn't match me at all. I was lucky to be born in my family because my parents know a lot about bringing up. but as far as i understand you also don't have siblings, only cousins, right? So, then you will understand me. 
Also, i like that you are so proud of your work and that nobody can manage their work without you, i think, it makes you feel very good because this feeling when you understand that you are important,, when you have some responsibility, it makes you feel in a different way, it makes you behave some other way, it makes you be different and not only to behave, but to think better about each your action because not only your work and results depend on you. i am also working with lots of people, that is why i understand what you mean. 
May i also ask you more about the photos? Do you like travelling in kayaks? xxx, can you tell me more? How often are you doing this? And i wonder, if that place is far from Berlin? Hope you will answer me. 
Yana 

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hello, xxx.
a new letter from you and new thoughts in my mind...
to be honest, i thought that we can become friends with you and to talk to each other learning something new from each other. i thought that it may be possible. And i didn't expect for anything more with you but your attention and interest. But now i am absolutely sure that you dont' read my letters at all. And i understand everything - you shouldn't explain. just think that you could tell me that you are not interested instead of writing such letters. in any case, thanks for that and I am sure that you will be able to meet the one you are looking for, if you are looking. And hope you will be glad for me , at least, a bit. I seem to meet the person with whom i would be interested to try building real relationship. And even though i don't know when we will see each other for real, i have some inner belief that we will in any case. i wish you sincerely to meet the one who will also inspire you.
Be happy,
yana