Hi xxxxx!
How are you doing today? 
Im rather good. It always feel nice meeting new people from other countries and cities. I live in Russia. 
My country is so big that it seems that life in the east should be totally different from life in the west. 
But to tell the truth it is not. Ive talked to a lot of people all over Russian and found that all of us have practically the same life, the same problems and the same tradition only the weather is the only thing that differs. 
So I thought it would be really great to talk to people who live in countries with different culture, traditions and of course their own problems in ordinary life.  All these things are extremely interesting for me!
So what is your family like? Do you guys have strong family traditions or children rarely speak with their parents and prefer not to meet them often? 
Do you all live in the same city or may be your family spread all over the country? What is you city like? Is it big a small? Is it similar to other cities in your country or is totally different and have some extraordinary feature? 
Please tell me everything that you want to share with me about things that surround you.
So xxxxx, what kind of relationships are looking for? I know that people  are looking many things that they lack in their lives.
Ones look for friendship as they cant find true and honest friends among the people that they live and work near with, others look for free love and one night relationship ,I believe that these people are not self-confident in and dont believe that they can be loved, others look for true feelings as they lost hope to find a person whom they will be able to devote their life. 
What type of person that I described are you? Well, it is just my opinion. And I might miss something. Please tell me if you agree or dont agree with me. 
It is very important to share opinions on different matters in order to communicate fruitfully. 
Could you also be so kind to send me you photograph? Or may be several of them? 
I think photograph helps very much to make the image of the person. Letters are great but I need a photo to make the full image. I may be dont want to full myself in some way. 
As when you dont see a person that you are talking to you create and imagine his or her look and then when you finally meet him or her you can be not even disappointed because he or her is less beautiful than you thought but he or she might be just totally different bay be even more beautiful but it makes you think that you dont know this person at all and that he  or she is  a stranger. 
Thats why Im asking for you picture in my first letter. I want to get you to know form different sides.
Hope to hear from you soon if you are open to communicate.
Have a good day!
Natalia!

 

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naja, Bitte, so gesehen wieder ein Volltreffer

Hello xxxxx,
I just came from  a walk and decided to check my e-mail box. I saw a  letter from you and decided to answer you immediately. 
It seems that we have something in common I mean the point of view on some things in life. So this fact made me glad when I’ve finished reading your letter and now I’m excited about writing letter to you. 
In my previous letter I asked you a lot about the place you live it and it’s my turn to tell about my city.
Well it’s not really a city but a city named Saransk  that situates not that far from a big city so that we have a possibility to go there for weekends and some people  have to go there for work every day. 
I know that they are not very happy about that fact though they can’t choose. 
There is no that much work in our village, it never was but when the crisis came all the companies that was situated in our village or nearby retire people or just close some for a period of time others forever. 
To tell the truth I have no idea how many people live in my town and I am rather ashamed of this fact I can only suppose that it is something about 300000. The town is very beautiful with its natural beauty. 
There are no any skyscrapers or any ancient buildings. There are only several apartments building I live in one of it and others are private houses with its own territory. 
We are surrounded by forests where we still gather berries and mushrooms in the autumns and freeze them to make our cuisine more various in the winter. 
And the taste between mushrooms and berries from the store differs radically form the ones that we gather ourselves. We also have a river very nearby where we swim in the summer. 
Nowadays  it so happens that some parts of the river are sold out to the rich people that have their residence just near the river and make the beach of the river their property. 
According to the law of Russian federation it is illegal but they have way too much money so they don’t care about the law. Anyways we still  have some beautiful places to enjoy nature. 
When I just walk out from my apartment and make a few steps and there will be forest where it so wonderful to go for a walk. I sometimes like to go for a walks with my mother. 
I have wonderful relationships with my parents and I am proud of that as I believe it doesn’t happen often in modern world. So what are you relationships with parents? Are you friends or not? 
My mother and I are friends and I respect her for that. And my father has always dreamt of a son but it so happened that I am the only child in the family. 
When I was little he always took me hunting and fishing and though I am not a boy I know that he loves me very much. 
and I can say that we are happy family and I wish that soon I will have my own family and children and I will be able to make my husband as happy as my mom made my dad. I have a good example to follow!=)
And what do you think about family and marriage? I think family is the most important think that any person has, some people just do not understand that.  Rifht now my family is my mom and dad. We live in my apartment. It is not a very common thing for our country to live with parents after college but because of the crisis I decided to save my money and to spend them on something interesting rather than renting the apartment as the cost of the rent is more than a half of my salary. 
Moreover I have wonderful parents so living with them do not bother me at all right now. 
But of course as any person I dream of my own place to live with my man that I believe meet soon. So is it ok to live with the parents when you are more than 18 or after college for example? 
It was normal and even common thing to happen in Russia about 5- 10 years ago but time changes very rapidly and nowadays young people want to leave their homes and not to depend on their parents and what's sad don't want to communicate with their parents and they consider them old people that don't understand life. 
Do you think that’s right and that’s how it is supposed to be? As for me I don’t want to think that my children will consider me old-fashioned and won’t visit me only one or two times a year, I believe in strong family that celebrates all big holidays together with family friends.
Do you have any pictures with your family?  If you do, could you send me some? It is just interesting for me who you resemble the most your mom or your dad or may be even your grandmother or grandfather?=)
It was very nice to hear from you. I hope that our letters to each other will continue.
I think you understand that I’m looking for serious relationship here, I mean in the internet and I’m looking for a man who is serious in family question and who wants to get married and to have strong family later on. 
Just nice only friend chatting or free love letters are not for me. Those things I’m not interested in.
So if you like what you read I will be glad to see you letter in my mail box. If you don’t, let please not waste our time.
I sincere hope to hear from you soon…
Natalia!

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Hello my friend xxxxx,
It is so wonderful that I’m still getting letters from you. Today I came tired form work and your letter just cheered me up as last today my day at work is being very busy. 
Right now I work the teacher in a kindergarten. I very much love children and to me very much to like to be in their environment.
To me to like every day my work as children I give so a lot of pleasure in a life. And I dream, that once I will have my children from the beloved... Tell to me please, you love children?
And that actually makes sense. I do like my job even though it is not something that I had dreamt of. 
Anyways it is quite a good experience as I started to understand what things do I need to do this or that in my apartment and I think that might help me in future if the crisis last longer. 
Before that I finished the economic faculty of the university and I got degree in accounting. It is very popular profession among women at least in my country I should say. 
I have always like to deal with accounting and to keep everything in order so I can actually say that this job is for me. And after university I went to the financial department of the company that dealt with selling forests.
Then a little after the crisis started the company closed and I had to find another place of work. 
I won’t tell you how I felt that moment I lost my job but then I found that in a kindergarten the tutor and I told myself that I can do it and this all is temporary. 
Of course there are disadvantages and advantages of in my job but I like it in general and it is paid at least somehow so it is ok.=)
So what is your job? And do you like it? Actually our work is the place where we spend the majority of our live and I guess it is supposed to be something that the person enjoys. 
My job does take the most of my time. And when I come home tired like to day I just want to lay on the coach and watch TV. 
Or of course I would rather spend some time in the internet reading interesting news and talking to interesting  people but unfortunately intern in my little village is luxury so I can’t spend there as much time as I wish.
Moreover the connection often break and then we don’t have the access to the world wide net. 
It is very unfair in my opinion as in the neighbor city the internet is 4 or even 5 time cheaper and people who live there never have problems with the access. 
And it is all because there are several providers over there and they compete with each other over quality and cost and in Saransk  there is only one provider and this company can announce any price and can not care about the quality.
People that do not have the alternative would agree to any conditions. That’s how it goes but I truly hope that sooner or later the internet will be more affordable for us. 
I guess that you don’t have any problems woth wolrd wide web, don’t you? 
All my friends that live in bigger cities of Russia don’t believe me when I tell them this and they think that such problems can’t exist in the 21st century but they do exist in many small cities all around Russia…
And may be it is not that bad as I know that internet can possess people who forget their real life and live only in  the web. 
That’s not going to happen to those who have problems with getting into it=)))
Anyways problems are not something that should talk so much about=) I turned on some positive music and I feel much better and even relieved. So do you often get tired after work or this is something that makes you  happy? 
What do you usually do after work at the week day? Do you have free time or energy for your hobbies? And what are they like?  What thing do you like to do when you have free time after work?
I do have some hobbies but I want to tell about them a bit later=) After you tell me about yours…=) I would like to read more about you!
Awaiting for your letter!
Talk to you very soon!
Natalia!

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Hello xxxxx,
That’s so great that you answering all of my questions. I truly hope that you haven’t got annoyed by them.=)
If it’s ok with I will keep ask you questions that come to my mind as it helps me better understand what kind of person you are. And in general I’m very curious person.  
I am surprised in a good way that you are not closed person. It is very spread among people nowadays not to  be open to each other, to live in their own world and not let anyone in.
I’m not like that and I found out that you either. To tell the truth this fact made my mood better.
And do you consider yourself and open person and have you ever thought about that at all?
You know a short run near the forest maintained my mood good as well=)
I do not run every morning because more often than not I prefer to stay in the bed and to luxuriate (I mean to have just nice time in the morning in bed when I have some additional time to sleep).
I am not an early riser I can say that there is more of night owl in me, But unfortunately my schedule don’t let me get up late…
I’ll tell you a secret that I dream of work that will start in the afternoon and I hope that sooner or later I’ll find it.
And what about you?  Do you like to get up early in the morning and to meet the sun rising or are more active after the sunset?
I guess that when people are young they are all night owl but with years to come many of them become skylark but that’s surely not my case. 
The only thing that I lack on my country during autumn-winter period is sun. When I get up to go to work it is still dark and when I come back home it is already dark.
I think that is one of the reasons why I don’t like mornings as this dark period takes up the most part of the year.
Sometimes I dream of moving to a more warm place with a bigger quantity of sun energy=)
I do understand that the only thing that is actually able to make me move from my town is a man whom I’ll see the head of my future family.
Moving to another city or country can be very dangerous: so many programs are shown and so many articles are written on this matter.
And even one tries to make his resettlement as safe as possible when you don’t know traditions and rules of another city or country it is very dangerous to do so on your own.
And as for me if I meet a very good man I will be ready to come to him to another country and to leave my mother land.
I love Russia with all of my heart but I will prefer to be happy in another country and to visit my country several times a year that to live alone and unhappy here.
And would you ever consider moving for your place of living? And what should be the reason for that like? 
If you asked me this question a year ago or so I would answer that nothing or no one in the whole world is able to make me leave Russia but time flows and people change.
And now my goal is to find a man who is ready for serious relationship and who I feel very close to myself  and for this reason I should know about this person as much as I could get from talking to him in real life.
Letters are of course do not give the composite picture but still it gives the base and I can surely tell whether a man is interesting to me or not after one letter only.
And the fact that I wrote you more than one letter should make you think that…
I put three points to let you finish this sentence yourself.
Good night and sweet dreams dear xxxxx!
Natalia!

 




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Good evening my darling friend xxxxx!
I’m writing to you again in the evening, it is time of the day when I have a lot of free time as the majority people in the world do.
But to speak frankly sometimes I feel very lonely in the evenings… Do you have this feeling at all? 
I like evening because I have an opportunity to rest after  the work,
to meet my friends, to watch an interesting film or to cook something delicious but… as the times flies and thoughts about loneliness come to me more often.. and sometimes when even my parents are home I feel lonely with every cell of my skin.
And I can’t say that I’m not communicative, I do have rather many friends who I meet with from time to time but then when  I come home I feel that I miss something that I need much more than that.
All of my friends have families and children and we mostly meet on Fridays and tell each other everything that happened in our lives this week.
That my walk with my friend Olga was kind of exception and I should say that very pleasant exception.  And other people that were in my life in college or in school either moved to another bigger city, got married or became heavy- drinkers.
So there are not that many people that is interesting for me to talk to. And only my girl- friends who speak practically only about their children are people that I want to see and to talk.
I don’t have children but when  my friends tell stories about them or just discuss their problems    I like it and I take part in their conversations as I will be  mother in future too.
And I love to play and to spend time with kids because there are very open and they just start i getting to know our big world and it is so wonderful to help them do it. My own children is something that I dream of with all of my heart.
But I don’t want to have a baby just for myself like some feminist women do. I want to give a baby to my future caring and loving husband who will be happy to share this pleasure and responsibility of growing up a child with me.
I think that kids that don’t have a mother or father or whose parents are divorced are very unhappy as they love both of the parents and can’t choose one. For child to grow healthy physically and mentally both parents are just required.
And I’m sure that I will have such a family, my own small world or even a planet that will consist of my husband and my children. I even can imagine how happy we will be spending evenings together.
Now that  I haven’t met a person that will be a part of me yet, I do get prepared to this moment to come. I like to cook very much and I think that a woman even in the modern world o f fast food should feed her family with delicious and healthy dishes.
I cook Russian traditional dishes. My favourite ones are cakes with potatoes. I love trying something new every time that I cook. I also love Italian cuisine for example. I do a very good lazzania and pizza.
And I try to make them very Italian. And what do you  like to eat? Is there something special that you can eat often or may be that you have to eat often because the lack of the time?
Or maybe you like to cook yourself. You know I often hear form TV and from my own friends that men are better cookers than women but to tell the truth I’ve never meet one who cook better than me or who at least can cook something more difficult than fried eggs…=) Would you disapprove that? =)
I love to cook for someone. If I don’t invite my friends with their children over I cook just for my parents but it always should be not only for myself.
I don’t feel comfortable living just for my own self, only egoists do so. By the way soon I’m going to do the kids party. Olga when we met the last time is going to baptize her baby-girl and she wants to make the party.
She asked me to help her organizing that and I of course I agree. I love kids so much so their happy faces will the best gift for me. And  after I do so I’ll of course tell you how was it, ok. I’m not sure right now but we plan to do it in a week or so.
So tell me what would you like me to cook for you? You can desire everything you want or even several dishes. And I promise that when we meet sooner or later I’ll cook that for you. And if I haven’t cooked those dishes before I promise to learn how do that, I hope that will be something very special.
Have sweet dreams, dear xxxxx!
Natalia

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sollte sich darüber Gedanken machen wann sie welche ihrer Standartbriefe sendet
"Good evening my darling friend xxxxx!"
Date: Thu, 8 Jul 2010 12:35:19 +0400
weder hier, noch im europäischem Teil Russlands ist es irgendwie Abend

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liefert heute über Deutschland ein, na dann brauche ich ihr Visum eh nicht mehr zahlen 

Milii moi, zdravstvuii xxxxx!
That how the phrase ‘Hello my darling’ sounds in Russian. The first lesson of Russian language can be considered finished.=)
You know I started thinking about you and about us after I wrote you the previous letter and still can’t stop to do that. You are always on my mind when I get up, when iam at work and especially when I come back home from work.
It’s been not so long since we started talking but I don’t how you became very close person for me. For me you became the man who I looked for I think. I want to talk to you about everything in the world and more about you… I don’t afraid to seem silly to you or to say something that might seem strange… Misunderstanding can happen between all people even between though who speak the one language and have the same picture of life.
And it is very surprisingly for me that we don’t have such problems yet. I mean for it is very easy to understand you and I feel everything you tell me. And how is it for you? Is talking to me a pleasure to you and would you like to bring our friendship to the new step?
After my last serious relationship that was 3 years ago I’ ve never met such man like even someone who would be close to you… and here you are, a person from another country, living your own life and not realizing all the realities of our my life… and we find something in common.. I would say a lot in common… isn’t it amasing?
You know i imagine so vivid us doing something together…mmm… for example playing table- tennis or valley-ball in the summer or may be ice-skating or skiing in the winter.??
Well these all are mine hobbies. Cooking is not the only thing that I like to do when I have some free time. Or we can try to do together everything you would want. What would be that? What do you see us doing together? I hope you see something=) and it’s not just my dreams…
But I should say that my dreams are very very sweet. And if in my dreams we have an opportunity to be together then I’d prefer not to wake up…
There are so many things that I want to tell you but I can’t find the right words for them in English, there are no enough epithets and metaphors to express everything that is not just in my mind but also in my heart and in my soul.
We Russian people don’t have feelings in our head (though physically it is supposed to be so…) We cherish kindly feelings for our friends and our family with all of our open heart. And if we hate someone then we hate with all of our heart. But as for me I’m not an aggressive person.
I can’t even say that I hate someone because I always try to find in any person something that I can love him or her for and if she or he offended me for some reason I would hardly take vengeance. I would prefer to forgive that person and let it go…
And what about you?  I don’t think that you are aggressive but it is interesting for what would you say.. Are you able to forgive the people’s offense or would you take the revenge anyway? Or are there such things that you can’t forgive. For me, there are. It is betrayal.
Betrayal is something that I can’t go over with and because of that I don’t betray and I can’t even imagine myself betraying someone… I think there is can’t be another reaction to such an action..
My darling, my eyes are sleepy and I can hardly ever see what I am typing… I do write to you everything I think and what comes to my mind. I am trying to be open with you in all my feelings and I truly hope that you appreciate it…
I kiss you good night. Have wonderful dreams...
Natalia!

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