Die kleine meldete sich 2x unter verschiedenen Namen Hello, my new friend! I am very pleased, that you have answered my
letter. First of all I want to apologize for my not fast reply. I have
no computer in my house. Yes, it's really pity... I can't answer you
in the same moment as you. Thank you that you have found time write me
letter. I think you have many questions to me. I shall try describe
myself. I do not know what tell you in the beginning... Well, let's
begin! I would like you to name me Anastasiya. I'm 30. My birthday -
August, 11, 1980. My height - 163 cm. My weight - 52 kg. As you see in
my photo, I have blue eyes, and color of my hair - blonde. I have
serious intentions, and I do not want to make a wrong choice... I
tried write to you, and now I see, that you answered. We can start our
corresponding, I think so... I want to be fair with you. Be fair with
me too. I live in Russia, in city Nizhniy Novgorod. Did you heard
about it? It is very ancient city. Nizhniy Novgorod is located in 450
kilometers from Moscow. Nizhniy Novgorod the big and wellknown city in
Russia, it is located on the river Volga. We are two persons who want
to meet someone ONLY for serious relations. I'm right? We can try to
know better each other, but if you do not want, it is your choice...
Little about me. I have higher education. I started my education in
secondary school, in Nizhniy Novgorod. After I have finished it, I
have entered Economic Faculty of Technical University. I have finished
it 5 years ago. Now I work as a bookkeeper. I am engaged in financial
affairs of our firm. This firm not so big. I work here not so long
time, about 4 months. During work day I can use a computer and write
letters. It is more convenient for me. I really would like to know
your interests, your race, languages which you speak, hobbies? Tell me
little bit more about you. I also shall tell you more about me in the
following letter. I send you my pictures. I hope my letter will not
afflict you. I shall wait for your letter and your picture with
impatience. But if you are not interested, drop me some words. It is
important for me.
May be your new friend Anastasiya!
Hi my most dear friend xxxxx. I very pleased to see your letter, and I
think you'll pleased to see mine also. I'm always very glad receive
your letters. I very much liked Europe. It was very interesting and
useful trip. I will remember Europe for ever. I hope sometime again to
go there. We have studied much all useful, our dialogue was very easy,
people were very polite with us. It is very pleasant.
Today I would like to talk with you about meal. I very much like
preparing.
If I don't work as a bookkeeper, probably I'll be cook (smi-ile!).
Cooking is basis of health, cherishing life of family. I know many
recipes of dishes. I love tasty and healthy foodstuffs. Yes, meal
should be useful for health, it is most important. xxxx, I very much
love potato and various, diversified dishes from this vegetable. When
I come home, at first I go on kitchen and I start preparing for myself
something tasty. Mhh... I very much love those moments when my friends
come to me. Always I trying to prepare for them any various fishes
delicacy, a different kind of meat. I always try my friends estimated
my abilities in cooking, and almost always it happen. Also I very much
like to bake pies. xxxx, do you know what is it "russian pies"? It is
a stuffing grocery, wrapped up in a dough, and baked in an oven. The
most important not use a microwave. Otherwise taste becomes absolutely
another, besides it is badly baked thoroughly. If everything make
correctly it is divine taste!!! You should eat this thing sometime...
All my friends for a long time have estimated it. I began to prepare
when I was 9 years, in a orphanage. I helped our cooks on kitchen.
They have learned me almost for everything, that they knew. I am very
grateful to them for it. But no one can estimate it, except for my
friends. I very much love my friends. Now YOU in my life... You my
friend too. Can I so think? I very much would want think you my
FRIEND. I really want to know you, to speak with you, to take your
hand and see your eyes. Probably it is very sincere now, but it is
true, and I do not want to hide it. I always speak true and I do not
like, when people - lie. I hate it. I very much like to dream. I am a
dreamer.... I do not know good it is or bad. Since the childhood I
dreamed. My teacher somehow told to us: "You must forget about your
dreams!" She has told, that dreams do not bring happiness. She has
told, that dreams bring only a pain and disappointment. May be she was
right. Actually dreams come true not always. It happens, you have to
do everything, all forces and all your aspiration to reach this
purpose. But frequently it is not enough. Not everything in this life
depends on us. Destiny! Her strong and invisible hands easily
rearrange lives and hearts people. And then dream stops to be a
desirable star, when it is failed during long time. But anyhow, I
think, that impossible live, without dream and hope. When you have
dream, our lifes is filled with sense. Dreaming, life becomes more
interesting and more various. You start to think, analyze, choose and
make decision. And each small victory, each defeated obstacle on your
way to dream, each following step to your dream brings great pleasure.
Your heart is filled with belief and hope. And you are inspired with
thing, which waits for you in the end. You remember pleasure of
victories and the defeated purposes better than a pain of losses and
disappointments. For this reason I like to dream, though my dreams
comes true not so often as I want. I am surprised, that I write to you
all this. xxx, I never had the person with whom I could share my
ideas. But now I have found you, and I am very pleased. I don't judge
people whence they - or what color of skin they are. Sometime I would
like to leave Russia. But only, I do not know when? Nobody waits for
me there. xxxx, your letters is the only thing now for me, outside of
Russia. Your letters - a part of my life now. I very much would want
so think. And I estimate it very much. You became very important for
me. And to be frank, I am afraid to lose you. Forgive me for my
frankness. If I offended you anyhow, or caused inconveniences, forgive
me please. Do not stop write me. Write me every day, even if I cannot
answer you every day. I shall answer you anyway. xxx, your letters
give me forces, and my day is filled with pleasure. I hope, that you
have not become angry. I shall wait for your letter with impatience.
And now I want to ask you some questions: do you love people and what
do you think about children living in a orphanage? xxxxx, I heard, that
in the Europe, women don't like to prepare for tasty and healthy food
and make homeworks, is it valid so? Do you belive in love? Love at
first sight? I'm waiting for your letter.
Yours Natasha
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Hello, my new friend xxxxxx! I am very pleased, that you have answered
my letter. First of all I want to apologize for my not fast reply. I
have no computer in my house. Yes, it's really pity... I can't answer
you in the same moment as you. Thank you that you have found time
write me letter. I think you have many questions to me. I shall try
describe myself. I do not know what tell you in the beginning... Well,
let's begin! I would like you to name me Natasha. I'm 29. My birthday
- August, 18, 1980. My height - 164 cm. My weight - 55 kg. As you see
in my photo, I have blue eyes, and color of my hair - blonde. I have
serious intentions, and I do not want to make a wrong choice... I
tried write to you, and now I see, that you answered. We can start our
corresponding, I think so... I want to be fair with you. Be fair with
me too. I live in Russia, in city Nizhniy Novgorod. Did you heard
about it? It is very ancient city. Nizhniy Novgorod is located in 500
kilometers from Moscow. Nizhniy Novgorod the big and wellknown city in
Russia, it is located on the river Volga. We are two persons who want
to meet someone ONLY for serious relations. I'm right? We can try to
know better each other, but if you do not want, it is your choice...
Little about me. I have higher education. I started my education in
secondary school, in Nizhniy Novgorod. After I have finished it, I
have entered Economic Faculty of Technical University. I have finished
it 5 years ago. Now I work as a bookkeeper. I am engaged in financial
affairs of our firm. This firm not so big. I work here not so long
time, about 4 months. During work day I can use a computer and write
letters. It is more convenient for me. I really would like to know
your interests, your race, languages which you speak, hobbies? Tell me
little bit more about you. I also shall tell you more about me in the
following letter. I send you my pictures. I hope my letter will not
afflict you. I shall wait for your letter and your picture with
impatience. But if you are not interested, drop me some words. It is
important for me.
May be your new friend Natasha!
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Hello xxxx! I am very glad to receive the letter from you today. I am
very glad that you still have desire write to me. It is very good that
does not confuse you, that I live in Russia. Your country seems to me
very interesting and completely another than ours. Your country to be
far from my city.
Tomorrow Valentine day. I congratulate you on this fine holiday.
Many thanks for your photo. To me it is very pleasant. You very nice.
xxxxx, as you already know I work as the bookkeeper in small firm. I am
engaged in calculation of financial charges, expenses of this firm,
various debits, the credits. I am engaged in distribution of monetary
stream of our firm. In general all accounts department.. I hope you
understand about what I speak.
We live far each other... It is a very big distance for both of us.
But this distance only seems a big. It at all does not frighten me. It
seems to me especially interesting. Don't you think so? I have read in
newspaper (it was already probably for a long time ago) that in other
advanced countries (Europe and Northern America) meets situation, that
women are more thoughtless (not so serious) than men. Is it true? I
very much would like to learn your opinion, also why do you search for
the woman on the Internet? I am for the first time have acquaintance
through the Internet. Now I wish tell you about me directly. I have
never been married, and I want to marry. What I search in the man,
most especial - friendship. I do not like to argue, altercate in a
various occasion. I want meet somebody - who wants to have an
entertainment, but understands, that life - is not always an
entertainment. I need somebody who is fair, also care, warm and
sexual. Also I believe there requirement good appeal between these two
people. I want to have friend which later (if everything will be
correct) could be more than just a friend. The most important parts of
relations - love, trust and communication. But, without trust others
two thing does not matter. You cannot contact someone irrespective
even you love him or her, but not trusting him or her. The love is
important, but you should trust blindly to other person, really love
them because you should know they real love you back. Of course you
have a question, "Why Russian women search husbands in other
countries”. Because of many reasons, I think, and first of all -
economic level of Russia. Our country is not rich and it is very
difficult to find good work. Russian men cannot earn enough money to
hold their family. They very lazy. They start to drink alcohol and
become angry. It enters into divorce. Of course there are a lot of
good men. Yes xxxxxxxx, it is true. But they are already married. If they
receive many money, anyway they also start spending all for nothing to
drink alcohol or other women. All of them like "Kasanova". In our
country amount of women is more than men. So men try to low women,
though a woman is stronger physically and psychologically. She manages
a household, brings up children and has a constant work in the same
time. There is an opinion that Russian men in degradation now. I want
to get married abroad as I’m concerned about my future. I want to have
an ordinary, calm life, though I must leave my friends and change
culture. It's very difficult. There are many men here which would like
to be a part of my life, but a lot of them have been married before,
have kids and are bitter about marriage all together. Some of them
have trouble opening up and showing there true feelings and there are
the ones who lie, cheat and disrespect any man they get involved with.
These are only a few reasons why I am still single, I think it is
better to be lonely than to be with someone and be miserable. So, my
search for that perfect man continues. I had no time tell you, xxxx,
about it in my this letter because I write letters to you on my work
as I have no a personal computer. I have no children but I would like
to have them. I think, that I would be good mother. I never saw my
parents. My parents have left me in a orphanage. I have no relatives,
at least I did not know them. It is unpleasant for me to recollect my
childhood. I grew in a orphanage, where lack of parent's warm... I
know, how it is hard to not have relatives. So I am ready to give my
future husband and children everything. They will not be lonely,
because I shall surround them with warm and love. Living in orphanage
I've understood the real values of the life: do kindness to people and
it will come back to you doubled. There are many problems in Russia.
People became evil and closed. That's why I decided to find a husband
abroad Russia. If I'll have opportunity to leave from here for the
best life, I'll do it... I will leave Russia. I shall not have a
problems with it. xxxxx, I already have been in the Europe! So I have
told you about my dreams. May be they will not come true but these are
my dreams. And what about your dreams? I like to visit cinema. Oh, I
love it! I like to read books. I have many free time after my work,
therefore I have an opportunity to read. I love various love stories,
detectives and very, very much I love classical russian literature.
Also I love various music. I like different music, all depends on
mood. When I'm sad I listen slow, sensual music. Jazz and blues. When
I have good mood I listen modern music. I like pop, rock, dance.
American music very pleasant to me (Jennifer Lopez "Baby I love You"
and Aerosmith "I Don't Want To Miss A Thing", and many others.), as
well as Russian. Bi-2, Rondo are Russian rock-groups, but it is not
all my favorite groups, it's a lot of, at once all of them will not
remember. Jeniffer Lopez, Aerosmith, Moby and other American groups.
The American and European film in Russia has huge popularity. They, as
believe, are the greatest. I love American films, and I love many
American actors. I frequently go hiking in a wood, I like camping, BBQ
or I like to go by bicycle on summer. I have own bicycle. In Winter I
go skiing and skating. All these distract me from everyday problems.
So what do you do, when you have problems and when you are sad? My
hobby if it is possible to tell so - English language. I have loved
English for a long time when I studied at school. In Russia the
program of training necessarily includes foreign language, as a rule -
English, German or French. I entered in group of the English language
and I am still happy that I've made it. I like very much it language.
After school, I continued studying English language in the institute.
It is a very soft and easily-memorized language for me. Now I attend
courses of the English language. I've been studing it for 16 years. I
want to learn this language perfectly. I know that now I admit
mistakes, but I hope you won't angry. I spent a lot time to write this
letter. I wait your answer xxxxxx. I have many ideas, but I do not want
to rush this precious moment when two souls are looking towards each
other across the continents for an everlasting friendship. xxxx, I
send you, my picture,
Your friend Natasha.
Hi xxxx! Happy Valentine day. How are you today? I hope you were
pleased to receive my letter because when I'm receiving your letter, I
really was admire. Many thanks to you. I have perfectly understood
everything you wrote to me. As I already spoke you I know English
rather well.
Many thanks for a beautiful card. To me it is very pleasant.
xxxx, as you already know, I have no computer in my house and for this
reason I'm writing to you from my work. Therefore I'm sorry, if not so
quickly answered your letter.
I work from Monday till Friday and very much often on weekend. My
working day begins at 8:00 and last to 17:00. Sometimes I'm working
till 19.00.
But it's not easy, because my boss doesn't let use the computer with
private purposes. We do not have unlimited Internet access on a work.
I use a computer secretly to write HI to you (when my boss - not in
office). Internet is expensive in Russia. My monthly income - 8000
roubles, it about 230 Euro. But this money suffices me and even is
possible save my money. I can safely tell, that I adore travelling. I
travelled in Russia, I saw Moscow, Samara, Saint-Petersburg, Sochi.
Also I was in the Europe!!! Yes xxxxx, I have been in Europe not so
long time ago.
Nine months ago. I went there because of my work. About 2 years I
worked in a Advertising Agency. 5 person from our firm have gone to
the Europe for training. We went in Advertising Education Institute
"News and Media Relations", Berlin - Germany, Paris - France and
Stockholm - Sweden. You heard about company "Temerlin"? There we
training. It was veryinteresting and cognitive for me. I have the
certificate which allows me to work in the Europe.
I have gone there as financial director.
Other my colleagues by other professions. Now I do not work in this
firm any more. This firm has ceased to exist about 5 months ago.
Now I am usual bookkeeper in small firm.
But it is not difficult, I very much like my work. My new colleagues
very good people. It is most important for me. We have very quickly
found common interests. I have some friends. But now I have found you,
xxxxx! I am very pleased, and I shall think about you. I tried to find
love and happiness here, but I have felt lie. We have proverb in
Russia: Bitter truth is better than sweet lie. I think, that you are
fair man. Am I right? After all my histories you may think, that
everything is bad, but it is not true. I have already told you, that
my parents have left me in a orphanage. But, my childhood was not so
difficult. I'm so think. Only it was very lonely without parents. I
had many friends. I had very interesting childhood. When I became more
adult... then I had more difficulties. Not only me. I think you
understand, that it's hard for lonely kid in this severe world... But
the most important never put your hands. It is necessary to go next
level. I understood it for a long time. Don't you think so? It is
true! Now I have a good life, I have friends. Good work. It is rather
good here. I rent my apartment. I pay for it. I have no opportunity to
buy it. It's very expensive for me here. I should work to have my own
apartment 10 years! xxxx, I make all independently: man's and female
duties. I can hammer nails, carry heavy bags.... By the way I'm quite
good plumber (sanitary technician). Life everything has learned me...
I can hope only for myself. But sometimes I so want feel a strong
shoulder near to me... Yes, I want real man for creation family. xxxxxx,
I have the most serious intentions. Very hard to meet geantlemen...
Unfortunately. Therefore I am very glad that have met you. To me very
pleasant our dialogue. For me not so important age distinction. it
would not be important for me. These days I so strong wait for your
letter. It helps me to distract from all. It as a sweet dream... It is
other world for me. Forgive me, if my letter was sad, big and
uninteresting to you. Just I wanted to tell you about my life. You
should know about it. I promise you not write such letters anymore.
Now I should finish my letter. I wait with alarm your answer. Also I
want ask you: had you ever friend from other country? Is it important
for you a nationality? xxxxx, what foodstuff do you like? I would like
to discuss it with you tomorrow.
Yours friend Natasha.
Hi my most dear friend xxxx. I very pleased to see your letter, and I
think you'll pleased to see mine also. I'm always very glad receive
your letters. I very much liked Europe. It was very interesting and
useful trip. I will remember Europe for ever. I hope sometime again to
go there. We have studied much all useful, our dialogue was very easy,
people were very polite with us. It is very pleasant.
Today I would like to talk with you about meal. I very much like
preparing.
If I don't work as a bookkeeper, probably I'll be cook (smi-ile!).
Cooking is basis of health, cherishing life of family. I know many
recipes of dishes. I love tasty and healthy foodstuffs. Yes, meal
should be useful for health, it is most important. xxxx, I very much
love potato and various, diversified dishes from this vegetable. When
I come home, at first I go on kitchen and I start preparing for myself
something tasty. Mhh... I very much love those moments when my friends
come to me. Always I trying to prepare for them any various fishes
delicacy, a different kind of meat. I always try my friends estimated
my abilities in cooking, and almost always it happen. Also I very much
like to bake pies. xxxx, do you know what is it "russian pies"? It is
a stuffing grocery, wrapped up in a dough, and baked in an oven. The
most important not use a microwave. Otherwise taste becomes absolutely
another, besides it is badly baked thoroughly. If everything make
correctly it is divine taste!!! You should eat this thing sometime...
All my friends for a long time have estimated it. I began to prepare
when I was 9 years, in a orphanage. I helped our cooks on kitchen.
They have learned me almost for everything, that they knew. I am very
grateful to them for it. But no one can estimate it, except for my
friends. I very much love my friends. Now YOU in my life... You my
friend too. Can I so think? I very much would want think you my
FRIEND. I really want to know you, to speak with you, to take your
hand and see your eyes. Probably it is very sincere now, but it is
true, and I do not want to hide it. I always speak true and I do not
like, when people - lie. I hate it. I very much like to dream. I am a
dreamer.... I do not know good it is or bad. Since the childhood I
dreamed. My teacher somehow told to us: "You must forget about your
dreams!" She has told, that dreams do not bring happiness. She has
told, that dreams bring only a pain and disappointment. May be she was
right. Actually dreams come true not always. It happens, you have to
do everything, all forces and all your aspiration to reach this
purpose. But frequently it is not enough. Not everything in this life
depends on us. Destiny! Her strong and invisible hands easily
rearrange lives and hearts people. And then dream stops to be a
desirable star, when it is failed during long time. But anyhow, I
think, that impossible live, without dream and hope. When you have
dream, our lifes is filled with sense. Dreaming, life becomes more
interesting and more various. You start to think, analyze, choose and
make decision. And each small victory, each defeated obstacle on your
way to dream, each following step to your dream brings great pleasure.
Your heart is filled with belief and hope. And you are inspired with
thing, which waits for you in the end. You remember pleasure of
victories and the defeated purposes better than a pain of losses and
disappointments. For this reason I like to dream, though my dreams
comes true not so often as I want. I am surprised, that I write to you
all this. xxxxx, I never had the person with whom I could share my
ideas. But now I have found you, and I am very pleased. I don't judge
people whence they - or what color of skin they are. Sometime I would
like to leave Russia. But only, I do not know when? Nobody waits for
me there. xxxx, your letters is the only thing now for me, outside of
Russia. Your letters - a part of my life now. I very much would want
so think. And I estimate it very much. You became very important for
me. And to be frank, I am afraid to lose you. Forgive me for my
frankness. If I offended you anyhow, or caused inconveniences, forgive
me please. Do not stop write me. Write me every day, even if I cannot
answer you every day. I shall answer you anyway. xxxxx, your letters
give me forces, and my day is filled with pleasure. I hope, that you
have not become angry. I shall wait for your letter with impatience.
And now I want to ask you some questions: do you love people and what
do you think about children living in a orphanage? xxxxx, I heard, that
in the Europe, women don't like to prepare for tasty and healthy food
and make homeworks, is it valid so? Do you belive in love? Love at
first sight? I'm waiting for your letter.
Yours Natasha...