Scheinbar haben die doch meine Mail gelesen, kurz genug war sie ja....... 
Dear xxx!
I think that there is no any reason to hide that I am glad to get your
answer as it was your step and last time I wished YOU to decide to go
on our communication or not as I wished to be sure that you also had
thought about our further communication and our further possible
relations. Of course for this time it is too early to talk about
relations as it is rather early to talk about being a couple but we
will see how everything will go on!
I want you to know that it was a little bit upsetting for me to see
that you did not attach any photo to your letter and frankly speaking
I wished it to happen. I do hope that you realize that in our
situation when we have communication with the help of the letters it
is really important for us to exchange our photos as they will allow
us to feel closer to each other. I do hope that you will agree with me
about it and that for the next time you will send me a couple of your
photos.
Andy, it is pleasant for me to know that you look for serious
relations here and be sure that it is exactly the same about me. I
am also rather serious about my search, for me it is not a game and it
is very important just to find the man who also wishes to build
serious relations. So I am really happy that you told me about it and
I am glad that we have it in common!
Yes, I am totally sure that we should go on our communication because
it is impossible to predict if this person is your life partner or not
because we are far from each other and that distance that we have
between each other does not allow us to feel that chemistry between us
as all people talk about. But from the other side I think that in such
communication or may be such "dating" we also have our merits as it
allows us not to pay attention to little details and just to get to
know each others' inner world more properly and to understand if we
are compatible with each other with our values, thoughts, positions
and principles. Hope that you will agree with me.
I do not wish to lead you by the nose for some time and then to
dumbfound you with some demerits that would be not acceptable for you
at all and it will mean that we both lost our time talking to each
other. I do wish to be honest with you from the very beginning. So for
the first I want to tell you a little bit about myself. I have never
been married but I had long lasted relations - about 7 years, it was
my college love but time passed and our feelings flew away and nothing
could be done with it. My boyfriend always looked for more adventures
with another women and of course for me it was not acceptable. Being
family oriented person I did not wish to dissipate on trifles and our
relations was stopped. To my regret when my eyes were opened I
understood that some men were married here, some were alone but they
were like my ex and... my heart still wished and asked for good and
stable relations. Frankly speaking I even was ready to be alone than
to be with someone who does not wish to have serious relations but I
was told about the matchmaking agency that worked with foreign men. I
have never thought about it but after some discussions with my mother
I understood that it was my chance. So here we are and it is the way
we met each other. I know and I was warned that lots of men from
abroad try to avoid women from such agencies because they were fake.
It is bad but from the other side I do hope that you understand that
they appeared because there are a lot of true agencies who really help
and I want to assure you that I am true and my wishes are true. Also
another thing that could be not good for you is that I do not speak
English well and for me it is not enough to sit and write normal
letter that would be interesting for you to read. Taking this my step
to meet a man from another country I decided to risk and to have the
translator - alive translator (mechanical does not work properly and
they make a lot of mistakes that lead to misunderstanding and it is
the last thing that I would like to have in new possible relations). I
did it intentionally and I can explain. I think that you realize that
for this time our "relations" are our communication and it would be
silly from my side to ignore this fact and I do understand the the way
I show you myself, I mean my life, my inner world the way you will
treat me and react. So I use this translator and I have to tell you
about it because also I was told that lots of men wish to meet an
English speaking woman, unfortunately I am not. I have not reason to
pretend or to hide something and I tell you about it now. Of course as
soon as we realize that we wish to be together I will start my
lessons! Since I have no a wish to be with the man from exact country
I was not sure who it will be German, Italian, French, American - as
soon as I know that we want to be together I want to start to learn my
man's language, that language that will allow us to be united and to
feel like a single entity. It's my position and for this time I have
my fingers crossed with the hope that it will be acceptable for you.
But any of your thoughts will be good for me as each person has right
for choice and right for expressing his own opinion. So write me back,
I will be glad to get your letter in spite of anything, as at least we
could be good friends if you stop take me like possible future
partner.
with all my hopes,
Polina.
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