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Hier ist die neueste Mail von ihr Good evening my dear Frischi! At last I have found a free minute to sit and
write you a letter! Sometimes it seems to me that all my life
consists of only problems and troubles and things I have to do and
think about! And with all that I seem not to have time at all for
myself! But I really want to change my life... So far there has been
no one in my life whom I could take care of, think about with warmth
and tenderness and my life was so gloomy! Now I have you in my life
and really hope that you will change my life. You have already started
doing that Frischi. Right now it is late evening and I am here, at home,
talking to you. On any other day before I met you I felt so lonely and
cold in the evenings... My mum is sleeping already and even Bonya my
cat is somewhere there with her..
And I am all alone here. If I didn't
have you I would feel so lonely right now... I feel warm at heart and
a smile comes to my face when I am thinking about you. I guess you ca
already imagine my smile quite well as you have seen some of my
pictures, Right?
I didn't have the opportunity to write you before the weekend. I
wanted to come to the agency on Friday but couldn't do it, my darling.
I want you to know that I can be late with my letter sometimes but it
doesn't mean that I am not interested in you, my Frischi. I am
thinking about you and when I talk to you I like to write you more,
that is why it takes me some time. I hope you understand. I just want
you to know more about my world, about that little girl who I hope you
are still thinking about.
I decided to take a pen and a paper and try to write you a
letter. There are so many things I am thinking about and wanted to
share with you... It is just difficult to think what I could start
with.
May be you could help me? And it makes me think about what
you might be doing there now in your far away land. I wonder what time
is it there? May be you are also sitting at your home, in your room and
thinking about something? May be there is even your Marina in your
thoughts right now? This thought makes me smile and brings warmth to
my heart. It is so important for all of us to feel that there is
somebody in the world who is thinking about us, who needs us, who
cares about us. Right? I hope the fact that I am thinking about you
right now will also make you happy and will bring warmth to your heart.
Today it was a hectic day! Actually like any other day... My co worker
is ill now and she hasn't been to work for several days already. And
according to the rules there should be somebody in our office all the
time. If my co worker is not there then I am supposed to stay there
the whole day long. Can you imagine? As I have already told you I work
in an advertising newspaper where people place different
advertisements. And our office is situated in the shop where they sell
everything! may be one day when you come to visit me you will come and
have a look at how I work there.
By the way I have a picture where I
am together with other people who work in the shop around us. We are
almost friends with all of them and I like it there. They are talking
about closing this shop some time in the future and then my office
would be transferred to some other place. The newspaper I work in has
many different offices around the city here. But I really like to work
right where I do it now, as it is so close to my house! It is very
convenient when the weather is cold or rainy I can walk home quite
quickly, in about 3 or 4 minutes! Can you imagine?
So I like it a
lot! But when it is warm and sunny outside and i would like to walk
for a longer time in the evening I feel sorry that I live so close to
my work. Though now I have you in my life and I can go to the agency.
Right? I guess I haven't told you yet that I talk with you using
the help of the agency, Frischi? In fact it is so convenient for me as I
don't have Internet at home. I don't have to worry about anything as I
can write you my letter at home and just bring it to the agency. I can
be sure that it will be translated into English and sent off to you. I
write you my letters in Russian, Frischi. I guess I have told you
already that I almost don't speak English and I would not be able to
write you my letters in English myself. I am a little sad to talk
about, as it even makes me feel ashamed. I regret that I didn't pay
such a good attention to that at school when I really had the
opportunity to learn English. But our teachers changed each other so
often that it was almost impossible to learn anything! Oh, I even envy
little kids now who have the chance to learn English. I wish I had a
chance to do it now.. May be I will in the future. I would really like
to learn it. But in the meanwhile I am thankful to the girls who work
at the agency as they help to correspond with you and thanks to them I
don't even feel that we don't speak the same language. I understand
your letters perfectly when they View translation them for me. I am so happy
that we met each other and have chance to really get to know each
other!
I am so happy that I have met such a loving and caring man. It is
important for me to know that when you are in relationship with a
woman there are no other women for you. I am like that too... I want
to love my man and only him, to be with him no matter what happens in
our life. I hope that you will become such a man for me, darling.
Frischi, dear, I thought I would tell you about my previous relationship
in this letter. It is a little sad for me to remember that and
actually I feel that there is no use to remember about it as it is in
the past now. But I feel that I can tell you about anything and I
thought that may be it is important for you to know that... What can
I say, Frischi I guess I just married the wrong guy. You see I was very
young and not very smart I guess, or may be not wise... I was in love
and it made me blind may be and I was still naive and believed in the
best, I believed that my love and our family would be able to change
him, but I was mistaken. I didn't know all the details about him, I
didn't know that he was a thief too, I knew he was gambling, but I
didn't know that he was a chief... I tried to save our family, but he
didn't change even though he promised me to do it. So, I decided to
stop it all.. We still meet sometimes, and you know, he didn't change
even now. How stupid and naive I was to believe that I would be able
to change him, as even now he is the same. I don't have any
feelings for him now any more, this all is in the past though we still
meet sometimes. I want to find a man for who I will be number one in
his life. His friends and gambling were important for him than me and
our family. I hope that it will not happen with me any more.
You know even though I am older now and have become wiser I hope, I
still believe in fairy tales and I hope that there is my prince
somewhere waiting for me, and who is able to do anything for his
princess... I want to hope that you will be my prince, my Frischi.
You know Frischi I want to send you some pictures with my letter today.
You will see me together with other girls at the shop where I work. I
hope you will be able to find your Marisha?
In the second picture I
am with one of women who work in our newspaper. We always celebrate
holidays together and have parties. It is such a fun! And in the last
picture you will see just your little Marisha. I hope you will like
them, Frischi. I liked your pictures so very much. YOu look great! You
look like a very kind hearted and tender man, i get such an
impression from your pictures.
Well, I guess I will have to close my letter now though I feel like I
could be writing you for ages.... But I am afraid of making my letter
too long...
It is strange to realize how wonderful I feel just
writing this letter to you. I didn't have these feelings for a long
time already... Something in my heart tells me that I have met my
prince. I hope I am not mistaken.
I wish I could see your eyes at this very moment.
I am sending you a kiss. I hope all is fine with you there. Tell me
about what is new with you.
I am thinking of you, my Frischi.
Your Marisha.
Frischi
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