Hi my adorable man Markus!
My heart is beating so fast because I am reading your letter. It is
unspeakable feeling. But my mood is not very good now. Why? I have
some problems with my work. I am so sorry that I tell you about it but
you have become so close to me, so… I thought I can tell you
everything.
It was a horrible day. The old man died on my hands… I could not do
anything to help him… I feel awful. I thought that my heart would stop
after that… I do not know how I bear it. It was very hard for me… So,
I asked the girl (we work together) substitute for me tomorrow. I need
some time to come to consciousness. I am so sorry that I made you to
read it… But I think about it all the time.
Ok, I will try to keep myself together. I am strong woman, so…
You know I saw you in my dream last night. It was wonderful! When I
woke up I thought that it was not a dream. I was sure that it was in
reality but… I was mistaken unfortunately. I am going to tell you my
dream… Imagine… I was sitting on the green grass near the river. The
weather was perfect! The sun was shining! I was on the beautiful black
dress. The warm wind fondled my hair. And I had a perfect mood. Then I
saw you. You came to me, took my hand and kissed it. Then you smiled
and it sent shivers down my spine. We went for a walk near the river.
We saw a butterfly… It was very beautiful. It set on my arm and you
made a photo of us. You told me a joke (actually I do not remember
what this joke was about) but I was laughing for a long time. After
that small photo session with butterfly we were having dinner on the
green glade. We ate a very tasty fish dish. Then we ate strawberries,
chocolate, drank champagne. It was so romantic. You came nearer to me…
You were so close that I felt your breath under my skin… I was tremble
like a leaf on the wind… But you were holding me in your arms. You
were so strong but so tender and loving… I said: “I am yours, my
adorable!” We started kissing. It was the most wonderful kisses that I
have ever had… It was so sweet… I almost lost my mind and… I woke up.
My doggy woke me up. And I saw that it was just a dream…
I was upset that it was unreal but I decided that I should go to the
office today to ask if I have a new letter from you. And I have it!
Thank you for it.
I have to go, darling. I am so tired today. I wish you to have a good
day! See you soon. Lots of tender hugs and sweet kisses.
Your little Anya