Hello, Ralph! Forgive me, please, my delay in replying you! How do you feel today?
I suppose that you already know how happy i feel when i get a letter from you. But would like to tell you that you are already in my heart and in my thoughts and our communication is very important for me now....
You know, before i start writing this letter i was thinking what else i can tell you about me and suddenly i aware that in my previous letters i was just telling about myself and i never told you about my attitude to you. You have already told me a lot of compliments and made me feel the most beautiful lady in the world, but in my turn i have not told you how much i like you. Oh, how can you still bear me???
))) Ok, i have already noticed that you are strong enough for that, am i right??? Or you already darn the day you met me at the site and want to rush away as soon as possible. Just kidding
))
I do hope that you have made your choice already by looking through the world's window of Internet and here we are - on the opposite sides of the planet yet communicating daily in attempts to find out if we are really right persons for each other.
As i have told you i am a very honest and straightforward lady and that is why you should not be shocked of my direct questions, agree?
)))) So, one direct question for today: "What do you really want from our relationship?" Of course you have already told me that you have only serious intentions, but... i understand that it may be just the way to sharm me. I know that every lady has her small secrets how to facinate a man. And i suppose men have their own ways of seduction as well. So, be completely honest with me now!!! Are your compliments and sweet words only the way to make me lose my head ???
))) Of course it is not easy to turn me upside down, but you almost managed to do this!
))))) I really afraid of falling in love with you! Oh, life is full of surprises.... If some lady tells me that it is possible to have such a feeling to a person you know only by letters i would say that she is completely crazy and the best way out for her is to awake from her dream! But now it seams that this miracle is happening with me and i don't want to wake up at all
))) But at the same time i aware that if it is only my dream it will hurt me.
Oh, i have just remind my dear friend Lara and her not a very funny story. She went out with the boy and he really treated her as a qeen. Flowers, compliments, pleasant presents.... She was complitely amazed! But then it turns that he just wanted her father to offer him a good job at his private firm. She can't believe that it could happen with her... She came to visit me and was sitting at the kichen and telling me about all this. At that time my mother was cooking the dinner... And when Lara once again said: "How could he treated me like this???? How could he lie me that he is in love???" my mother decided to interrupt conversation. Oh, yes, it is not very polite, but she is my mom
))) So, she told her: "Is it easie to fall in love with the man who behaves like the prince from your dream or with one, who tells you that the only thing he neads from you is benefit?" So, as far as i can see ladies should be careful
))) But from the other side i understand that relationship should be based on trust and that is why i hope that your next letter will make me to put all my suspects out of my head.
I'll be waiting for your reply! Oh, my heart has already started to beat faster...
)) So, please, don't make me wait for a long time!!!
Anastasiya