Jetzt folgt ein halber Roman.
Und die Story ist soooo traurig.
Hello xxxxxx.
Thanks for your message a lot, I was very pleased to receive it!
To be honest I have no idea how this relationship will develope, but it depends on both of us. I know what I want and I hope you know what you want too, because this is very important. We have to have that goal on our minds which will be the base for our future relationship.
I hope we are looking for the same....At least reading your email I think so, correct me if I'm wrong, ok?
I asked you to be always honest with me and I told you that I will do the same. Today, as I told you last time, I will tell you my story. Please don't accept it as a blame from me, don't accept it as a scream of help, just read it. All I want to tell you from this story is what situation I'm in now, so in future you can understand me better, why do i say like that or do like that.
So, here we go....
I was born in 1980, october 10. I've never seen my mom, because she died when she born me. My father couldn't forget about it and when I was 6 he started to drink and when I was 12 he died and I stayed alone. Next 6 years I was in orphanage. It wasn't the best perioud of my life, but I always had a hope and had a dream, that someday I will meet a man, who will love me, who will be the best in this world.... and When I was 25 I met him... We were students and we both finished the Univercity of managment in Samara, we were young and had a lot of dreams. That time I had only one thought in my mind: "Dreams became truecfor me". We were really happy... But as it turned out, nothing lasts forever... Andrey (his name) created his own company. He made a lot of things and became very successful in short perioud of time. I was that person who helped him at home. From the first day he told me that he will take care about me and he never allowed me to work. In 5 years we had all material things we could dream, house, car, but during this time something changed. He became another person, he didn't look at me like he did it before. He started to have a lot of fun, came back late. One day he told me that all his youth he worked, and now he wants to have some rest. The pity was that time which we spent, he spent with his friends, not with me. So, I told him that I am leaving... And I remember that day like today, I've never seen him so mad (he is an "owner" in his character), I won't write everything in details, but the conclusion was that I stayed at home, locked, and I had no chance even to go anywhere for almost a month, it was a nightmare...
But as I've already wrote nothing lasts forever...
One day I took some cloths, some cash and ran away. He left me with nothing...It was a long story, like in a movie, but I left. I know that he is looking for me now, he has a lot of power and pity that I have no one who can help me. I came to the small village called Kozlovka. I came here by bus, find a room for myself, very old people agreed to share it with me and that day I decided to find someone from abroad and start a new life. I don't want you to think that I'm looking for someone just to run away from my problems, because it's not the truth, but this man made a lot for me not to love this country and these people at all. It's just a drop in the ocean what I told you.
So...I thought I should do something and I asked the local citizens where can I find a computor, it was only one in the library. The woman who works there was very polite with me and she understood me, so I can come once a day and write you.
xxxxxx, I'm sorry but I had to tell you this story, it is necesary for me that you know why I do some things and why I tell some things. I think if you would't know this, you wouldn't understand me well, but now I think you will.
You know, xxxxxx, for me it's very simple to understand what man I want to have in my life. Read my story and you will know that I just want to be happy with man who will treat me well and who will love me. '
I know, you probably more interested in things which i like or what do i like to do in my free time, but we have time and I hope I can share this with you next time.
Can you tell me, xxxxxx, who is woman for you? What attitude do you have for woman? How do you see ideal pair?
This is very important for me, hope you understand...
I will wait impatiently...
Sincerely, Nastya.