Na mal wieder etwas Futter.
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Thank you so much for your letter to me now) I am sitting and smiling, and you know, I have such a warm feeling after reading your letter…and though we are strangers for each other still and know nothing about each other yet, I am hoping that it can be a good start with a good future.
You might think what such a lady like me is doing here?Like everybody, I just want to be loved, and I want to find a man who will be my wall, my friend, my love and my only husband. Yes, we have men here, and this is also true, that I am getting their attention, but I am tired of trying, trusting them…Slavic men will never change, I don’t even want to talk about reasons why I think they are so bad, or maybe I just end up meeting this sort of guys all the time, I don’t know. You know, they say bad guys love good girls, but what I am supposed to do with it, I don’t know. I am just disappointed, but I am ready to start something new and open fully for it. Hope you feel same, Kai.
Well, I think you would like to learn more about me, and I promise to be an open book for you and tell you anything you are interested in, because exactly this start - with trust and honesty - is an ideal start, and you will see this) I am a usual Ukrainian girl coming from a small town called Ternopol. There is nothing special in a place where I live.
So now you know where I come from. I think I should tell you some more about myself, well, I am just a simple girl... It’s hard to speak about myself, but I will try, I think I am kind, and this can be seen through my attitude to people, I always help them, whether this is an old lady on the street, trying to cross it, or carrying a heavy basket with food from the local market, or, it’s a little child whose so-called friends are beating him all together, and this is something I will never be able stand, I mean seeing injustice and just passing by, or seeing someone needs help and there’s no one to help. Telling the truth, I can suffer through this “positive” quality of mine, as once, in winter, I saw a man, who slept on the ice and felt, I tried helping him to get up, but he was drunk and thought I was going to rob him, so, he even slapped me on the face, well, this I will never forget, but there are so much more people than just this one drunk who appreciate me for who I am and what I do for them. I have a lot of friends, I am very amiable and friendly, I am always surrounded with people, but lately has noticed, that I am feeling lonely even in the middle of them, have you ever got this feeling? I have never thought it may be possible, feeling lonely around your friends, and no, I have not felt out of love with them! I just realized that I don’t feel complete and happy without someone special in my life, who will love me and whom I will love in my turn. This is what I am searching for. I just need a man, a real man. I don’t care about age, appearance, habits, interests. Sometimes such different people are so happy together. Everything depends. But I just want to love and be loved. Feelings are the most important, but they will not stay for long if two people don’t work hard at it. I want trust, I want to be valued. I want to get up and feel safe and warm. I want tender kisses, sometimes passionate and sometimes caring. I want all you can give me, and then I will give you twice more back. Just be good for me, and be ready to have a real woman with you, treat me well, value me as a personality, respect me. You know, Kai, so many men are looking at me just like at a beautiful doll, and I understand why, but I am tired of this, sure, I want my man to love my body and beauty, yes, but I still want him to see my inner beauty, my talents, be interested in my thoughts, opinions, want to hear my advice. Well, enough about me, as I am getting too talkative, I just wanted to let you know a little bit about the type of a person I am and to help you understand what kind of person I want to see by my side, hope it helps)
Will you tell me about you also, what kind of person you are? What is your attitude to life? I have heard, that it’s not the things around, that make you happy, but your attitude to them, so, I hope you are a positive thinker, as I definitely am, and this is why I am here, cause I am positive about starting a real and true relationship and hope something good comes out of this!!! Well, this is just a start and I do hope and believe we can make a good couple. I am serious and am not playing games here, and if you feel the same and have same goals, come back, please, and I won’t let you go. Tell me about a type of a woman you want to see by your side? And sort of relationship you can be happy with! I want to know all, as this is important!
Ok, I think it is time to finish for me, and I will let you go not for long, ok?) I am sending you my pics in hope you will like them) One was made this summer, and another is from the birthday party of my friend Sasha, she is my closest friend I think, I will tell you about her later too) And I finish for now and hope you will have a wonderful day and will come back soon)