I am very glad to receive the letter from you. You know, I start to
notice, that now when I read your letter, at me there is very pleasant
feeling. This feeling of pleasant expectation, expectation something
good, new and pleasant. It is very pleasant to me to receive letters
from you, and certainly to read them. I consider you as the good
person and to me easily and pleasantly to communicate with you. I do
not know interestingly or not to you to learn about my last attitudes.
I wish to hide nothing from you, I think, that it will be better if
you will know more about me, I the open person. My last attitudes last
almost 2 years. When my attitudes with the man only began, I felt the
happiest girl, it often gave me flowers, beautifully looked after me,
we went to theatres and cinemas, constantly were together. But when
has passed year, our attitudes became any others. I felt, that it
hides something from me, but could not understand that it was. It
proceeded long time, I talked to it, whether wished to learn there are
at it any secrets, but it all time left from this conversation or
simply laughed the matter off. But during one moment, I have
unexpectedly come to it home, it did not wait for me. When I have
called at its door, it did not wish to open to me though I knew that
it houses. But I did not leave. When it has opened also I has entered
into an apartment, together with it there was a girl, I did not know
it, but at once have understood, that it changes to me. It asked me to
remain, has told that all will explain, but I did not wish it to
listen, I have left from it for ever. I long experienced, it was
difficult to me to forget it, I loved it. But has passed time and I
concern to this situation as to a lesson for myself, now I became
stronger. So my attitudes have ended. I consider, that the most mean
in our life, this treachery and a deceit, it I never can forgive to
anybody. It would be interesting to me to learn about your last
attitudes. Certainly if for you it is heavy to tell about it, do not
speak. I do not want that you have again gone through this pain.
I liked your photo. I search for serious attitudes. That in the future
to meet and start to create more serious attitudes in a real life. I
search for sincerity and love, trust. This the most important in
attitudes. I like to go in for sports, play volleyball. To go to
cinema and to walk on the nature. Unfortunately I do not have
opportunity to speak with you in online. As I have no house of a
computer.
I finish the letter, with greater impatience I shall wait for your
answer. I send you the photo.
Your friend Nina.