Ich weiß nicht was sie nun will und sie anscheinend auch nicht.
Alles sehr wirr was Vlad schreibt. Wenn da mal nicht der Wodka mitgeschrieben hat !?
Hello my dear xxx!!!! how are you and what you are doing at the moment. That took time and decided to write another letter.
This kind of obsession. Do I not go out of my head. The second day already - 24 hours a day - all my thoughts are of you. I read books, work, cook, do chores around the house - everywhere you are. I hope you do not love you? I so badly want to see you again! Decided, without panic, open the window, take the list and write, may become easier. With just days before our meeting ... I can not find a place ...
I finally realized what I want in life. But without you I do not need to be, if you will not be close. You are my support, support, my tale. I do not want you to let go somewhere, but more than one week. Maybe we'll live and let's quarrel, and then passionately tolerated, but better than continually waiting for you free yourself from his endless affairs, travel and trouble, and rarely enjoy our meetings.
I just ... year ... percent of my life I have lived, and all this time dreaming and thinking about you. The rest of the time I do not want to lose the expectations you look for a replacement, but in the soul to be with you. We have to live now and enjoy what we have. I do not need anybody, because I already found you. Yes, in 2-3 years you will have everything perfectly, you will be known, is provided, but happy right? You live now! Please do not let me not give me anyone and do not leave me one more! I'm so tired of waiting! This is so awful. With you and without you ...
I have a complicated character, and I do not want to be different. Maximum play on ... and a scene from the Brazilian soap opera, or have jungle fans as the queen, feel like a lady Men's hearts and beautiful amazon, but belong to the heart and soul just one Beloved Men - this is my style. But that is what you and me love. I'm not right?
I do not want my life with a man who next to me, was monotonous and uninteresting, without the fireworks and emotions. Life has to live and enjoy, give their love and kindness, their positive emotions. Be better than you are!
Darling, you're my inspiration for most Napoleonic plans and actions. I love you! I'm tired to repeat it to you! When you really understand it? Yes, I know you love me sincerely and wholeheartedly. You also can not live a day without hearing my voice. But circumstances do not allow you to be with me. Your career, social status and so on. You will say it for the sake of our happiness ...
Favorite. And when you're alone at night, do you think of me, or when you're all tired - or trouble, or you made a mistake, or you want to share their emotional experiences with me, or just come and hug me, except this time you think about career ? No, you think - yes darn all to hell, why did it all to me, if my life is without her, the closest to me, man?
Do not tell me any more that you love me. I will not ask whether you have a woman or not, when I was not there. I will not ask me to say nice words, even though I already know that for you I'm the best of all, the only and beloved. I do not flatter yourself! Oh, no! After all this I see in you. I do not want to wait for happiness. I thank you for the beautiful moments in my life, for what you are! At that moment, I share my joy and my heart only to you, the only man on this planet for me!
Please, I beg you one! Take care of yourself and do not leave me more than one, never! If you need to leave, I'll go. But not now.
Love me sincerely and affectionately. Wholeheartedly. Do not hesitate. Their potential, buried treasure, their desires, fulfill their dreams, whether it is! Trust ...
I wait for you always! I love you very much and believe in you! And most importantly, I'm proud of you. YOU - THE BEST!
Love ... today, right now, at this moment ... and do not let go! Elena!!!