Hello dear xxxxxx
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I shall be possible to name you so? I already for a long time did not
speak such words to anybody. It CAN for you not so considerably but as
to the fragile girl, me it is important... In the letter you write to
me, that want to meet me, but I even about you do not know anything. I
want to learn about you where you work, than are engaged, what way of
life drive. I liked your photo, to me high harmonous men, such type,
as you are nice. Certainly, I too want to meet you, but all over again
I would like to find out about you more. I do not have phone, do not
speak already about a computer, certainly the is the best way, but I
should write from the Internet - ????. If suddenly I without shall
become interesting to you, inform me about it that I knew. If that you
want to learn more in detail send questions, I shall answer. Because I
trust you already much, that you one person who at me is.. I do not
write to whom to the rests.. And you still have friends??? You write
to other girls??? You had experiences of acquaintance in the Internet
xxxxxx ??? You can tell to me??? Because I yet do not know all well
about people in this global network and I wait can that you than be
will help, warn against mistakes.... Can eat that to be afraid????? I
was more and more and began to be convinced more, that I have already
attachment to you and already I wait your letters with impatience. We
should trust each other because without trust it is impossible to
live. I earlier too have trusted in the person, and it has deceived
me. I to want to tell to you about it. I was madly in love with the
person, and it only pretended, that loves me . Actually it scoffed at
my feelings. Was such, that it appointed to me meetings, promised to
come to me, I waited for it, and it did not appear. I sometimes cried,
because it did not come in the evening, at us in city in the evening
not so quietly, and I worried for him. And it, the bad person, came in
day or through two and spoke, that he had affairs and that it loves
me. And then I have learned through his friends, that at this time it
had a good time with what that maidens. It did not like to work, it
frequently borrowed from me money, promised to give, but never repaid.
And I forgave it because liked. I even hid it from mum. Has passed
some time, and I have seen it in the street with other woman. They
kissed. I did not remember xxxxxx , how have come home. I cried all
night. I had depression very long. I began to work much, and began to
forget this villain. After that case I have decided, that I shall
never deceive in love people, I shall never scoff and play feelings of
other people, and I to decide, that all this not for me xxxxxx. I
shall not bear some more such moment in life. I any more will not
entrust to Russian men. Simply as I have understood, that the majority
of our men simply wish to drag the girl in bed and here their all
love.... How then to me to trust??? Even my former guy as I have
learned only wanted sex without feelings, but thank God I was not gave
to its charms.... They do not appreciate girls, can you will think
that I too naive, but I would want that appreciated me as the present
girl, the woman, the future loving wife as future mother of beautiful
children, instead of simply callous sex the machine, me simply is
killed with such ideas and I shall hope xxxxx , that you after that
that have learned about me, will not perceive the attitude as game, as
game by the maiden feelings... It will simply kill me... It seems to
Me that I simply shall be disappointed in all life.. I already trust
you enough, you know from my life much..... I to not want so to risk
and break to myself life more. I to want to be simply happy and to
live as the normal person. After that I to decide to address in
service of acquaintances and I to find you xxxxxx , and we to write
each other. And it very much to like me. I to want to be happy with
the man and to lead with it all life. This person should be more
senior than me that it could learn me and my future children. I to
wait from the man of understanding, I to think, that this most
important and, certainly, big love and care of me and our future
family. I shall try to make the man happy. But without his help,
without his love and understanding it will make difficultly. I once
again to want to test such feeling as love. I very much to hope for
it. Therefore I to write to you xxxxx . I to think, that you to
understand my words. I to want to learn your opinion on all this. It
seems to me, that with each letter between us there is something the
greater, than friendship. We start to trust each other more, we become
more frank, you agree with me? I think, that our souls approach. But
while I one also search the partner in life. I want to continue with
you attitudes, and I to trust, that all can be very good. I wish you
good mood!!! xxxxx i shall wait about impatience your letter and to
miss on you!!!
Your friend Tanechka!!!