Dear Katya,
Thank you for your story you have writen to me. It is very sweet of you to write your history.
I hope you'll be careful with writing stories to men! Because there are still a lot of bad people. Like I said in my former e-mail, you must not bet on only me, because we don't eachother yet. Although you are very beautiful, let's write first so we can learn to know eachtother better. Perhaps it is fate that we are writing to eachother.
I'm very sorry to hear you father died while doing his work! He must have been a good man, without hasitating saving children. Writing this you told a lot about yourself and who you became wat you are rightnow. Mentally strong I guess. Do you have brothers or sisters?
How do you imagine living in western Europe far away from your mother and other family?
What kind of a man do you have in mind for yourself? I'm a sportive guy like swimming, biking, sailing and gym. I like to be physical and mental active. My friends are all also my businessfriends.
In relationships the most important thing to me is balance in giving and taking, and also balance in desires and needs. All persons are different and to actually determine in which way things are important to eachother you have to know eachother better.
I have two daughters and I love them very much. They live with there mother and I think she is a very good mother, but as partners we were diverged. So I'm a free man now and looking abroad. Why looking so far? Because it is very easy these days, that's why.
I'm living in a home what we call in Holland an estate. I have a good job and I have money. So I'm not the worst partner to have. I know that. That why I'm very carefull also.
It is also why I already said to you to look very carefully first before becoming attached to someone! Be careful my dear and beautifull Katya.
With love and regards, Xxxxx
My dear Katya,
Writing to you gives me a lot pleasure, because you're so sweet. Europe is very beautiful. I live in the south of Holland near Belgium and near the coast and beautiful beaches.
I would very glad to support you and care about you. I'm older than you and when you are about 50 I would be 70. Have you thought about that? I am very stong and healthy and won't need much care if I would be 70. But it is something to think about. If love is strong it won't be a problem.
I also like to read all kind of novels and literature. I also like movies and theatre. Last week I went to Londen and also went to the theatres. I like to go to Londen and Paris. I also like to go to Curacao and Bonaire (diving, sailing) and to Sweden and Norway for skiing.
I'm working a lot right now, but in two years I want to stop working, because there are people working for me and I want to take care of my new wife and family.
I'm a type of man that's always very pollite and generous to a woman. Most women appreciate my gentle behaviour. I'm very attracted to beautiful young woman like you. You are an incredible beauty with your beautiful black hair and beautiful brown eyes. You have a beautiful figure as well. Your fantastic! Yes, I love to give gifts to a woman I love and I'm very generous to her.
I can see you're a sensitive girl and you look very vulnerable to me. I already have a relationship behind me, so that's giving a lot of experience in dealing almost everything. I guess that would be pleasant for you. And yes if we really like and love eachother I would like to raise a family with you. I already have two beautiful daughters who need good care also, so that would be something to deal with. They are being raised by there mother, but I'm still their father and I wan to be a good father to them. So there's a lot to think about before we make further steps!
With love Xxxxx
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My sweet Katya,
You have opened your hart for me, my love. My hart is open for you. You're the only one who I'm corresponding with, it's because you really touched me very deeply. I also feel you near with me and I'm feeling a deep love that becomes deeper every second. The pictures you sent me are very beautiful to me my sweet Katya ! Whole day you are in my mind, every second. A day without feels like a lost day. I think a lot about you and I feel warm inside thinking of you. Your letters make me very happy and give me very much joy.
Thank you for your letter. Your story of the two children who already love eachother is warming my hart. Most children are very pure. I think you're a very good teacher and nanny. I think children must be protected against negative energy certainly at young age. You my sweet Katya were very young when your father died. You're very dear to me. Nothing may ever happen to you.
I want to touch you, touch your skin, feel you and look into your beautiful eyes. I want to smell your hair and taste your lips, kiss you beautiful eyes. I want to hear you talk Russian to me, with your beautiful voice (I know for sure your voice must be beautiful). You can say whatever you like, because I don't understand it and it would sound very sexy to me! I want to look at you when you're sleeping, my beauty queen. I want to take good care of you.
I understand your mothers concerns. You are a vulnerable woman becoming in the strength and best part of your life. You must be careful, my sweet Katya. I give you my name so you know how I am and this gives you perhaps more confidence. My name is
Xxxxx Xxxxxxx and I live just outside a small village called xxxxxxx. You can find more information about me on the internet. You best use Google to find me.
You're living with your mother? Has your mother a job in Russia? And if so what does she do?
My middlename is ' xxxxxxx' and that's derived from my father, so my full name is Xxxxx xxxxxxx Xxxxxxx, but nobody calls the xxxxxxx all the time of course, it's just Xxxxx! I was born in xxxxxxxxxxxx near xxxxxxxxxxx. xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx, xxxxxxxxxxxxx. I was named to her (the female version) I'm very proud of her. My parents were divorced when I was a boy of six and due to that I had a difficult childhood that made me a very strong and determined person, despite of all problems I finished a good study on my own and everything I have accomplished is the result of my own energy.
I have a one brother and one sister. Epecially my sister is very dear to me. My youngest brother drowned when he was five years old. I found him in the water as he was my dearest friend. These emotions for a small boy were to strong to handle and that's why I'm capable to keep my emotions under absolute control in every situation. Some people collapse and some people get stronger. That why I'm meditating every day to keep intouch with my inner being. This is very important to me. Otherwise I could loose contact with myself and my deepest wishes.
My father is living in xxxx ( ) and my mother is living in a spiritual centre in xxxx. They both are physically and mentally very strong people and are still healthy, although I don't see them very much. They are two very special people. There is a distance between us that we both didn't manage to deal with really. And that's something that has to do with unhandled and unspoken things of the past. My brother an sister have the same. My brother is 50 now and he is a real Bourgondier. He is the opposite of me, physically and mentally. My sister is a very strong woman who is raising two children on her own and she is doing this very fine. She has a good job as a chef in a special restaurant. I'm very proud of her. We often talk and dream about our businessplans. I'm always making plans and making deals with people and other companies and I often speak with my sister about this. I have a good job that gives me a solid fundation to make further plans. My whole capital in now invested in all kinds of businesses, but I'm convinced that my capital will grow very soon to huge amounts. Although this is not my goal, raising capital, but it is a way to live a life that I want. To be near with my sweet Katya always and love you whole day! We can do the things we like and enjoy eachother and take good care of our family.
I live on a estate (perhaps not big for Russia, but for Holland it is big!). For four years I had a campsite on my terrain, that was very nice to know all that people for a few years. I quitted the campsite because it took me too much labour and concerns. The area I live in is very attractive I think, because the beautifull and romantic towns of Brugge, Gent and Knokke are near and also the beautiful beaches are near (I go by bike to the beach). I work most of the time in xxxxxxx, so I'm travelling a lot for my work. The distances in Holland are small compared to the distances in Russia!
I'll explain my question if you sometimes use an translator. I notice sometimes that your sentences don't make sense. I prefer that you use your own english. Just explain. It's OK. I would like to know the real Katya! Don't be eshamed for failure. I will love you anyway.
Love and kisses,
Xxxxx
My sweet sweet Katya,
Yes, you give me a lot of pleasure in reading your letters. I read your letters over and over again. I love you and I ove your soul so deeply and I love your beautiness so very much. I love every detail about you. I thank you for everything my sweet Katya! You are my love I need in this world. I even don't know your star sign my sweetheart? I was trying to find you on Russiancupid but I couldn't find you anymore. Where are you?
I love you so deeply that I'm getting worried about my feelings, because it has become so intense!. But how can this be from such a distance? I really don't know my sweetheart. True souls are trying to connect in life, a lot of them do not succeed. Sometimes they manage to connect on true lovelevel and most of the times they don't. True love is the one and only the real thing in live I think! You posses every second of my life my sweet Katya.
Yesterday evening I was walking my dogs over my estate and the wind was very peacefully blowing through the trees and the birds were singing very beautifully, like you described in your dream my sweetheart. It was beautiful my Katya while I was thinking about you. A friend of mine who is a sheepfarmer of special species, grazes his sheep on my estate in the orchard. I like walking my orchard and looking the fruit grow. Apples, pears, wallnuts, cherries, plums, willow trees. I have planted them all by myself and love to maintain them and to care for them.
You are always on my mind even when I'm asleep. My dreams of you are very sensual and sexual. I explore every part of your beautiful body and I make love to you tenderly, my sweethaert. I feel you in every detail. I taste you. I smell you. I love you.
What if I do not correspond to your expectations when we meet in real life and I'm not good enough for you? Our relation ends, then. So I'm a bit afraid to meet you. I want to keep it you. Do you understand this? But my soul has become so restless that I'm dying to meet you. But you must know I'm nervous! I know your also afraid to get hurt. So we are both afraid to get hurt. My sweet Katya, nothing in me could ever hurt you. I love you so much already! What will happen if me meet! I think I will become so very much in love with you that I will be the happiest man on earth!
Please don't worry about my true feelings for you. They are true, very sincere and not selfish.
I also want to say I really don't understand it. I have just letters and pictures from you! But you took my whole hart and soul! I love you!
You must know my character before we meet. I'm always honest, straight forward and a gentleman. That's me. But I can be very tough especially in business. I fear nothing and nobody. But I'm always very honest and very true and my feelings are very deep and sincere to everybody I love. I will do anything and really anything to protect the ones I Iove.
OK, what do I want to say!
You must also know all other details about my former marriage that could be important to you. So please quit now our relationship when this dislikes you.
My relationship with my ex-wife is still good, but it's also ended in a divorce. My divorce has been a process of about four years. A lot of people don't understand why we are still friends and they are jealous at the same time. Because we managed our problems in a way that most people can't handle. We were soulmates that became diverged through a lot of circumstances. Real soulmates respect each other allways and anytime although they are divorced. Real soulmates are also capable to let go if it's really necessary, but still care about eachother. Do you understand this my dear Katya?
We were soulmates that became diverged after xx years and both decided to let eachother go. This is something that can happen in a lifetime. There's a lot strength necessary to divorce in a proper way. After all difficulties and very complicated processes we had to deal with in a divorce, we are still friends. In a divorce you can destroy anything you would like to destroy. Really anything. Whatever you had together, your children, your possessions, everything! We respected eachother in any way and destroyed nothing. xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx are still very happy, doing socially well and at school and that's a real accomplishment we are both really proud of, dispite of our divorce. Do you understand this?
My love for you will be endless, whatever will happen.
You have to explain your mother and your family about me.
You can look for a guy that's about thirty and has no history at all. That's sounds much more simple my sweet Katya! That's why I told you also to look around for other men except me.I also fully understand why you choose for me, because I now for sure I can give what you need. I feel you in every string. I can give you so much of my love to you.
Thinking of you and with love and much kisses,
Xxxxx
My sweet Katya,
You're my sweet predator my sweetheart! A beautiful predator and always thinking of you.
Predator and prey can never be soulmates because the one would eat the other. So only predators can love eachother. Do you understand this? This is really important whatever you're doing in you beautiful young life. I have real concerns about you and I will explain why.
I asked you to be careful what you do writing to men, my sweatheart because I'm worried about you. I'm worried you may become in trouble.
I must tell you something very honestly. A friend of my is one of the best computer- and internetexpert there is. Some people call him in a way I won't mention here..
I asked him: "My dear friend can you do some research to my sweet Katya Terokina, only a quickscan please, no deep research like you're used to do". He said "no problem my friend because you're my best friend and I trust you and you pay well, tomorrow you have your report. Oh yes, do you also want me to determine if her name is her real name?" "No please don't", I said, "I don't want to know an other name than Katya Terokina, so please don't come up with another name. Just a quick research my friend and don't forget that. This is not for fun". I also said I would never hurt the ones I love, so that includes my sweet Katya. My friend sometimes does very difficult jobs for me to determine certain people. I cannot explain this further. He is really incredible and in no time he makes a report of sometimes more than 100 pages! A real wizard and I'm so proud of him.Yesterday evening he delivered his report to me. They were just 8 pages. It did not really surprised me because I of course know you are a predator, my sweet Katya, a beautiful and lovely predator. I'm honest to you and like I said I would never harm you in any way because I love you. So don't be worry please and don't be confused. It's really OK!
My friend was a littlebit confused in delivering details about your father. He said it would take him more time. Please don't do this I said! I will ask this to my sweet Katya. Like predator to predator! Perhaps you think this is ruthless and tough and then I'm really sorry to asking this from you my sweet Katya! This is what you must do for me to keep my trust.
There is a saying: trust comes by feet and goes by horse! I alrady told you that I'm careful in everything and I'm also very tough in business. This is also I want you to be careful my sweet Katya!
I'm sorry I'm perhaps asking to much of you but these are my terms to go on with you.If you want to quit now, please do so! I will love you anyway very much!
If you're not really Katya it's also OK, I will remember you as Katya Terokina, a beatifull name for a really beautiful woman, my sweet Katya. And this is really OK to me, because you gave me a lot of pleasure in writing my love.
With a lot of love and kisses,
Xxxxx
My Sweety,
You did not understood my former letter very well sweetheart. I will be very clear now.
You need to deliver proof of the death of your father: a picture of his grave with his name and date of death on it. Otherwise I'm not going further with you. I'm sorry my sweetheart.
With love and kisses
Xxxxx