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Hello my dear, xxxx!!!
Thanks for your mail, i was waiting for it so much. I really read your
letters with great attention. I am thinking of you too often. Now time
go more quickly at my work because i am waiting the moment when i can
open your new letter. I can't say that my life exactly as I was
dreaming about, so i want to thank you for your enter in my life. It
became more bright and colorful because of you. Dear, I am not afraid
of love!!! I am not afraid of you!!! I do want to know you better!!!
You know, two months ago I was walking with my best friend in the
park. The weather was fine, the sky was so clear and I could see the
sun very well. It was shining brightly. The ground was covered with
leaves. The leaves are very colourful and it seems to me that the
ground is covered with a splendid carpet, very expensive carpet. I was
wondering about my future and my present life. My friend told me about
her husband and her kids, She had two lovely kids, but unfortunately
her husband is not very good man. He does not appreciate her and I
think that he does not love her, they have been married for two years
and it seems to me that they have some kind a habit of living together
but not love. Well, I was thinking that I did not want such a family,
I want to be loved forever, I want to be respected and supported. Then
I saw a small hill of leaves and I felt like I was a small girl and I
ran and jumped into that heap of leaves:) The leaves covered me till
the wrest and I was very happy, I was laughing and everybody looked at
me like I was crazy woman. But I did not care about it. Suddenly I
felt so sad because there were not a man who could come to me, hug,
kiss me and told me that I would be the best woman for his till the
end of his life. Could it be you this man who will love me forever??!!
Who knows, we will see it in some time but I hope so!!! i do want to
be with you now and I would like to look at your eyes and realize what
is going on in mind and heart and I need to make you sure that I am
not afraid of you!!! You can give me everything: your love, care,
respect and support!!! But unfortunately I am not with you at the
moment... Now I live and work in Lugansk. I am a teacher of literature
.I like my work so much and can not imagine myself doing nothing. I
work at secondary school and children always full me with energy and I
like to spend with them a lot of time. In summer we often go on hikes,
gathered round the fire and sang songs in the evenings, i like to see
at their shining eyes and feel their clear energy. I can't imagine my
life without music. You will always hear music in my room -radio is
turned on all the time. I can listen everything: jazz,pop,rock or
classical,it depends of my mood. what I like else? I like summer and
sea, sand and walking. I enjoy nights, especially when the sky is
clear and there are millions stars there. I like travelling and think
that it is so wonderful to see a lot of new things! have you ever been
somewhere? I want to know you better, tell me more about your life,
references and dreams. by the way, you can ask me everything you want,
because more open communication helps people to understand their inner
world. I want say so much to you, express all my feelings and
thoughts, but I must close my letter for today, because i use a
translation service for communication with you. They are View translation and
types your Letters from English into Russian, and my letter into
English as a private correspondence, is it Ok for you? Haw a pity that
when I have a possibility to learn this universal language i spent my
time for dancing! Of course , it is very difficult to pay for the
translation because my salary is not very big, I lack many things in
my life I would like to have, but I am so interested in our
communication, we have such a warm and understanding connection, do
you agree with me. How difficult it is for me to lead correspondence
with you, but be sure that it is worth using all my forces and money.
I know that money help us to live but you will never buy love and
health, that is why love is more important for me than things I can
buy for the money I spend on the translation. I couldn't imagine that
one day I'll find my sweetheart on another part of our planet, my dear
why are you so far from me? I want to let you know that you are always
in my thought, you are a part of my life and every day you make me
happy with your letters and your warm words. I can't be near with you
now but I'll be the Wind in order to whisper you how much i miss you,
I'll be a sun beam from the sky that shines down on you and makes your
smile. I'll be every where you are and where you go.
If a kiss was a droplet of the rain i would sent you a rainfall!
Your Yulia