Dear XXXX ! I do not know how to tell you about the emotions I`m full of. After waking up today, I realized that the "drug" took up, and that no more than a small portion of a day, hour, minute, I'm just not living. This is the same feeling when you want to be constantly in the elements of bliss, and if it were not for you, I've never experienced it would be incomprehensible to me state. At the beginning of our relationship with you, I really like you to look inside, you know what? Love - this is a drug But the deeper I studied you, the more I wanted to scream, scream with fear, screaming with happiness, shouting and calling for assistance from the state in which magnificent diving, I could not see themselves and hear themselves, but only unconsciously understand that is very good, and what I feel can not be described in words - you can just feel it. All of this, I called love. After all, love - this drug. At first I just felt I needed euphoria, lightness, a feeling of complete dissolution. The next day, I wanted more. At that time, I have not managed to drop into, but I liked the feeling, I was sure that at any moment I can do without these wonderful feelings. I thought about you for two minutes and forget for three hours. But gradually become accustomed to you and hit you full on addiction. And then I thought about you for three hours and forget in two minutes. If you were not close, I felt the same as drug addicts, deprived of regular helpings potion. And at such times as the drug addict who is able to dose to make robbery, murder and any humiliation, I was ready for everything for love. I have not stopped and will not not go, or who will not be able to convince me to go back. If a person at least once tasted the elixir of love, there is no escape from this, it will remain in the blood. And all that I do, I will do everything reminds me of the first drops of love, which got into my blood with you. Pursues me everywhere, comes after me hard, until I did not feel completely devastated and helpless. And only then will I turn back and realize how much anguish mixed with pleasure, I was able to survive. That is why I so strongly love you! So, now I would like to tell you the information I have had in travel agency. That name is "Atlas- Travel Tour". You can not worry about the repute of it. My far alliance used it to travel abroad some time ago. They have the site. If you want you can see it. atlas-traveltour.com As manager say, it is not so hard to receive visa in your country, also manager have told that they can book tickets for me for a couple of weeks in two weeks. I was glad when he said it to me. I told you the situation I live now. My family has some problems with the money. I think I must have some sum with me to travel to unknown country. I want to buy presents to you and your family… I asked the price and when I saw it I was in shock. The tickets from Moscow to Brussel with the formalities cost 910 dollars. Dear, it is too much money for me, and if you really want to help our love please write to the agency. I will go to Moscow by myself, and you will help me to pay for tickets and visa, it is Ok, honey? The sum of it is too much for me. I can only hope for you my love… The emotions are very strong and I can`t understand good or bad. I can only say that I love you and I`m waiting for your letter very much, honey Your Alisa
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