Hier der letzte Brief einer Reihe von Emails, die ich bekommen habe und letztendlich nach Geld gefragt wird. Good news...I hope!
Mittwoch, den 30. September 2009, 16:16:13 Uhr
Von: Julia <Julia1101@gmx.ch>
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Hi !!!
I even do not know what to tell you first. I simply hope that you will be happy! The most important,
finest thing that my boss finally confirmed my vacation and as I told you, I already got my visa and all
documents, necessary for travel. My vacation will be from October, 3, 2009. Today I have been
to the company which reserves airway tickets. I asked them how I can reach to your city and how
much it costs. They have offered to me the ticket that costs $1276.60 USD. I asked them to find
cheapest ticket because this price is expensive for me. They have answered that they have a
cheaper roundtrip ticket and the beginning of the flight October 10, 2009. It costs $992 USD.
It was the best variant for roundtrip. I asked them to reserve a ticket. But they refused, because they
can't reserve the ticket without advance payment. I must pay full cost. I have asked if I can pay
a part of money now and the other part later. They have told that it is possible but I will be
limited by term. And if I will not pay the full cost of the ticket within of this term I will lose
already nested money. I have agreed because it is the only chance for me because I must give
to anti-emigration committee a data about my payment. Else they will not allow me to leave my
country. They will approve my visa after I show them all documents and paid ticket. By this
moment I had only the concrete sum of money which I had after all my expenses. I paid $340 USD.
But it was not enough for them. In a panic, all what Anna and I could do - we pawned our earrings
and gold rings and I got $80 USD. That is all I could do. I want to say that I will fly to you from
Ekaterinburg. From Koltsovo airport. I will give you all details of flight soon. I know that probably
I simply must tell that I can't come to you because I haven't the remaining sum. I know that
I promised to do all by self and I was sure that I can. I did not want to ask you about any thing!
But after I did everything I did I cannot simply tell that I will not come to you. I have passed
through so many difficulties and I have overcome the most difficult. But all the same I have
disgusting feeling that I could not fulfill the promise. I am always ready to do all what is possible,
to fulfill my promises but at the same time I understand that any person could get in such a
situation. To get the visa and other documents I have spent much more money than I expected.
But people were ready to help me only if I will pay them. I paid more than 600 dollars to get all
documents I paid in municipal committee, in the ministry. Even official in militia office have
compelled me to pay for their help. I did not expect all this but up to the last moment I was sure
that I still can make everything. I feel so guilty. I must bring all ready documents to Ministry and
anti-emigration committee on appointed day, because if I will not be able to do it, I will not be
able to come to you at all. I was sure that nothing can prevent our meeting. But I must pay remaining
sum. It is $572 USD. And I must pay money before October 9, evening. Otherwise I will lose
my nested money and our jewelry will be sold out simply in vain. I know that I should not ask
you, and I am very ashamed to do it. I understand that probably you have no very strong feelings
towards me. And I understand that it is a big money. I know it and for me twice difficult to address
to you. But also comprehension of my position convinces me that any person could get in similar
situation. I want to meet you and I say sincerely that I need your help. I understand that I put you
in inconvenient position. But I am simple person, I am the simple woman. I am not the wizard.
Any person could get in a similar situation. And maybe I really simply had to tell you that I can't
meet with you because I could not provide my travel completely. But I cannot simply refuse our
meeting because then all my diligence, forces, nerves, means will be spent in vain. I understand
that for you it is too big sum to lend me. You are not obliged to help me. And $600 dollars which
I have spent to get the visa, and $420 that I have given for the ticket are huge money for me. But
I want you to know that I have given everything not for the sake of myself but for the sake of us,
for the sake of you and me. I would never ask you about anything without reasons. I hope you
still want to meet me in person and to be with me. I want it so much but I don't know what to do
and I don't know can you help me or not. Now I have to find the rest of the money in time. If I
will be late I will lose all! I do not know what you will say me after you read this letter. I just
hope for understanding. I'm afraid very much that you will say "I don't want you to come Julia"
and will stop to write me. But I want to tell, that I really need you and I simply can't endure the
thought that I did almost everything, but I will not meet you. I understand that this financial
problem is a barrier between us. But I think we have to overcome this situation. WE TOGETHER!
I have given all my forces but together we are stronger. Do you agree? I already made my first
step to you and I hope you will do the same. If you will try to help me I want to say I will give
you back all your money at the earliest opportunity. After I come back I will work harder to
reimburse all of your expenses. I have written you honestly and sincerely. I want to ask:
are you with me?
Your Julia.