Greetings my dear Michael !!! You missed on me?

I yes, very much!!!
My aunt and my girlfriends speak you greetings. I tell him about our
correspondence. So they well know you through my stories)) Today there
was a sunny day. This morning I have gone have made jog and
gymnastics. Then, when I have come home, I have taken a bath.
Following my desire was to go and see yours the letter. Your letter
has decorated mine all the day. I can ask a question. On what it would
resemble to hold you close to itself. And to feel your fine hands near
to my body and I laying about you in warm embrace, Which would force
us to shiver with excitement. Now I will make these things in my
dreams. When we have started to correspond I felt in the heart that
you real. It is a lot of people probably think, that it is strange to
grow fond of someone not meeting him in the person. But I so do not
think. It can happen, and yes, it happens. Honey to tell fairly
sometimes to me too this all seems a beautiful fantastic dream, But I
ask the God and I pray that this dream when did not stop!! You cannot
imagine as strongly I have changed inside during dialogue with you!! I
began to feel in myself the romanticism and inspiration those feelings
from which intercepts breath and it becomes difficult to breathe!!
These feelings to me so There was no last time in my daily life!! On
these feelings I have missed and now feel as in the first class, as
the little girl To which liked the boy which sits on the next school
desk at school!! Very much it would be desirable to write now to you
something warm and gentle. That this letter Has a little warmed you,
your soul. It would be desirable, that from my words to you it became
pleasant, good, joyful in your heart. Someone considers, that the
daily Vanity it also is a life, true a reality..... And all the rest -
dreams, romanticism, is unrealistic illusions. But I so do not
think.... After all the life is, First of all the moments, instants
when you worry sensations of pleasure, delight, excitement, happiness
and love. For the sake of such instants also it is necessary to live.
Yes, it is possible consider something unearthly. But what then in
general all experiences, feelings which are tested by the person??
Especially, it at all a deceit, Not a phantom, not a Mirage which will
thaw without a trace. After all it is a reality - my thoughts, words,
the phrases addressed to you, my liking.... And as a reality - Those
sensations and feelings which cause my and your letters in ours souls.
I would like to cause the words in you good and warm emotions. To calm
you, If something disturbs, to instal optimism will share the
pleasure. dear and I have understood mine.... All that happens is not
casual!!! I have understood, that I LOVE YOU!!! I have understood that
all emotions in the letter, go from LOVE To YOU!!! Actually the life
is fine also it really so!!! Recollect after all in the childhood we
enjoyed a life and for what did not long. Why, becoming adults, We do
not become happier!?? After all the world around has not changed
almost. Probably, all business only in ourselves... In that what we as
we concern a life and surrounding people. Sometimes so it would be
desirable to live one emotions and feelings, not counting something,
Not to call in question, and completely to trust not to reason, and
the feelings. Some people think that it is necessary to live
reasonably!? But I think that it is necessary to live happily.!!!
After all the happiness without feelings does not happen, and the
reason seldom gives us a happiness condition... In the world it is so
much reasons, that all life consider itself unfortunate, and so, It
would seem to be, a little, happy, now when I write you this letter I
mentally I represent myself near to you. My honey, I represent as Has
sat down near you and silently I look, I try to make out lines of
yours face and I observe, how you read this letter. I observe, how
yours face, expression and a sight Vary in process of perusal of these
lines. As it would be desirable to guess, whether touch these words
your heart and if - yes, that you feel and you worry now!? Let not I,
But my words and thoughts to touch gently and tenderly you. My love,
feel it warmly, let it as is possible longer not leave you. It is
pleasant to realise, that Now we with you one, you and I. Reading it
lines, you involuntarily think of me. Let the instant, but now for you
is not present anybody, except me. And not only mine Words, but also
my thoughts which I transfer the letters, gently and tenderly embrace
you. Whether it is quiet and good to you in these embraces, my love!?
I ask, Forget about the past, be not anxious about the future. That
was and that will be - now completely not important. Live the present,
Live these instants and be happy my sweet! Mine dear I very much wish
to arrive to you. I thought much and have solved that we need to meet.
Tell to me you it is ready to our meeting? As you look at my offer!? I
wish to go today to Travel agency and find out is exact All
information for a start to you. You already the person taken place
both I the girl taken place and I think that time make a serious step
to ours relations has come. And differently our correspondence does
not make sense. We should be resolute in the intentions. As I wrote in
the previous letters I do not search for long correspondence. I write
to you not for entertainment, at me serious plans to go to you and
will get acquainted more close. I wished find the man with which I can
to create a family. Now I think, that you completely approach for me.
The following step for you. I with not patience wait the answer from
you. I like your letters and I am burnt with not Patience to meet you.
My feelings to you became big and I even am afraid to admit to myself
it. My heart is ready to jump out from pleasure!!! But I cannot write
about it in the letter as I will whisper you it in ear. As I think
that it is all to see and feel better, than to write about it. You all
time in my thoughts and I think, that it already much that means!!!
You understand that I wish to tell!? I think that true the beauty of
the person arrives from him, And from this, that I know about you, I
think you the person beautiful. But we in Russia have a wise proverb:
it is better to see once, than hundred times to hear. I very much
would like, that you have understood me. Know, that you to me are not
indifferent. You resemble an ideal of my man. I hope, that our mutual
relations will give Result for all life. I promise not to disappoint
you. I will care of you. And I hope, that you will make the same for
me. I TRUST you. It is very heavy to me to speak about it, but if we
cannot meet in the near future, we relations have no sense because to
communicate through The Internet never to compare to personal meeting
and if at us it is impossible to carry out our dream to be together us
is better to stop dialogue what not To cause each other a pain. As I
have to you something more than dialogue, I had chance to find the Key
to my dreams, and I have found it deeply in you. Today you took a star
from the sky and have placed it in me. Now I light am bright for you.
With impatience I wait the answer from you. Kiss for you, I wait the
answer. Forever your Eka