Hello dear Stranger!!!

I am sincerely glad to receive a message from you.
My name is Helen.
I am here because I am tired to be a beautiful doll here and
to be a toy for men. I want to have serious relations with
a serious person looking for serious intentions.

First of all I want a life companion. A person that I can share
my future with. A future of joy and happiness, but also a person
that I can share the pain and sorrows that I know there will be.
I want the best friend in all the way, a friend that I can share
my dreams and thoughts with. A friend that can give new directions
to my life when I need that. I think we all need that from time to
time.

I hope I am not too serious for you?
I am not? Great!
I hope we will find a common language and we will have great desire to
learn each other's thoughts and dreams.

Best wishes from Helen .

Thank you for your letter and photo, xxxxx. You are a handsome man!
I would like to be your pen friend and...friend. And if we are lucky,
your love. My future plans and dreams are to create a family,
hopefully staying in good condition and health, and making my husband
happy for the rest of our life. Knowing that there is a person in my
life that I can share all my feelings with. My best friend, my big
lover... I hope you understand.
 
Well, I think I'd gladly come to you, it would really help us to get
to know each other much better than via e-mails! But, I have enver been
abroad and i do not know what is needed to leave Ukraine..Are you really
serious???

I like to learn culture and traditions of different peoples, I am sure
we will be good friends. I like sports, activities, I play table tennis,
I also like laughing!

I also like growing plants. I prefer ones with unusually shaped leaves
and also with flowers. We have small red decorative roses on the
window-sill, they are so nice!

As for music, I like different styles, the most important I cannot
even explain is when i feel some excitement inside me and a desire
to dance or to move listening this music. I like beautiful melodies,
also, rhythmic and even heavy sometimes. It doesn't depend on my will.
I can love one or two songs of a group but hate the other their songs.
Can you explain that xxxxx?

I learn English for many years and I think, I have a good command in
it. Sure i use a dictionary very often too, but generally i am able to
express most of my ideas quite easily.

I send my letters from the Internet point in the university or from
the Internet cafe. I don't have my own computer. I don't have a phone,
either, as it has been stolen recently. My parents can not buy me new
one for now, because of an economical crisis in our country, they
didn't get paid for some time already.

I am waiting for you reply very impatiently,
Helen.

Dear XXXXX
I value our communication as the most worthy thing and it makes my
life richer every day. To read your mails and to know that you are
thinking on me just from time to time let me feel good and let appear
always a happy smile on my face. And maybe you will agree: Character
is much more important than appearance.

I feel our relationship growing like a small flower, becoming more and
more beautiful day by day, mail by mail. I feel that we are going step
by step in the right way and I feel that there is good chance that we
will find out that we are real soul mates, that we are made for each
other.

I wish you to have a great day and always think about me!
take care, honey!
Helen!

Sweetheart XXXXX,
The weather is changing and I have a splitting headache all these
days. And how are you, honey XXXXX? I felt no desire to go out in the
evening. Just stayed in my room doing usual things like cooking,
washing a heap of cloths accumulated during the week, reading a bit
before going to bed. I started a modern Russian criminal novel about a
group of young people who have organized a criminal group and their
adventures.

Another thing I wanted to share with you. My dream. You would be a big
eagle, powerful and beautiful. You would sweep up, up, up to the sun,
and look down from high up. With your excellent eyesight you'd survey
the land below, looking for your chosen one.
After hours, days, (months?) you would spot me, after searching many
lands across immense distances and across large oceans. Sweeping down
you would gently lift me and fly off, heading to a much, much better
place than I could ever imagine. Changing back to a man, we would live
in eternal happiness for ever more... Do you like my story? Do you
want to make it happen...XXXX??

Looking forward to hearing from you soon!
Helen.

I am writing from the university. How are sweetie XXXX?? I do not
feel good, yet...
Unfortunately, I cannot be long, I write you during the short break
and I don't know when i am able to send this. I connected to the net,
copied your letter and now I am writing my answer.

An important thing i need to tell you before I close. You know,XXXX,
million words can not express my feelings. I am not just a person of
words, i am a person of acts. A word can not be compared to an act. I
want to prove you, i want to show you the depth of my feelings. When
you meet me you will understand that all this time is not a waste. You
will understand that you are right to trust me. You will understand
that dreams always come true...

You make me feel special,
Love,
Helen. 

I've missed you so much, my handsome XXXXX,
Every weekend I dream of your next letter for me, full of ideas that
you share with me, and it makes me happy, only thinking of you makes me a
happy girl.

I am sure you and me have a lot in common, but, you know, I hope you
and me will be different, because in that difference we'll be able to learn
each other. I'm a girl who always wants to find new ways of knowledge,
and I'm sure I am going to learn a lot from you.

Maybe from time to time I'm still thinking you are a fairy dream, that
you are like an unreal phantom made in my mind, and some day I'll wake
up and will discover you were a nice dream. Maybe you are too much nice
and sweet to be real, too much luck for me to be true, and I need every 
day read some e-mail or see some photo of you to be sure I've been
such a lucky person.

Yesterday in the evening I went to Disco with three of my friends,
they asked me to go to dance in the evening suddenly and they
insisted, normally I don't go to Disco often, my last time was at the 
end of November maybe. I like go to dance, but not every week. Where we
went is a big place but with too many people, we enjoy ourselves to
dance, just don't really like the peoples around, many are just so
stupid, also some aggressive people around. So we decided we won't go
there anymore, next time we go somewhere else with better people
around. I came back at 12.30.

I went shopping, I bought a lot of things to eat, so now I would like to
cook again. I haven't cooked for some days, because it's not fun to cook
for myself, but now I really don't like the food in the canteen, it is
still better to cook by myself, healthy and delicious as well. Well, I can
cook very well, I mean Russian food, I think you also would like it.

Please,XXXXX, be so tender and sweet as you are, because I need your love, 
I need your warmth, I need badly your hugs, your tenderness and your
affection. I need to be with you...

One more night dreaming of you,
Helen.