My dearest Markus!
thanks for the letter and photos. I see you are good housekeeper! I also appreciate you told me more about yourself. 
I am so glad that we are together this first holiday. Yes, I think we are together and you are my lovely Valentine, the man of my life, my the most important treasure... I think of you to often and I almost feel your presence in my life.... 
I am so glad that we have found each other in an infinite Internet networks. We have chance to start our own  love story!!!! I hope we will use this chance and become as couple. I believe we will be happy together. I know you feel the same way. In that all my letters to you have always been from the bottom of my heart. 
I hope you are having wonderful day of this special holiday and you spending it with me in your thoughts too.  I do not have a lot planned for today, but I do have several things I have to get done.  I do enjoy my time off from work, but I know and look forward that my time off will be greatly enriched when you and I will be together.  There is nothing that compares to living ones life not just for one's self, but to share and live for another.  The rewards are many and the pleasure is great when someone stops thinking of one's self all the time and really starts living for another.  I look forward to doing so much for you and to reap all the rewards also. It is to be totally devoted and entirely in love with someone that your life totally changes and becomes better and a lot more rewarding.  There are the times when both become one and the true meaning of love is shown.  The feel of closeness and the feel of being totally in love is one that no amount of money can possibly buy.  I await with great anticipation to be one with you and to feel and share all our love together.  I want to feel loved and cherished.  I want to fell the warmth of your body laying next to mine, the fulness of your love and the heat of your passion when we make love to each other.  Yes, all these things are the blessings of having you to enrich my life.  I only hope that you feel the same way as I.  I know that you will not find a woman more dedicated to you than I will be.  I will always be there for you and your needs and long to accomplish the fulfillment of all of them.
 I will close for now and I hope that this letter gives you a better understanding of how I feel about our relationship and what you mean to me.  I will await your next letter and hope that this letter finds you deeply in love with me.  I send you all my love and affection!!! Happy Valentine's Day!!!!
Love. Elya

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My dearest Markus!
want to thank you for your answer. How is your week? What news do you have?
I want to tell you about my yesterday. My friend Elena came to me on the evening and invited me go to some cafe and spend time there. You know, we do not go often to
cafe. We the went to cafe "Tulpan", really nice cafe with good prices not far from my home. There was not many people and we had some tea with chocolate cake, and ice-cream. We spent our time really great and talk much about many things. I saw few couple in this cafe and dreamed that someday we can sit in front of each other in cafe, having good tea or coffee, see each other eyes, it would be really romantic Markus. 
All my friends say that I am so sweet, kind, romantic, good… and that they don’t understand why I don’t found a boyfriend. Maybe is true, maybe not! I think for me that I am always optimistic and positive think in every moment of my life and with everybody who are special for me.
I am so simply, I don’t ask so much from my life, not material goods, it’s more important what I feel for somebody, who are my friends, what they mean for me, if they like to stay with me in happiness, to go around to eat, smile, drink, dance, be together and be happy !!!
For happiness you don’t need so much, I like to walk in a wood or beside the beaches, on sand, without shoes (super!)….hand in hand with somebody dear to me…
Go to restaurant for eat something special like seafood , look my dear in the eyes and say: «You are my world, I live for our LOVE, you are all my life!», and repeat this in future every day to the last day of our life. Never stop to love my second-sweet half! I believe in love and eternal LOVE ! 
I need somebody to love, I need somebody who want to be with me when will be good and 
also in bad moments of our life, life is not only « milk and honey» .
I want to respect my man, and I like that he respect me, absolute freedom, but not lies, never lies! This is for me not possible to accept.
I need somebody who stay at my side, look together the fire in «kamin» in winter and feel warm inside for each other, somebody who believe in LOVE ! Love is not only «option», love must be forever! I am very optimistic type, never be «down», only sometimes sad, when I go at evening outside and other people ( couple) are happy and smile…. I stay alone and think: « Why I am not happy, why for me is not possible to find somebody who will love me, real love…??? I believe that one day in future I will find my LOVE!
For me is difficult to explain myself. The best «modus» is to meet me, and try to know me better every next day…
Well, I am finish for now dear Markus and tomorrow will write you again and will wait to hear from you,
I am sending you my little kiss,
Your Elvira






Hello my dear Markus.
How are you doing?
Hope you have good week. Thank you for letter and photo of you and beer. I agree on your thoughts and yes, I think we can be a couple in the future.
I want to tell about last weekend.  I had restful weekend with my parents. It is always good to spend time with close people who honestly love and care about you. They've asked about you and it was my pleasure to tell about you in very kind way. I've told them you are serious with me and we have unique start of our relations (we can't see each other, but feel from our letters). My mother was happy to recognize that I am in a inspired mood with my correspondence. They send you hello and all good wishes. 
I really think you are the person I've been searching for all my life. I've mentioned in my previous letters that only God knows our destiny, but now I want to add that we are creators of our destiny too and all is happening depends from us.  Our future lies in our hands. I am here for you, my dear. It is so great to write you and tell you all my feelings, it's just not the same as looking into your eyes as I tell you who I am and what I want out of life and what I want
from our relationship. Know I what to romance you and show you my soft inner passionate side. I want us to fall in LOVE. I want to hold your hand and touch you. I am thinking of you every day and night, my dear. The first thing in my mind every morning I wake up is about you. I have to admit that you are the person who took all my attention. I want to fall in love with you and I am in this way already.
I am ready to change my life with you. I really want to come to meet on your native land.  I would be happy to create my family with such smart and good person like you. I really am thinking about our first meeting and it makes me very excited.  It should be remembering moment for us. The first look, first touch, first word… these moments are very important for further relationship.  I am dreaming what we will do together, where to go and what questions I will ask…I think we will talk and talk all the first time! It is so many points I want to learn
about you! I guess you too.
I will finish my letter now. I hope to get news from you soon and tell me what do you think?
I will think about you.
Send you lots of kisses and hugs
Your love  Elvira

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Dear Markus,
How are you doing today? I'm doing OK myself.
I was glad to receive your letter. I look forward to your letters to me and it is always nice to hear from you. Dear Markus, your letters are very special for me, and I think about you often. I want to be the best women for you. I want to be your wife, your lovely princess, your second half. 
Hopefully, as progressively evident from my letters and my choice of words for you, my feelings for you are indeed getting stronger. Because I was hurt in my relations a year ago, to protect myself, I have learned to get cautious and be careful when falling in love.  Even though we are still exploring each other, I am beginning to feel that passion for you that could be love in disguise. I am trying to control my feelings and myself because I don't want to rush you. I really afraid you will disappear me one time. I need to trust you very much. I want to love.
I hope someday we will meet and will continue our relationship even you so far away from me! But even this long  distance can not prevent continue our relationship to grow. I have never meet such a good and special man in my life, I really would like to live near to you somewhere, and come to your door this weekend. I could knock at your door and you will ask who is it? And I will answer, this is me, your Love, and you will open door to me with big smile, pleasure and warm in you eyes! I am sure that eyes tell everyone many things, and when I will look in to your eyes, I will see your thoughts about me for real… I am really in good mood now, the weather getting warm every day. I feel that I become closer to you now, Markus.
My day I starting with thoughts about you, and finish it with my thoughts about you too, so I can say I think about you often. 
My friends that I have told about you have said we would look great together...I agree! My friends think I'm quite the mystery and that I'm Mis. Adventure anyway, ha ha, so they said me hooking up with a foreigner man just fits my character.
I am glad to hear that your mother approves our correspondence. You know, I've talk to my parents about you and they think you are very considerable and serious man. They think I made good choice. They think that you have good job and hope that you can care about me. 
I will look for you on yahoo very soon. I hope we will talk again. 
I am missing your letters and hope to hear from you soon.
Kiss for you.
Your Elvira.

den kammerjäger bitte....

Hello Dear Markus
thank you for your passionate letter and all the compliments! 
I think we both have become much closer, actually closer for me than I think for you. You do not realize how much I have had to go through to find you. Someone who is really who they say they are and is really interested in a relationship or at least willing to be honest with me and try.
Every day I think about you and want to learn you more close as I am sure you would like to learn me closer. I would be honored to meet your parents and friends that would be nice. I look forward to your plans for what we shall do; it will be fun to do these things with you. I would to hold you closely while you tell me your most private dreams. You are romantic and I like that very much.   I dream to create a harmonious relationship with you and raise one or few children, that is what I desire to create the most. Second would be creating a happy and stable home for my family, a place where they would feel safe and secure. That is all I need now in my life, to create that is. 
We shall work together to have what we need to be happy. I dream of being happy with you and want you to be happy with me. I dream of holding you in my arms and just looking at the stars, a sunset or just sitting around the house. Laughing together, playing together, and of course working through the difficult times, it is difficult to put your dreams in writing. I guess my dreams are simple, what most people desire out of life but have a hard time finding; this allusive dream that we all seek. The path of life is unique; it can change with a misspoken word or a misunderstood action. 
I will wait for you reply and I hope it has started to warm up for you. 
But I will always try to keep warm between us. 
You are also in my thoughts, I think about our possible future together and I like this path we are both on.

Truly Yours, Elvira.

How are you today, my beloved Markus?
I was happy to get a letter from you. I am glad that you have feelings for me and us as well Lord knows I have much feeling for you. I understand everything you said in your letter. I want to assure you that I don't play with feelings and all I tell is coming from deep of my heart and mind. I will never break your hear. I am sincere with you. I try to explain how do I feel in all my letters and as you see I grow in my feelings with every day.
Any way, I hope you are fine and have easy week. As to me I am ok, working in office, assorting some documents. I decided to take some time off from my work and write you this letter. I can't stop my thoughts about you. I believe this is the smell of spring excites me and directs to romantic spirit!.. 
Here finely the snow starts to melt and it starting to cause many problems, because it is slippery and wet. Usually in spring it may cause many floods. I like snow but I just don't like it when people get hurt, or there homes flood, but now it's just starting to melt! I hope the weather in your country is not cool. But if so, I wish I could be there to hold you, and keep you warm, and to keep your lips warm with my sweet kisses and tight embraces!  I guess you would like that.
I really look forward to us meeting and to start a wonderful life together, really look forward to this happening! I want you to know our time will come for us to be together, I as well want you forever and I glad you still want me too, this means a lot to me. Having you, my dear, has been something wonderful and special to me!
Markus, I have so many dreams of you, and I am sure you have a dream of us. I feel the burn, desire, and passion with such deep emotions and feelings that can't be explained, but you and I know that if we could be together in the physical, that every time we looked at each other, and every time we touched, need I say more? I'm not ashamed to tell you that I love you, but only you and God knows your heart, God more. You are my heart because there is a part of you that is simply me. I'm not looking for someone who is perfect but one who is able to understand, and have honesty, tenderness, and sweetness. Just be yourself but don't be afraid of being you ok? In time you will know more about me as I will know more about you. 
I love you more than you could know. You bring much peace to my heart, I want you, and need you. 
Much more to say, but for now I must go I have a people coming and then I need to finish some paper work and other projects this I must complete today.
I will be waiting for your letter Ok? I Love You, and will talk to you soon. 
Take care, Elya

Hello, my Markus!
Today is Saturday and it is free day for me, so I decided to spend some time writing you my letter. I hope you are ok and your weekends are wonderful. 
Here we have special holiday tomorrow. We call it  "Women's day" (in western countries the analog is Mother's Day I guess).  Sunday is weekend, so we will have an additional day off on Monday. The new working week will start only on Tuesday. I am glad to realize that I have three days of vacation. I am going to visit my parents tomorrow. I need to congratulate my mother with March, 8 and give her a bouquet of hyacinths (I have allergy on this kind of flowers, but my mother loves them, so I will buy hyacinths any way).  Every woman here gets attention from her close people and especially men. You are my man and I hope you think of me in this special day... Only a small note from you is able to make my day brighter!
I will be impatiently waiting for your letter. I love our letters so so much and listening and understanding how you feel for me. I think it is important to tell each other. As well as doing this I think we should learn more about us, our interests , hobbies , likes and dislikes and about our days and evenings. For me is very interesting to read about your usual duties, your background, dreams, worries, everything...
I hope we will overcome the obstacles, distances, differences... We should just be together. Please never give up with me! I need you! I want you! I cherish our relations... 
You really have captured my thoughts one time and you keep capturing all of me, I can not stop thinking of you, you are in my head always and sometimes my concentration goes as I can not think of anything else apart from you. I love you very much and can not wait for the day we are together and I can be in your arms forever.
Yesterday I visited on orthodox cathedral which was both very religious and heart moving. I had a strange feeling in my heart when I walked round in there and I was thinking of you all the time. I lit a candle for us and made a wish that we would be together soon and soon we will live together and be so so happy and spend the rest of our lives together.
It looks like all my prayers are been answered at the moment as I have met you and I have fallen in love with you. All my dreams are coming true. I wait for the time when our main dream about the meeting will become truth. When I come to your country to live with you my final prayer will have been answered and my dream will be a reality! I can not wait for me to live with you. I know that we should be patient with our needs and we have to wait little more, but this time will pass very fast, I am sure, as we are going to be in touch with our letters... 
For us to wake in the morning side by side will be like a dream but it will be real. I will have the biggest smile ever. I just want to make you so so Happy and to never see you sad. We will have no rows, arguments or fall out. Just both have smiles every day for one another.
What more to say? As to weather here, it is very slushy today. Too much water on the streets and dirty snow. 
Please tell me about your weekend and what you have been up to , I am very interested to know how you are and how you spend your time. 
I really am in love with you, very very much and I need you to know that I want you in my life as soon as possible. 
I will finish now and I will send you picture. 
I await your reply soon.
Love you more and more with each day my Boyfriend, Yes we are together now and always.
Take Care , I LOVE YOU.

For You Are The One Elya

Hello, my dear Markus
I am sorry for not writing for some days, but I have had a valid reason for this. My organism recieved heavy form of flu with high temperature, cough and fever... There is an epidemic of flu in my area at this moment. Many people are sick and some public places (like schools or children garden) even closed for quarantine. I think I got this flu on my work as I usually work with people. I have been compelled to spend all those days in a bed, taking medicines. Today I feel much better and my headache is gone. I am almost recovered.
I should tell you that I missed you with all my heart. As i told you before there was no way for me to forget you... I will never stop correspondence with you as I love you and cherish you.
Markus, I am greatly appreciate you told me what you are looking for. I want to be that kind of woman you search. 
I am honest with you and I don't have intentions to hurt you. We should trust to each other. Trust is everything in life, especially with everyone you interact to.  Eventually, I steer clear of people I don't feel trust in.  I like a movie I have about a true story of love.  The story is called "Cold Mountain"--have you heard of it or watched it--with actors Nicole Kidman and Jude Law?  A true story from the american civil war, a story of love that never gave up!
Please be with me! Always and forever!!!! I really need you. I feel such a high encouragement when I recieve news from you! I have told you already and I want to repeat it again: We are couple and we are blessed by God!!! I have deep feelings to you. We are more than friends or correspondents! I am not here to waste your time or mine and I know that you feel the same way. Yes, we have chosen a very difficult road that will test our love and if that love is strong, those nice dreams will have a happy ending. 
If we did not have thousands of miles between us, life would be so much different. You could take care of me during my sickness, you could help me to recover with your love...We could go to dinner tonight, maybe to the cinema or we could go to a picnic, or take a long ride to some special place or just laying on the bed and listening your favorite music  (I like Bethoven, Chaikovskii, Mozart too).  We do not have those opportunities. So we try to explain ourselves in words, send some pictures back and forth.... We make do with what we have. 
I hope we will meet soon as we planed and take another step in our beautiful relations. That next step  is big one because it will change our life. It is not really a step, more of a jump or leap in faith. I am ready to take this step with you. 
I hope I will be the woman of your dreams, but I am not perfect, I am not faultless. But if we are able to talk together we will find a solution for every thing. I know you are the man I looked for and with whom i can talk about every thing.
I am really looking forward to you, how you will display your emotions of love to me and i will show you the same my way! 
I thing also that good things come to us, because we had to wait on each other. But i am sure, that we can take us in our arms between the next months.
I hope to get news from you soon. I will write you again tomorrow if you will not answer on this letter. 
Have a good day!
Sincerely, Elya

Hello, my dearest Markus!
thank you for message. I decided to writre you tonight as I have some things to tell you. I don't want to endanger you...
My dear Markus,  my love, I need to tell you something.  I should warn you about the problem caused with circumstances of your arrival. I told you that I had a man one year ago. We have broken our relations as he was not good with me and there was no love between us. He met other girls and arranged scandals when I became angry with him. He even beat me.... I didn't tell about this anybody. I have heard that he also consisted in criminal grouping, but I am not sure about this. I left him about a year ago and didn't see since that time. I forgot about him and continued my usual life.... It was such a hard and emotionally painful time for me, so I prefered to forget about that.. My life completely changed when I met you. You gave me the chance that I deserve to be happy. I told about my relations to everybody as I wanted to share my happiness with whole world... Some of my friends became jealous. The human nature is such simple and predicted that I should knew this! Someone's happiness may cause envy! So...That man have found out about my relations with you (I think one of my friends told him about me) and came to me a few days ago. He tried to find out everything about you, when do you want to come and what kind of relations and plans we have. I didn’t tell him anything, but he warned me if you come to Russia, he will make something with you. He threatened me. I cried and told him to leave us alone as we have different ways. He just laughed and offended me. He told I would never find the normal man, because I am loser. He assured that he would never let me to be happy with someone else. He is crazy! Now I afraid. He is agressive, awful, severe, indecent and unscrupulous! I hate him, especially now... when he wants to interfere to our relations! 
Tell me what should we do? I need to hear your opinion. I am sorry for telling you this.
I very much joined your aspiration to visit me here. Really... It was my dream to spend wonderful romantic time here, introduce you to my parents and friends... I had so many dreams about our first date. I  wanted to learn you better and try to live with you like wife and husband. But I really afraid if something may happen while you are here..
I don’t know if you afraid him, but if you decide to postpone our meeting or suggest another variant to meet, I will listen you, my love. I just don’t want to lose you…
I love you and need you. I want you to take me with you. I want to go from this awful place to start my new life with you. 
But I want to listen you first. You are smart matured man and you can tell me how we should cope with this trouble. Maybe for you it is not trouble, I don't know... tell me what do you think? 
There are moments in life when you miss someone so much that you just want to pick them from your dreams and hug them for real. Dream what you want to dream; go where you want to go; be what you want to be, because you have only one life and one chance to do all the things you want to do.
The brightest future will always be based on a  forgotten past, you can't go on well in life until you let go of your past failures and heartaches.
I want to forget my past and start new life with you. we should be together, my love.
I am waiting for your answer.
I love you.
Please write me as soon as possible. I am really sorry to tell you about this. I am also sorry that it took time to write you this letter, but I don't know what we will do and if there is possibility for us to meet here. 
Your Elya

Hello, my dearest Markus!
thank you for message. I decided to writre you tonight as I have some things to tell you. I don't want to endanger you...
My dear Markus,  my love, I need to tell you something.  I should warn you about the problem caused with circumstances of your arrival. I told you that I had a man one year ago. We have broken our relations as he was not good with me and there was no love between us. He met other girls and arranged scandals when I became angry with him. He even beat me.... I didn't tell about this anybody. I have heard that he also consisted in criminal grouping, but I am not sure about this. I left him about a year ago and didn't see since that time. I forgot about him and continued my usual life.... It was such a hard and emotionally painful time for me, so I prefered to forget about that.. My life completely changed when I met you. You gave me the chance that I deserve to be happy. I told about my relations to everybody as I wanted to share my happiness with whole world... Some of my friends became jealous. The human nature is such simple and predicted that I should knew this! Someone's happiness may cause envy! So...That man have found out about my relations with you (I think one of my friends told him about me) and came to me a few days ago. He tried to find out everything about you, when do you want to come and what kind of relations and plans we have. I didn’t tell him anything, but he warned me if you come to Russia, he will make something with you. He threatened me. I cried and told him to leave us alone as we have different ways. He just laughed and offended me. He told I would never find the normal man, because I am loser. He assured that he would never let me to be happy with someone else. He is crazy! Now I afraid. He is agressive, awful, severe, indecent and unscrupulous! I hate him, especially now... when he wants to interfere to our relations! 
Tell me what should we do? I need to hear your opinion. I am sorry for telling you this.
I very much joined your aspiration to visit me here. Really... It was my dream to spend wonderful romantic time here, introduce you to my parents and friends... I had so many dreams about our first date. I  wanted to learn you better and try to live with you like wife and husband. But I really afraid if something may happen while you are here..
I don’t know if you afraid him, but if you decide to postpone our meeting or suggest another variant to meet, I will listen you, my love. I just don’t want to lose you…
I love you and need you. I want you to take me with you. I want to go from this awful place to start my new life with you. 
But I want to listen you first. You are smart matured man and you can tell me how we should cope with this trouble. Maybe for you it is not trouble, I don't know... tell me what do you think? 
There are moments in life when you miss someone so much that you just want to pick them from your dreams and hug them for real. Dream what you want to dream; go where you want to go; be what you want to be, because you have only one life and one chance to do all the things you want to do.
The brightest future will always be based on a  forgotten past, you can't go on well in life until you let go of your past failures and heartaches.
I want to forget my past and start new life with you. we should be together, my love.
I am waiting for your answer.
I love you.
Please write me as soon as possible. I am really sorry to tell you about this. I am also sorry that it took time to write you this letter, but I don't know what we will do and if there is possibility for us to meet here. 
Your Elya