Und nochmal. My darling xxx, I was really happy to get your letter. I miss you
so very much also!! It is evening and it was such a beautiful sunset.
It rained this morning then cleared up this afternoon. The sunset was
so gorgeous!! As I watched the sunset I thought about you. Thought
about holding you in my arms so closely! Now that the sun has set it
has cooled and I have a nice fire going. I dream of cuddling with you
next to a warm fire! I do want to hold you in my arms so much! I want
to caress you and cover your beautiful body with kisses!! I dream of
that as I lay in bed! When I think about our future life I always
imagine that we will spend a lot of time together. It’s so important
to give attention to each other even without any cause!.. To share
with your Beloved some events and simply some moments of daily life…
I’d like to have a lunch together during working break, is it
possible, what do you think? I know that it would be really difficult
for me to stay without you all the day!.. In the evenings we could sit
on the sofa hugging one another and impart news, share our impressions
from the day, compare notes with each other!.. May be watch TV or look
through some magazines together… It would be so nice and calmly at my
heart just feeling you besides! In other evenings we could dress
beautifully and go to some nice place for spending time at delicious
dinner, pleasant soft music, romantic dances. I like good gathering
but I think nothing could be better then company of your Beloved! Just
we too and as if nobody around!.. Sometimes on weekend or some any day
off we will go to amusement park, ok? You may consider me a quite
little silly girl, but I fond of these places!.. I always dreamt to
spend the whole day for example in the Disneyland! We haven’t such
parks at all, may be just a pitiful resemblance… I think in modern
difficult and hard everyday life amusement parks let us throw off all
the exertion, relax and just get pleasure from life! There we could
allow ourselves really enjoy our life, as much as one likes! – just
like in childhood! I admire people who save possibility to feel and
behave like children. I’m delighted with people who feel themselves
young in the heart in any age. And I really don’t like people who are
pompous and consider themselves as a bigwig only because of their age!
They usually say: “I’m not in that age to do it! I’m too old for it!”
and very proud of this! You know, darling, I don’t believe in “age
problem”, it’s only stereotype. Everyone can be true happy, free and
able to enjoy life! We will live just so, dear, am I right? My
darling, how do you think about our real meeting, when we could feel
each other, see each other in real??? You know, I don't want to waist
much time on correspondences. I really like you, I like you as personl
and I think that you are that person who I was looking for. Please,
tell me your thoughts about our meeting, ok??? May be you could call
me and we will discuss it, what do you think??? Your Olga.