Hi, my sweet sunny John!!! it is so exciting every time to get your letter! you know, i have got accustomed to it and it is making me feel very good all the time! it is making me feel very special and it is making me feel so much needed and desirable! i am very happy that i have you in my life, and although our communication is virtual right now, it seems to real to me, cause the things are as we want to see them, right?)
I am missing you... just like crazy! i don;t know why i feel like this, but it is true and it is something that bothers me all the time! i mean that thinking of you simply occupies my mind and i can't do anything else! sometimes it seems to me that i could be thinking of you hours and hours long! you are fantastic and i appreciate you very much and the feeling which you present to me as well! thank you for this, honey!!!
honey, i wan to ask you? do you often see dreams? you know, yesterday i saw a wonderful dream and it was about you and me! (you see, i am thinking of you so often that you even come to me in my dreams!!!))) And in this dream i saw our meeting at some event. I saw you first and recognized you of course, and i felt very excited and worried and couldn't decide to come up to you, may because i was afraid that you wouldn't recognize me... then you cam up to me, closed my eyes and i felt right away that it was you! honey, you won;t believe, but i felt the touching of your hands as if it was really happening to me in the reality!!! Oh, my God, it is impossible to explain those feelings just with words... i had butterflies in my stomach when i realized that it was you and i turn up to you, you hugged me very very tight and it was such a pleasure to feel myself in your strong arms... to feel myself being so happy! i wanted to cry because of happiness! The rest of the evening we spent laughing and having fun with some other people, but we surely didn't notice anybody around us and even didn't want it at all... in spite of the people around we were alone and we were really very happy realizing that we are finally next to each other. You were looking at me with eyes of the man who is in love and i looked at you the same way! Honey, i swear to you that i felt as if it was happening in the reality! i felt everything so real! your hands, your look, your being there with me... it was great and i really didn't want this dream to be finished. when i opened my eyes in the morning it seemed to me that i was really not at home tonight, but somewhere far away next to you... That dream was too real for me not to believe it and i am dreaming for it to be repeated again...
Love you, honey and will be waiting for your letter impatiently
Kisses Yours, Inna