Die nächste Mail.... Hello my love Xxxxx.
Here in Internet - cafe, I absolutely one.
I and hum of included computers.
This night I again looked at the sky
Night was warm and almost without a wind.
The moon was closed by clouds that slowly crept on the night sky, swallowing stars.
I stood looking through an open window, I thought of us, about ours with you relations.
I always represented love, as feeling that changed the person completely.
The meaning of the life consists in search of true love.
Not founding love the person remains unfortunate, defective,
irrespective of his prosperity, positions in a society.
But now I see that the love is capable to bring not only pleasure and happiness,
but grief and a pain of separation.
The love is so many-sided.
Without you my love is sad.
It burns my heart, compresses by pain a breast, forces tears to drip from my eyes.
Or gives rise to a smile, installs pleasure, fills with iridescent emotions,
wakens desires that sometimes I ashamed.
In emptiness of night I hear your words " my love, trust me, very soon we shall together ".
But again at night, I stand one, looking to the sky through open window.
There is no moon, stars... only darkness...
I again should fall down into empty and cold bed.
Each morning of new day I wake up with a naive idea,
I shall open eyes and I shall see you. You will smile and tell,
" darling, today our first morning together,
now and forever we shall take pleasure in beams of a rising sun together ".
But each morning having opened eyes I see the same window,
the same sad walls and a ceiling.
You are not here...
My love Xxxxx, I am afraid of each tomorrow's morning!!!
I want to be together with you!
Help me to arrive to you, I can not without you more.
I need you!
Yours Natalia.