Hello Dirk, my dear friend! My name is Anastasya. Do you like my name?
I hope that yes... Why I have written to you? And where I have found
yours e-mail? I have decided to search for the man from other country.
But what to do? I did not know. I have come to the Internet-cafe. I
asked to search for me e-mail address of the man from other country.
The worker of it the Internet-cafe, has given me your address. And now
I write to you. I hope, we can learn each other better. Dirk. You
know, it is my first experience of the Internet - acquaintances. I
have never done it earlier. But I have the great occasion to do it.
Once I’ll tell you about it!!! I have always lived in a small city,
practically in a village. It’s a very beautiful place! As soon as I
had finished my school, I left my city for studying. I have graduated
for a long time ago and now I work and live independently in Kovrov.
Kovrov is also a very beautiful city. It’s a typical Russian city.
Houses, parks, prospectuses and churches. I really got used to live
here. I have my work, friends and my independence. I appreciate my
independence very much. I was born on the 29 of October, 1983. To my
mind, it’s a good age for a young lady. My growth is 165 sm, my weight
is 52 kg. I’m slim. I like sports. In my opinion, a girl should keep
fit. It keeps body and health both! I send you my photo. You can see
my appearance. You know, I’m not so photogenic. My photos are not
usually so nice. But they are necessary to see a partner for changing
correspondence. I hope, you like my photo. By the way, I’ll also wait
for your photos. It is rather important and interesting to me. My sing
of the zodiac is Scorpion. But I feel that I am not a typical
Scorpion. Many of scorpions are cruel people. But, I’m a quiet person.
I like pleasant and gentle music. Besides, I like to watch sensitive
films. I have some friends. And I spend much of my free time with
them. I’ve good sense of humor and like to laugh at good jokes. I have
no bad habits; I don’t smoke and take no alcohol. I think a girl
shouldn’t have any bad habits. My parents are doctors. So I know about
the harm, what brings nicotine and alcohol. My mum is a children's
doctor. My daddy is an ambulance surgeon. I am the only child in the
family. I would like to have the brother or sister but I realize that
it’s too late. I work as a lawyer in small lawyer’s consultation. We
don’t have many clients. Our work is really hard, because every person
is different. That’s why I have to explain some things many times. But
I like my job. I get good experience at my job. I hope I’ll work at a
good lawyer’s consultation or firm soon. I have made it my aim! And I
must reach it! I have no computer at home. Only at my work, but in
other cabinet. But that computer has no access to the Internet. That’s
why I’ll have to go to an Internet cafe to write you a letter. It is
convenient for me. All O.k.! Probably I’ll finish for today. The
letter turned out to be really HUGE!!!Unfortunately I can not write
such letters. I would like to tell so much in the letter. May be
you’re tired of reading it…sorry. I’m waiting for your reply. I’m
waiting and hope. Hope to be interesting for you.
Anastasya.

Hello, Dirk! I’m so glad to read your mail again! And to answer you!
Our acquaintance continues and develops. Sorry. I wished to write to
you earlier. But I could answer only now. In it there is no my
mistake. I write to you from the Internet-cafe. It is the
Internet-cafe did not work. Today the Internet-cafe again openly. And
I can write to you often. Dirk. I think it’ll be interesting to you to
learn more about my family. Well, my family is my daddy, mum and my
lovely granny! My parents are doctors, you know it already. I’m the
only child in our family. My childhood was the most fantastic and
brilliant! I have grown in a very beautiful place. There was a
beautiful garden round. The garden blossomed each spring. I looked at
those flowers and it seemed to me that I lived in a fairy tale. When I
was 4 I told my mum- "I will fall in love only in the spring! When
gardens will blossom!" And everybody laughed. I have grown up in
atmosphere, which was full of love. My parents never swore, I don’t
remember any scandals. My daddy was always kind and careful! He liked
to please me and my mum. My granny was very kind and cooked well. Her
dishes are so tasty that it’s impossible to describe. My mum and
granny taught me to cook. My granny says "the natural woman should be
a gourmet!" That’s why I can perfectly prepare any meal. I treat very
attentively to food and health. Now I live along. But the experience I
got in my family is always with me! I visit often my parent and
granny. I adore them, but I must have my private life now. Once all of
us will grow up. And we must choose own way. I realize, that relations
are very difficult. It’s not easy to be by other person’s side. But if
you take care of him and respect him, everything will be o.k. So, I
answer the question, what qualities of a partner are important for me.
I can say that there are many. Every moment is an opportunity to show
oneself’s care. An opportunity to show attention. Our life is not the
eternal! I’d like to have by my side a careful, reliable and kind man.
A man who’ll respect me. Respect my force and my weakness in one tine.
The trust is the most important thing for me. Without any trust
everything is impossible: work, friendship, love. Trust is a ground,
basis…I wish to be careful and gentle. I’m a very true person. It’s
not a farce. It is truth. I don’t understand and don’t accept any
treachery. I hope, you will agree with my principles. Am I right?
Dirk, I’d like to thank you again for your letters. Probably I repeat.
But it’s very pleasant to me to write it. Thanks! It’s very important
to feel attention, important to realize that some other person is
interested in you. It’s important not to be lonely, lonely in thoughts
and dreams. Thank you for your attention and patience when you read my
letter!!!!Sometimes I write much. I just want to tell and ask all. It
is important and interesting to me to find answers to questions. GOOD
LUCK! Luck for you for all the time. I’ll wait for your reply.
Yours Anastasya!

Hello dear! Hello, Dirk! Anastasya is here! How are you? I hope you
are fine! I am glad that you have written me a letter! I like your
letters! Your letters give me much pleasure. I like to read it. You
ask about sports. Each my morning begins with gymnastics. Also I like
to swim. I like to look figure skating and tennis. We have written
each other already some letters. Now we know each other better. It’s
well, because we have found common interests. We continue our
communication and it’s really interesting to me. I have told you so
little about my life. But sometimes it seems to me, that I write you
too much. Now I’ll try to write not so huge letters. I’ll learn to do
it. You already know about my family and hobbies. I think it’ll be
interesting to you to learn about my work. You know. I’m a lowyer. I
decided to become a lawyer in the 5 form. I watched a film and saw an
interesting litigation. I liked as the lawyer told beautiful speeches.
I have laid down to myself the aim to become a lawyer. And I have
reached this purpose! My favorite school lessons were history, low and
literature. I also liked physical training. I continued my studying at
the university. I entered the lawyer’s faculty. It was one of the most
prestigious faculties. It’s very difficultly to enter it. I studied
hard and I had good knowledge, that’s why I have entered this faculty
free of charge. I had fine student's years! It was great time! I have
graduated from the lawyer’s faculty and work has found at once. I’d
like to become a good lawyer. That’s why I work much, because I should
find a good work. I should provide myself financially. Now I earn not
much. My earning is modest for a lawyer. (I’m a young expert.) But
this money allows me to live independently. I am proud of my
independence. I think, you will agree with me!? But I do not dream any
more about grandiose career of a lawyer. My priorities have exchanged
now. I cannot dream only about my career and work! I know when I have
a husband I will give more time to my family. And I will work less. A
woman should be a good mistress and a wife. It is the most important
career for the woman! I’d to take care of my family, of my sweetheart.
But now I should work much. After work I go to internet-cafe. It is
already my new habit! I really enjoy this time after work. When I can
sit in cafe and write you. I am glad of our communication; it’s very
interesting to me to know better. Dirk, write me more often if it is
possible... O'K? Now I have to go home. I try to go to Internet cafe
more often. And I’m always glad when I see your letter. And I am upset
if I don’t see your letter. That’s why I want you to write me always!
My spirits rise when I read your letter! I’m looking forward your next
letter!!
Anastasya from Russia.

HELLO! HELLO! HELLO! Dirk, I again write you the letter... Again I
write. And it gives me much pleasure every time. The moment of
communication with you!!! I hope you ‘re also very glad to read my
letter? And I’m interesting for. Today I had an interesting situation.
I have woken up and prepared a usual breakfast for me. I prepared a
breakfast and absolutely unexpectedly thought about you! Yes, about
you!!! I have recollected you. But not just recollected, I asked
myself: "it is interesting, what breakfast does Dirk like!?!" It
became interesting to me to know about your morning. How do you spend
the morning!? What spirits do you have in the morning!? Do you prefer
tea or coffee? I suddenly felt such a strong interest. Even without
the letter, without visit to Internet cafe. I just unexpectedly
thought about you Dirk! Absolutely unexpectedly. I even have smiled.
It was pleasant to me to reflect about you and your a breakfast. Then
I had a look at mine a bouquet which had presented me my firm. Do you
remember, I wrote you about a holiday at my work? Such beautiful and
gentle roses. I thought about you again. This bouquet is an
association with the romanticist. Not with work! With the romanticist,
with you. You’re the most romantic and interesting part in my life
now. I don’t rest any hopes, it’s still very much early. Dirk, I not a
thoughtless lady, who rushes to any relations, no! I simply like our
BEGINNING. The beginning of our relations. In the morning when a
person wakes up, he gets emotions for all day. Pleasure or grief.
Excitement or calmness. My morning emotions are thoughts about you.
Interest about Dirk. Interest and a smile. Once I can probably present
this SMILE for you. And I can see your smile. I am assured we will
communicate for a long time. In due course you’ll learn much new. I
will tell how I spent my day. I will tell how I had a rest. I wrote
you that I never communicated on the Internet. You are the first
person. And I do not know how comes a changing of correspondence
between two people. And we are so far away from each other! But I
think we will find the right way of communication! And I hope we have
already found the right way of communication! Do you agree with me? I
like to communicate with you very much!! Good luck for you! My SMILE
is for you!
Yours Anastasya.....

Hellooooo my Dirk!!! Anastasya! Anastasya! Anastasya writing the
letter for Dirk!! Now I have your phone number!!! Thanks! I think, I
can call to you tomorrow! And I ask to wait my call. Today was a very,
very difficult day. Work! Work, sometimes I hate my work. Do not
think, as if I am an idler. No. It’s pleasant for me to be useful for
people, pleasant to work. But sometimes I get tired. I get tired very
strongly. And today is such a day! There were very many people. It was
so many documents and conversations - consultations. I think,
sometimes everybody does not like his job. It happens such minutes,
when you are ready to leave and to throw all. I think even stars of
Hollywood sometimes get tired. Although their work is not to be
compared with ours! And an earning too - Ha-ha!!! But now I’m in
Internet cafe, have read your letter, and it was very pleasant for me
again. Was pleasant your attention. It so is romantic - to read
letters... You know, at once everything left me, remained behind:
vanity of a day, my work and office, weariness and sad thoughts. All
leaves - when I read your letters. I cannot understand: "why!????...
Why does it so occur.... it happens!" But it is the fact. I can admit
again, that all changes around, when I’m here. I am forgotten, I’m
completely in dreams. Dirk, I’m interesting, how does it occur. Our
life varies, varies by one movement. CLick! CLick! And something new
opened. Something attracting and unknown. CLick! And the new reality
appeared in front of me. I’m not in my world any more, I’m already in
front of you. I read about you, your day, your friends, your mood. I
read and learn you. Also I realize: I like to do it. It is an other
life. It is not compared with what was earlier. I already wrote you, I
feel something especial to you. CLick! And I’m in your world! Dirk,
I’d like to ask - that is our correspondence for you? How serious are
you? I do not want to offend you. But it is important for me to know
it. No, I do not doubt about you. I just wish to know ALL about you
and your emotions. I wish to ask - Dirk, what has changed in your
life, when I’d appeared? You know, I am a very serious girl. Sometimes
I seem to be too romantic, naive. But I’m a serious person. Dirk, you
are interesting to me. And probably very interesting. (I do not want
to play. I do not want to waste time and hope. I do not want to break
my heart). I feel the interest to YOU! Dirk! That’s why I’d like to
know – WHO am I for you? How much am I important for you. I am not a
thoughtless lady who rushes in any correspondence or relations. I have
no time for it. No time and desires. I wish to be fair with you. I
wish to be Especial for you , because, you are pleasant to me. It’s
not love, no. It’s only the beginning. And for me it is a very special
beginning of relations. I did not have such emotions earlier. I’ll
wait for your reply. I very hope to get it soon.... GOOD LUCK...
Anastasya!

Here is again yours Anastasya!... Today I write you not the big
letter. I have no a lot of time now. But I should write to you today.
I hastened in Internet cafe. And now I write to you! I am glad to read
your letter. Your letters raise my spirits. Thank you! Dirk, I thought
much. Thought about my life yesterday, when came home. Yesterday I was
at home alone, absolutely alone. I hate loneliness. Loneliness is a
hard time. Only you with your thoughts. But sometimes the loneliness
helps us to understand, to understand much in our life. Yesterday I
reflected about me and felt suddenly sad. I felt such melancholy. I’d
like to change my life, absolutely change. I have a huge interest to
you. But I have never known you. Have never known you in reality. I
like your letters, your words. I like to think about you. Dirk! I wish
to feel your presence in my life. Now, I will tell you good-bye, I’m
waiting for your reply. The KISS for you!!! Write me as soon as it
will be possible. Have good luck! Byee!
Anastasya!

Dirk! Today I want to write a serious and important letter. Important
for me, and important for you. Important for us. I reflected long
yesterday about us and about our future. What do we have and what
expects us???? We have wonderful correspondence: kind, gentle,
beautiful and careful letters. We het wonderful emotions every day. We
dream much. But actually we haven’t anything. Anything! It is just
letters, it is just dreams. It is not a reality, it is not a life.
Dirk, I adore your letters. You really changed my world. You touched
my heart, presented beautiful dream to me. But it is impossible to
correspond eternally. It is impossible to live only for the sake of
letters. It is impossible to live in illusion. Letters. Letters. What
give us letters, except reflexions and hopes??? Letters cannot
embrace. Letters cannot give a kiss. Letters can not touch my hand and
present a smile. Letters are not you. I want to be with you. I looked
for the man for a real life. That’s why I think, that our time has
come. There is no sense further to write and write letters. It is
silly. It is silly to waste the time and to fly above heaven. We
should check up our relations. We should check up our feelings. We can
write one million beautiful words. But only the real meeting is able
to change our life. Only the real meeting will give us a chance to
realize everything, to understand force of our emotions, to understand
our prospects. I hope, you understand me!!??? I cannot live more
without you. I cannot just dream any more. I wish to act. Dirk, soon
I’ll have my holiday, my vacation. It is very soon. I can and I would
liketo arrive to you. It is very important for me. I think for you
too!? We should meet, meet in a real life, talk, walk, be together.
Love!!! We should find our way to our future. I do not want to waste
time, to wait and to suffer in loneliness. I do not want to be alone.
I am afraid to lose you. When I will arrive, I can see your life, your
world. I hope it will be soon, when your world become my world. That’s
why I should take this step towards our dream. All loses meaning if I
cannot be with you together. These letters, these hopes. My life is
empty without you! That’s why I should be with you. I hope, you
understand and agree. Do you accept my Idea about our meeting? What do
you think about it? Do you want to have our meeting? It is not
necessary to wait and write more than a letter. It is necessary to be
together. To be TOGETHER!!! I do not want to break my heart, I do not
want to waste my time and hopes. I want to be with you!!!! ONLY WITH
YOU! I’m waiting your letter very much. I hope, I wait and I worry. I
love you!!! I love and wait!
Yours and only yours Anastasya!....

P.S. My darling if you agree (I am assured you are agree). I can go to
a travel agency tomorrow. I’d like to learn about conditions of my
travel to you. I do not want to lose even one day. I want to be only
with you. I am assured, only you can make me happy. Please, write me
your opinion. Should I go to a travel agency and learn about my travel
to you? I’d like to get an exact answer. I think you can understand
me. I hope you!