Hello dear xxx. I met you and you really brighten my life. I am so
happy that you came into my life, and I can only pray God that he
connected us. I didn't believe in destiny too much, but seems that I
have to start believe! Dear xxx, I understand that you want to arrive
to Russia and then together with you we shall travel to your country!
Yes, I have no money to pay for my documents and for the ticket of the
plane! I want to tell to you that I would like to make now my
documents, and then to wait for you here that together with you to
travel to your country! I want that then in September at once at a
meeting to travel to your country. We shall not waste time on my
documents of 2 weeks in September! Now you understand me? I want to
tell you about my dayly life here, seems it will be usuall days. I
wake up at about 6:00 am at morning, taking bath, and prepare
breakfast. Then I waking up father and feeding her with something
good, but light. We always have breakfast together, and talking about
nothing. After breakfast I go in my work, it's about 7:30am. I like to
start work early, and lately finishing my work (about 5-6pm
sometimes). Here now very short days, so not always easy to say that
time is it now if you don't see the watch. At the dinner, I usually
trying to prepare something very taste and special, which consist from
three parts. Not sure how to describe that dishes, but believe me it
have good taste. As finishing my work day, I am going through all the
things which should be done, and observe how much work done already.
After that I go in the library what to receive a mail from you. Then I
am sitting at home and writing report about current day. After I
writing reply for you, though I writing and translating it during day,
each free minute. At evening I have supper, and At late evening, I
just sitting and dreaming with you. I am dreaming about time then we
all will be together, I am dreaming how we could sitting at the beach
and looking to the sunrise, or sunset, or sitting at the winter near
fireplace. Thinking about each other and understand each other without
words. We are just all parts of one big family, and we are together.
We are talking how it's wonderful to be together forever. We trying to
remember that there are was the time when we live not together, and
these memories just in deep fog. It's seems for us that we always was
together. I shall wait your answer. Your Love Ruzaliya.