This was the last email I got from her before we went to yahoo IM. The full headers are attached, I just don't know how to read them.
--- On Sun, 4/4/10, xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx@yahoo.com> wrote:
From: xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx@yahoo.com>
Subject: Re: Hello Isabel
To: "Isabel Rottweil" <arottweil1@yahoo.com>
Date: Sunday, April 4, 2010, 5:24 PM
Hello Isabel!
As I said before you signed out, I would answer your email and here it is. I miss you too but since you went to Ghana instead of coming here, there is not much I can do. I want you here with me so I don't have to depend on your pictures to remember what you look like. But for now, we will have to depend on email and instant messages. Take care and have a great day my love.
As always,
Paul
--- On Sat, 4/3/10, Isabel Rottweil <arottweil1@yahoo.com> wrote:
From: Isabel Rottweil <arottweil1@yahoo.com>
Subject: Re: Hello Isabel
To: "xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx@yahoo.com>
Date: Saturday, April 3, 2010, 2:56 PM
Hi Paul.. i miss u soo much.. hope you are doing good.
From: xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx@yahoo.com>
To: Isabel Rottweil <arottweil1@yahoo.com>
Sent: Sat, April 3, 2010 4:29:57 AM
Subject: Re: Hello Isabel
Hello my dear Isabel,
I too am so glad to hear from you! I would have replied sooner but your email came in right after I went to bed. I am working a 12 hour shift tonight so I will not be checking email tomorrow afternoon when I finally get home. I will have less than 8 hours to sleep tomorrow before going to work. And sleep has to be a priority.
Thank you for the new picture! It makes me want you to be here even more. It is very hard to wait having no idea when you will be here with me!
Right now, I must get ready for work early as my friend who gives me a ride was called in 4 hours early so I must take the bus, to do that I have to leave in 30 minutes and I haven't even started getting ready yet!
Take care Isabel!
Yours always,
Paul
--- On Fri, 4/2/10, Isabel Rottweil <arottweil1@yahoo.com> wrote:
From: Isabel Rottweil <arottweil1@yahoo.com>
Subject: Re: Hello Isabel
To: "xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx@yahoo.com>
Date: Friday, April 2, 2010, 11:16 AM
Dear Paul,
I am soo happy to hear from you again. When I am with you, I feel alive. You bring to me a happiness that no one else ever could. You bring to me a love I have never known before. I could not imagine what my life would be like without you. You have touched my heart in ways no one could ever comprehend. I love being with you and I want to spend the rest of my life with you.
Every day I wake up thanking God for you. You have given me so much, and I don't know if I will be able to give back all that you have given me. You have been my guiding light when I was lost. You have been my comforter through all my trials and sorrow. You have been my rock.
Sometimes I feel lost and out of touch, but when you’re there, I feel safe. I could sit here and try to tell you just how I feel, but I can't find the words to tell you how i feel about you. you are my happiness and my everlasting husband. i just cant wait to be in your arms and make you a happy man.
I want to tell you that the love I have for you is undying. It is a love that is strong and enduring and will stand the test of time. I truly feel blessed that you have become a part of my life, and I cannot wait for the day that we can join our lives together. I want to lie next to you at night and fall asleep in your arms. I want to wake to your beautiful smile. I want to share in your joys and sorrows. I want to be your everything, because you are everything to me.
I promise to always love you and always hold you in my heart. I will always be here for you when you need me, and I will love you no matter what life brings us. You are my soul mate, and I vow to love you all eternity. I love you, Honey.
Yours,
Isabel