Hier ist neue Post von Lyudmila. 

Hello my friend xxxxxxxxx
I am happy to write to you again. And now at me good mood. Because there is an opportunity to read your letter and to write answer.
Many thanks my xxxxxxxxx, your letters to allow to me a smile!))
When I see your answer I am glad to that we have found each other and already we start to understand more each other. You to me are very nice to communicate pleasantly also to me with you.
But I already start to think that it would be certainly better to have real dialogue. If we could be together and talk for a long time.
Yes, I understand that without a meeting to write each other was not what sense. All same we in future should think of a meeting.
It is very strange, we never saw each other, but you to become person with which I is ready to share most secret ideas.
To admit fairly, earlier I did not trust that through internet it is possible to learn person close. And to trust him.
I feel that I believe you much more than to many my friends whom I know many years in a real life.
I want to write to you more about my daily life. My work begins in 9.00 mornings, and comes to an end in 18.00-20.00 evenings. I also have dinner from 13.00-14.00 till . If it is a lot of work, I work on saturday. If I all have time for 5 days I do not work on saturday, and at me 2 days off.
In working days I to rise at 7 o'clock to have time to make all. I drink tea, very much I like tea. And constantly I experiment different grades and tastes of tea. I do not love coffee but when strongly I want to sleep I drink coffee.
In days off I always try to sleep. And usually I try to sleep till 11 mornings that forces next week have sufficed me. I like to lay in morning in a bed and to know, that to me where it is not necessary to go. But it is very boring to me to do it in loneliness.
I always enjoy work. I also think, that person should go for work with pleasure because in that case he will do work as it is required. I work as manager, and a plenty of time I communicate with clients. But except for it at me it is a lot of duties.
When I come home I try to be in time cooking a supper or a dinner next day. I good cook)). Also I shall be glad, if I will have opportunity to prove to you it! I have sometimes time to watch TV. Very much I like to watch TV at night if show good film.
Last night I watched TV and thought. I thought as sadly to be one. Really it happens me very alone.
Frequently I reflect as it would be fine to have favourite person as it will be fine to spend time together. To watch TV to evenings, having embraced on a sofa. To do each other massage. Or to walk on park. Any action is much more interesting if beside favourite person.
At me in dreams is to create happy family where there will be a mutual understanding and love. To me to like to create a domestic cosiness, cooking a tasty meal.
I want to do it for whom that. I very much would like to give to you all my care and tenderness. For me main thing that close person could feel like happy. Then my happiness will be in some times more.
xxxxxxxxx, I would like to give you a smile every day. Would like to give to you all my tenderness and it is warm.
And I hope that there will be a chance to carry out all my desires in a reality. I want to develop our relations and I hope more than for friendship.
I want to ask, whether there is at me what that chances? What at you to me of feeling?
OK, I too hurry events? Such I curious person)).
On it I shall finish letter and I wish you all best and kind. You good person and I am proud, that have found you. Kiss you.

With tenderness, yours Lyudmila Percova

Post von Lyudmila. 

My love, my kid!!!!!!!!
Why??????????? Why you with me so severely do without?????
I do not understand, than I am guilty before you? What I have made not so?
I than - that have offended you? I have frightened you than - that? You do not want me
It is more and to hear? You despise me? You do not love me?
You do not want that we wrote each other? You have thrown me?
You deceived me? You have who - that another, except for me?
You played with my feelings? You want to me to hurt very much?
You want that I suffered from love to you? You want that I 
It was poured each day by tears, at ideas, that you will not write to me
When? You want me to overlook on always???????

Honey, I do not know that further and to think. You have put me in very difficult position
And I should set these questions not only you, but also first of all.
I very strongly love you, I adore you above all. Why it is necessary me
To suffer instead of being pleased and be happy. I so would not like that
You to me have broken heart, I so would not like to lose you now because I already far
My love has gone in the ideas, dreams, and only about you. I do not know, and at all I do not want 
To think of that is farther than me waits. Or the life wound on soul or happiness to be
With you and to love only you. I am now very sad, heart at me prompts very much
Bad emotions, I so can not live more!!!! My love, my feelings to you so are huge
Also are strong, that I do not have forces more so to come in the Internet of cafe and to not see from
You even not big letter, even even words that with you all is normal and that
You feel yourself well and you are healthy. I do not know, than I might damage our love so,
That you at all do not write me, not speaking that at you is though what - that warm feelings
To me. I most of all do not want to think that you do not love me, at all it is a lot of... These
Ideas block all my organism. I very much want to be with you beside when - that. Let it
Will be my last afternoon my life, but I would like to lead this day only beside
With you, my honey. Yes, you may think about me absolutely bad ideas. I heard about such
Women who hunt for money, but I not same and I want that you have understood it time and 
For ever. You may to me and not trust, but I ask you, I very much love you, my love to you
Exists as well as I. I mean too am on this planet. I - which love you, which
Now very much suffers, which so is devoted to you. I want that you have heard my words and I want
That you have understood essence of this letter. Know, that in these words it is made not only value of these
Words, but also all my grief. I very much grieve now. My grief may not divide who. I even 
To the most bad enemy would not wish to feel that now I feel....

Lovely if you have conceived to not write any more to me and has decided to throw me please, write
To me about it. Understand, that is not present worse when you remain one with the ideas. I do not want to see
In you of the frightened coward who may not leave on man's at all. I do not want that
You were such. Write to me, that you will do further and that I should do. I wait from
You the letter. I very much hope, that you will answer this my letter and perhaps, this letter
Will not be farewell and still waits for us ahead. I very much hope for it.............



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Hello my xxxxxxxxx  Thank you for the beautiful photo Berlin
I am pleased, that we continue to write each other. I very much want, that between us there were true relations. Because each your letter for me now happiness. I do not have not enough dialogue with you.
I became happy in this life. And my happiness consists that I have found you my xxxxxxxxx!! At me when there was no such happy mood:)
I notice last time, that my life vary and I am changed. My parents have noticed, that in me that that has changed. Also have told, that I for a long time did not have such good mood.
Except for my parents, constantly good mood and a smile on person have noticed on work, that now at me. I can tell, that all this due to you. At me such feeling, that I fly to heavens with happiness. Your letters and you are necessary for me only.
I want to admit, that I am already afraid to lose you. You for me become to relatives man. I feel, that I know you all life. When I see that you have written to me and I can read your letter I with pleasure and good mood write to you answer.
Last time I thought of ours with you relations much. I began to become attached strongly to you xxxxxxxxx.
I think that you will write to me and that itself I shall write. I guess that you now do and that with you today happened. I feel to you that that. This first feeling of love can? I do not want to frighten you, but I write that wants to write my heart.
I talked about you to mum. And she has asked, feeling of love is valid at me and whether I want to be with you? I have described what you, and she has told, that you good person. She all the same worry for me. But parents should worry and preserve children. And I understand her completely. Mum wishs me only good luck and goods.
But I trust you completely, and I do not think, that you could make to me poorly.
I shall finish letter and I shall wait for your answer with impatience. We become even closer with each letter. It to like me, because between us good relations:)
I wish fine day and good mood you xxxxxxxxx. Now only you always in my heart.
I kiss you gently and embrace.

Yours Lyudmila