Dear Markus, my letter is a voice of a loving heart. Heart that loves
you, my dear Markus! There are bells ringing in my soul and birds
sing, when I think of you. Dear Markus, you know, the world around me
became different since we have met. It lost its melogical touch and I
have stoped to differ the sounds of nature. It all mix in one melody -
melody of your name. There is true flame of tender and passionate love
in my chest. Life is full of surprises, we do not know what will
happen tomorrow, but in one thing I am sure - I love you... . I can
not explain it, in words at least. All that is going on in my heart is
not connected to my mind. Life is full of events, thoughts junction,
time and feelings, right now you are the important person, the aim of
my life. You are part of me. Very often I want to apperar somewhere
far away from this rush, problems and worries with you, want to enjoy
the whole of our feelings, fly away, run, swim, doesn't matter, just
to be close to you... to be honest you changed a lot of things in me,
you have uncovered the unknown part of my soul, you are the person
that could look inside of me, lightened with warmth and lit my heart,
you will always live inside of it! Dear Markus, now I live only for
you. You have no idea, how great is my desire to be next to you, sleep
with you, feel your hands caress me, feel your body next to mine hot
body. When I think about it, extraordinary-pleasant warmth flow down
my belly. I know that it's very hard for both of us to maintain a long
distance relationship, but I believe that we can achieve it. I will
wait for that day to come when we are no longer apart. I know it's a
bit hard for us to wait but it's worth waiting for, right? I don't
know if this can be counted as a love letter or not, I don't know how
to use words to express my feelings to you because it's so hard to
express, but remember that when you close your eyes, you can feel my
love for you and I am always there in your heart. I love you, Markus,
and I will always love you. My love, there's only you in my life.
I love to love you.

Always and forever,

Elena

My dear Markus, I send you this letter for many miles away, let it fly
the bird of love to the best man in the world! My love, we are still
far away from each other... My soul and my heart suffer from you being
far from me. I wish wind will carry my passion and tenderness to you,
so that you, my loved Markus, can swim the sweet waves of my endless
love. Days go by one after another, and my heart is torn of the fact
that I miss you, my love! You are the only one who can make me happy.
You are the sun of my life! I am waiting for your warm rays, as the
first spring flower does. You're my sunshine on a cloudy day, my
warmth in the cold. You turn my frown upside-down. I'm lost without
you and I just want us to be together. You're so special to me. I love
you with all of my heart. Dear Markus, I feel sad without you lately
and feel this way always...Yes, my dear Markus, my passion and my

love to you are so strong, that I could feel you next to me, when
I write my letter to you. But now, at this moment those things do not
satisfy me anymore. Even though I try to hold myself. Daytime, when
I am at work, at the school, I can sustain my feelings and emotions
normal. But when the night comes, my thoughts, my wild dreams and
passionate desires, literally jump on me. They tease me, my soul and
my tender body. Dear Markus, only you, only your soft hands, your
sweet lips and your extravagant caresses can calm me down and my body,
that wants you badly! At night, when I am in bed all alone, my lips
are with low, toned whisper care calling for you...Dear Markus, can
you hear this passionate whisper there, in your country, so far away
from me? Yesterday night, I saw you again in my dreams, I saw you at
the pier. Wind was blowing through your hair, and you were watching
the beautiful sunset. You could see the light going down in your eyes.
I stood and silently watched you. I was watching you thinking: "How
beautiful you are, my dear Markus"! I was watching you seing the
features, I saw nobody on. Slowly I approached you and when you turned
around to me, I saw many pretty women at the pier. "Do you know this
man?" they asked me with jealousy in their voice, and since you were
smiling to me with a beautiful smile, I told them the truth - "I know
him better than myself"! I walked towards you and you cuddled me
strongly...You cuddled me so close to you, so I could hear your
heartbeat. Our hug lasted very long. We just stood there so close to
each other, saying nothing. My dear Markus, all the treasures in the
world I would have given away to make this dream come true. Then
I raised my hand and touched your cheek. You leaned your had and
closed your eyes. With great love and tenderness my fingers touched
your skin, running down your lips...I can not describe that feeling, I felt
when touching you in my dream. But now I know why I live, though.
I live for our meeting together, for our love. My dear Markus, impatiently
I wait for the moment, when I touch your cheek with my fingers and when
my lips will find yours...

Love always,

Elena

   

My dear Markus, I do not know where to begin, I am in a horrible
shock right now after what happened. I thought I tell you this,
because you are the only person I can share everything with and you
were a great support for me since the day we have met. Honey, my love
Markus, yesterday I returned home just to find my flat burned out!
Everything is completely in ruins and the flat is a total mess.
I finished earlier yesterday and was already on my way back home as I
received a phone call from my neighbor. He was stuttering and mumbling
something, the only thing I could distinguish and make out were words
: "don't panic, it's your flat...the help is already here!!!"
I immediately started to go over possible combinations of what could
happen to my flat, I thought burglars, flood from neighbors
upstairs...But I never thought about fire. As I drove to my house - I
saw fire brigade's truck standing, and I felt deadly freeze all over
my body. I went pale breaking through the standing crown of watchers
and straight to my floor - the foamy water was running down the
staircase and one of the firefighters stopped me and said that it
still might be dangerous to come up. I asked him which flat was it and
got the dreadful reply - it was mine! I felt weak in my legs and
slowly started to slide down the wall I leaned on to. Luckily I was
grabbed by the firefighters and they gave me some strong liquid to
sniff that suddenly brought me back. I asked how bad were the damages
- and they told me that it is still early to estimate, because there
still was a threat and the emergency situation was not called off.
The only thing I was left to do is just go down and wait. After they
cleared the property and evacuated the fire - I was allowed in. It was
like a real nightmare - water everywhere, furniture some burned out,
some just touched, everything was turned upside down. I went
hysterical and it took me about 10-15 minutes to calm down. They even
called for the medical assistant. I was given the medication but still
felt shocked. Everything was wrecked! The firefighters wrote a report,
and asked me if I had a place to stay for the night - I could only
think of one place to go to - my friend. She lives not far from me in
a hired flat. I called her and she hospitably agreed to help me in
this situation to give me a place to stay. The firefighters sealed the
flat, because they could not find the reason that caused the fire and
it required the police investigation and also the insurance
specialists to evaluate the damages. I walked to my friend, I decided
to take a walk there, because I needed some time to ponder what could
start the fire and what to do next. I spend the night over my friends
house and in the morning went to work as usual, I told my director
that I need a day off, because of what happened and he generously
signed it. I was at the insurance company and they assured me that,
when I signed for a property loan, in the contract there was a
compulsory insurance included. The insurance I signed for was a good
bargain, because it covered the valuables inside the flat, but only
the ones I have receipts proving the fact of them being bought by me,
and luckily I didn't keep them at my flat - they are at my parent's
house. The insurance officer told me that I will get 80 percent of all
the damages in recovery costs. That calmed me down a little bit. Still
I was like in a cloud of smoke. My dear Markus, I went back to work
to write you this letter. All this time I could think only about you
straight. I do not want to tell my parents, because my father have a
weak heart and it is highly unrecompensed for him to worry. Honey, my
sweet Markus, I am staying at my friends for 2-3 days, because I
cause her great inconvenience as she lives in a very small room of a
rented flat and I do not want to put her in trouble with her landlord.
My flat will be sealed for at least a month, so I was told. My dear
Markus, I have nobody else to ask for help, you are the only person
I can trust and rely on. You became very close to me and several times
you wrote that you will always help and support me. In any other case
I would never ask you, it is not in my life principles, because I was
brought up this way by my parents. They always were telling me that I
need to rely only on myself and nobody else. So I followed this way up
until now, because I am in a no way out situation right now. I can not
ask my parents for help, because firstly they will start to worry and
I do not want nothing to happen to them, because I will not survive
otherwise, secondly they are not rich and also live off the small
salaries, I normally help them with money. My love, I am calling for
your understanding, I would like to ask for your help. I would need to
move out from my friend and find a room for myself for about 1 month,
till everything is sorted. Honey, please tell me if you could help me,
I count only on you, my dear Markus! Otherwise I do not know what am
I going to do... I am waiting for you answer dear. All the time
thinking about you, because it would make my life much easier if I
have a strong man's shoulder right now. The man that I could just cry
to and the one that would kiss me and comfort. The man that is you,
my dear Markus!

I love you,
Kisses
Elena