Hello darling xxxx!!! It is wonderful that you have the same
opinion about life. So it is not simple to find the second half, but I
think that you really understand me. I hope that we could have more
than correspondence in future. Dear I am glad to hear that you are
like constant relationship. I want to tell you how I imagine constant
relationship. I had relations in past, but it was not constant
relations. Constant relations it is relations with trust. It is trust
relations. I want to feel my men like I feel myself. Now I feel you
via your letters. I need to tell that I feel connection between us
therefore I can tell you more about my life. I can not save so many
thoughts in my brain. I need to share with you. I want to tell you
about my relations in past because you need to know that I have pure
and defenceless feelings. I told you that I studied in VAPA. I had
beautiful relations at that time. How I said it was not constant
relations, but I loved the man. He told me about love very often, we
had many times together. I don’t think that he dishonesty with me,
because if I trust I do not want to check the person whom I trust! He
was very pleasant with me but later I understood that he have others
girls! It was shocked for me. All my feeling was crushed! I have a
pain when I tell you about it now. I do not want to feel this pain
again! Now I am a little afraid that somebody could hurt me and play
with me dirty game. My heart is ready to love, and I want to open my
soul, but many people do not understand me. I want to ask you, please
do not hurt me, because my heart should stop and never go again. I
feel that you could understand me. I feel you. I must finish this
letter, because my feelings overfill me. I am waiting to receive
letter from you. I will think about you xxxx
Kiss you,
Yours Nina
P.S.: I write you from home, and I agree with you that money do not make
us happy! If I come to another country I would live )