My darling angel xxx!!! Many thanks to you for your support and love!
It is very important for me! And that situation in which we have got now is the present check of our love. For me you are very important that with me.
But at all my pleasure not all so is good...
As I already spoke to you I have ordered all documents and have already paid them. They will be ready to the end of this week or the beginning of the following.
You suggest me to arrive to me in October, but I once again repeat to you that I will not have vacation till next summer. I work 6 days in a week from 10 mornings till 19 evenings. After work I have enough forces only to reach the house and to be prepared by next working day. Thus it will be absolutely impossible to combine for me work and dialogue with you. Besides at us very small city and if you arrive to me the first it can be misunderstood by many my acquaintances and it is simple people which know me. At us very conservative society.
It would be much better if we have already arrived to me as pair. You would be my groom and would live at my place.
In that case to anybody and in a head has not come to look at me slantwise somehow.
And I wanted that so all and was. At first in August we would meet at you, and Already new Year we could meet in Russia.
My angel, love washing, I very much ask you, try to find these 515 euros. I understand that now you in a difficult financial position, but my finance is even worse. My salary 140 euros and nevertheless I could collect 310 euros. I was very much helped by my mum. We have given all our savings, but all the same have paid for documents.
I think that it to the full should prove you my serious intentions and those feelings which at me is to you.
Tonight I will be in Internet cafe again and we can talk through messrnger.
I very much hope that all will be good! YOU are very necessary for me






My loved xxx!
I am happy that I see your letter in the mail box. Thanks that you have not left me during this hardest moment. I am very glad what even after I have told that I do not have not enough money you has not turned away from me. You have trust and this most important thing. I swear to you that I never will disappoint you!
I very much love you and every day my love to you becomes stronger!
Also I would like to apologise for that that yesterday our conversation has broken so unexpectedly. The matter is that at me money for a telephone card has ended and I could not call back to you once again. I am very grateful to you for that that you with understanding have concerned my problem.
Yesterday and today I have spent in search of money. It seems to me that I have communicated practically with which all people I know.
I asked money even from parents of the pupils... It was very a shame for me... Never in the life I tested such shame. I never in the life asked anything. But for the sake of love and our meeting I have taken this step.
I am ready on all for the sake of our meeting, but now I do not know that to me to do. All have given up to me.... I would not have any person which could help me more.
I have last value. A medallion which was presented to me by my daddy not for long to the  destruction.
It is last my memory of it.
But I am ready to leave it for the sake of our meeting.
Today I was in a pawnshop to learn its value. But also there me have disappointed.
To me have told that a maximum that I can gain for it-all 100 euros....
I in despair. I do not know that to me to do and where to me still to go...
I do not understand why people such stale. All have given up to me. Any person has not understood my position.
I never refused in the life to anybody. I was always glad to come to the aid of the friends.
And now, when I have appeared in a trouble anybody to me does not wish to help.... To me it is very bad.
My angel, you last person which can help to carry out to us our dream to be together.
I very much am afraid to lose you. I very much am afraid that after this request you will be disappointed in me, but I do not have other choice. There is more nobody who could give me these darned 515 euros...
I very much ask you, help me! I swear to you that I will not deceive you!!
Unfortunately if our meeting does not take place now we should wait the whole year because I cannot transfer the vacation in any way. I work as the teacher and for me many pupils. Now a vacation at school and at me a vacation also. In October nobody can replace me.
I thought that we will meet you in August, we will check up our feelings in a reality and if all is good that I I will call in school and I will inform a management on that that I cannot work more there and they should find to me replacement. It is a unique variant. Besides I have already paid for documents.... The Return way is not present my darling.
I very much ask you, try to find these 515 euros. I think that for me was much more difficult to find 310 euros, than for you 515, because my salary only 140 euros a month. I saved this money some months together with mum.
And for the sake of our meeting I have spent them.
I love you and very much I wish to be with you all heart.