It is me, xxxxx. you ukrainian girl Natasha, writing you my letter!
oh, my dear, thank God, you are ok, because I had very bad nightdream tonight, it was like a nightmare, so I was practically running here to check my emailbox and to see if you wrote me something, if you are ok, if everything there is going well!
But there is no letter from you, no note, just nothing! Please, honey, write me as soon as it is possible ok? Because I worry about you, and since that moment I got up today, I can't find a place for myself, I am happy that it was only a nightdream. I really don't want to tell you it, because I even don't want to remind it to myself, I was scared and when I woke up and realised that it is only nightmare, it is not the reality!
oh, my dalring, I think that it is enough about bad things, it si better to speak about something positive!
I have a surprise for you
I asked my neughbour to give me a camre for one day, and do you know what I have done?
I took a photos of my aparment and I have them now with me, so I will send them to you, and you will see when I live, where I spend a lot of time, thinking about you! I really hope that it will be real surprise for you! you know that I want to make you as closer to me, as it is possible, and I am very sad that you can't see everything now by your own eyes, and I also can't see your apartment, to see that place that you call it "home", oh I wish I could be there, could take care of you, could cook meal for you, could spread out your bad, could wash you cup after you drink you tea or cofee, could wash your dish after you took your meal.... if I only could, but I belive that one day thsi moment will come, because I want to coem to you very very much and they say if you want soemthing very much, it will come true for sure!
how are you going today, my dalring? here the weather is very unpleasant, it is very dank weather, the wind is cold, it is storng and a little bit wet, I am chilled to the bone! more and more often I think about some warmer clothes for myself. because I really need some good clothes for me, you know how much I don't like to be ill, and I am very afraid of that fact I can be ill. Everytime when I go out, and then when I return home it needs about 1 hour for me to warm myself, for my foot to be warm, for my hands to be warm, and frankly speaking becaus eof this I don't feel muself well. but whats can I do? nothing, oh, dalring, I am sorry because I wrote you some not positive facts, but it si my life and I can't do anything to this.
you know, that I worry about you a lot, so pleas, take care there, dress warm, ok? eat more vitamins and no stress! will you ptromise me that? when I will be there, next to you, I will keep vigiliant watch on you, and on this!
please, xxxxxx, write me as soona s you can, ok?
Miss you
Natasha
Schöner wohnen !!!